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This was the conversation we had on May 15, 2001 on msn instant messenger :)
hi
megsxawd says:
that's m y sweet e
megsxawd says:
u there?
Renita says:
yes,
Renita says:
and who is this ?
megsxawd says:
megs, this is renita
Zhai says:
hi renita, this is megan
Renita says:
shit...
megsxawd says:
ren, this is megan
megsxawd says:
wow
Renita says:
hey guys...god this is embarassing
Zhai says:
lol, that's what i'm thinking
Zhai says:
no
megsxawd says:
i know
Zhai says:
it's cool
megsxawd says:
this is fun
Zhai says:
oh my goodness
Renita says:
yes it is.
Renita says:
I'm blushing
Renita says:
what for, don't ask ?
megsxawd says:
why?
Renita says:
just shy
megsxawd says:
u were rooting for me a while back
Zhai says:
how is everything going for you? congratulations on your engagement
Renita says:
I feel like I just asked megan out (no offence) Thanks megan..
Renita says:
I'm ok.
Zhai says:
your welcome
Zhai says:
no offense
Zhai says:
taken
Renita says:
where's nev, laughing I suppose
Zhai says:
probably
Zhai says:
cracking up
megsxawd says:
i am
Renita says:
damn him.
Zhai says:
LMAO
Zhai says:
this is quite a predicament
Renita says:
why ?
megsxawd says:
it is?
Zhai says:
i made a fool of myself
megsxawd says:
no
Zhai says:
mmm
Renita says:
when
Renita says:
how
megsxawd says:
yeah, how?
Zhai says:
my love of talking
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
i'm finding lipstick that functions as glue
megsxawd says:
ren, i'm crazy about this girl
Renita says:
I can understand why.
Renita says:
Like I said, I knew all along
megsxawd says:
she's the sweetest
Renita says:
yes, she is
Renita says:
and you were trying to hide it from me ? Bastard
megsxawd says:
u know how i am
Renita says:
yes...very secretive, apparently
megsxawd says:
she's to precious to me
Renita says:
and you were affraid to tell her so
megsxawd says:
hey, sweet e, where did u go?
Zhai says:
oh my goodnes, nevin i'm so crazy about you too!!! but i don't want to lose you either!
megsxawd says:
i know
Renita says:
this is great lol
megsxawd says:
it is
Zhai says:
what do we do?
Renita says:
i'm in the middle of a hot romoance
megsxawd says:
i have no idea
Zhai says:
haha
megsxawd says:
yes, u are
Renita says:
great stuff Geez I'm happy for you guys
megsxawd says:
i'm just too afraid that's all
Zhai says:
me too
Zhai says:
i don't want you to think badly of me
Renita says:
well, pull up your pants and stop being afraid
megsxawd says:
badly?
Zhai says:
i don't want to hurt you,
Zhai says:
i'm so afraid you're going to think badly of me
megsxawd says:
nah
Renita says:
aw so sweet....sob sob
megsxawd says:
u r such a sweet e
Zhai says:
lol, renita, how's it going
Zhai says:
thank you nevin
megsxawd says:
megs is really a sweet e
Renita says:
great.
Renita says:
stressing big style, megan
Renita says:
lotsa school work
Zhai says:
this has got to be the most interesting conversation
megsxawd says:
it is
Renita says:
it is
Zhai says:
what are you studying?
Zhai says:
lol
Renita says:
doing a PhD in bioethics
Renita says:
and you, megan ?
megsxawd says:
i'm in the company of 2 of the most smartest women i know
Renita says:
flatery flatery...
megsxawd says:
and u guys get along so well
Zhai says:
lol, i'm going between computer engineering and computer science
Zhai says:
lol
Renita says:
damn that sounds hard
megsxawd says:
it is
Zhai says:
it's kind of a toss up
Renita says:
sounds like it, but do you enjoy it ?
Zhai says:
lol, my advisor just signed me up for a computer engineering class
megsxawd says:
cool
Zhai says:
i enjoy the computer science, but it is challenging
megsxawd says:
it is
Renita says:
it wouldbe as well
Zhai says:
i suppose you appreciate more what you have to fight for
Zhai says:
but fighting is draining i tell you
megsxawd says:
i know
Renita says:
yes, you do. and I can imagine it to be
megsxawd says:
this is so fun
Zhai says:
i can't believe this, lol
Renita says:
dave, hold you horses, man
Zhai says:
haha
megsxawd says:
dude,
megsxawd says:
don't call me that in fron of her
Zhai says:
why not?
megsxawd says:
aaah
Renita says:
does megan know how long I've know you ?
