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Emotion

What do I feel? What do I feel? What do I feel? I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.

The cold dark truth. Emotions are one big mystery to me. I’ve bottled and capped them for so long that I’m never sure what I feel. And soemtimes I don’t know what the correct emotion to feel is supposed to be. I do know Anger. I know hopelessness and worthlesness. What is sadness though? That is one emotion I never seem to grasp. Maybe that’s why I can’t cry.

I think my favorite line in a song is “it’s not easy being me.” That encapsulates it all.

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