Empty
Feeling
empty inside,
Rushing to find myself
Before she disappears-
She can run, but she cannot hide.
It’s so hard to see,
Past the fog, past the chaos
That reigns free in my mind,
Striving to release the real me.
Will this madness ever end,
Or forever shall I bear this burden-
My debt never paid,
Hoping I won’t break, I yet again bend.
I’ve been to Hell and back,
But the struggle lies not with in the fall
But the rising ever so tall,
While praying its hope I never lack.
Step by step, day by day,
A piece of me gets rebuilt,
Until again I’m made whole-
And able to find my own way.
Along this way I’ve lost myself again-
So try to keep it together.
Pull myself back on track,
And once again begin to mend.