Zhai says:
long long time
megsxawd says:
yup
Renita says:
yup
Zhai says:
you two went out at one time
megsxawd says:
i have no secrets from my sweet e
Renita says:
Yes, when he was in high school
Zhai says:
we all have secrets keeps the mystery alive
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
hehe
Zhai says:
what was he like?
Zhai says:
haha
Renita says:
cute
Renita says:
lol
Zhai says:
still is let me tell you
megsxawd says:
that's the bst part, i've been honest with megs since the beginning
megsxawd says:
who r we talking about?
Renita says:
that's great and that's how it should be
Zhai says:
you
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
haha
megsxawd says:
o, in that case go on
Renita says:
Yes, I knew him whe he was 13 ?
Zhai says:
i'm starting to see patterns here, lol, nevin calls himself the love doctor
Zhai says:
haha
megsxawd says:
ok, that's enuff
Zhai says:
WOW!
Zhai says:
13?
Zhai says:
any pictures?
Zhai says:
hehe
Renita says:
so, I've known him forever
Renita says:
pictures....yes, I still have some, back in malaysia
Zhai says:
i wondered what you looked like when you were younger
megsxawd says:
oh, no
Zhai says:
what?
Zhai says:
*wink wink*
megsxawd says:
nothin sweet e
Zhai says:
are you doing okay?
Renita says:
who me ?
megsxawd says:
who?
Zhai says:
both of you
megsxawd says:
i'm fine
Renita says:
yes, I'm ok. Missing my other half terribly
Zhai says:
where is he?
Renita says:
In Queensland, another state
megsxawd says:
he'll be over in a week
Zhai says:
when are you two getting married?
Renita says:
yes, he will be, we're going to celebrate my birthday
Renita says:
Married ? maybe 2 years from now
Zhai says:
i saw your pics btw, hehe, he loves you a lot if the comments are any indication
Zhai says:
you are lucky
Zhai says:
and the pictures
Renita says:
And so are you...yes he does love me a lot. Bet nev is capable of it too
Renita says:
what about the pictures ?
megsxawd says:
that's enuff, ren
Renita says:
megsxawd says:
i forwarded your wedding pics
Renita says:
Zhai says:
HAHA
megsxawd says:
oi
Renita says:
yes ?
Zhai says:
run run to the potty!
Renita says:
lol
Zhai says:
so what shall we do?
megsxawd says:
about?
Renita says:
yes....about ?
Zhai says:
i don't want to force you (nevin) into anything
megsxawd says:
nah
Zhai says:
but i admit that i like you alot
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
i need time though
Renita says:
you guys want be to back out here ?
Zhai says:
if that isn't forcing it though
megsxawd says:
the feeling is mutual
Zhai says:
i understand
megsxawd says:
i've been out of this for a while
megsxawd says:
have no idea what to do
megsxawd says:
we'll figure it out
megsxawd says:
i was planning on telling you on the 8th
Zhai says:
for marce's party?
megsxawd says:
yup
nevin, if that's when you feel ready than i understand, if you need more time, than just go at your pace
megsxawd says:
i'm sorry
Zhai says:
don't be sorry
megsxawd says:
my sis was telling me that she thinks u like me
Zhai says:
i would be sorry if you were forcing yourself into something you're not ready
Zhai says:
you're sister is quite observant
megsxawd says:
i told her maybe it's the other way around
megsxawd says:
she was ll wide-eyed
megsxawd says:
shut her up alright
Zhai says:
lol, that you liked me?
megsxawd says:
yup
megsxawd says:
i never said that about any girl b4
Zhai says:
what about your past relationships?
megsxawd says:
i'd deny it
megsxawd says:
i stood up fpr u
megsxawd says:
this is so weird
Zhai says:
i know, i didn't know what to do after i sent that message...i didn't know what to do after you said you were falling for me...
Zhai says:
you remember our interview?
megsxawd says:
yup
Zhai says:
when you came over to hug me when i started crying, i wanted you to sooo badly,
megsxawd says:
i was like now megs is going to know i'm a loser
Zhai says:
why would i think that?
Zhai says:
you don't know how much more i respected you after that
Zhai says:
how much more i fell for you
megsxawd says:
because i was telling u my story
megsxawd says:
i was so afraid
megsxawd says:
i've told justin, mike, noelle,
Zhai says:
what did they say? lol
megsxawd says:
they're like cool
megsxawd says:
i had to keep them quite
megsxawd says:
i told eric too
megsxawd says:
i think steve and lius suspects
megsxawd says:
luis
Zhai says:
you had to kep them quiet? hehe
megsxawd says:
yup
Zhai says:
my friends know i like you, lol
megsxawd says:
they do?
Zhai says:
i talk about you all the time, lol
megsxawd says:
i've been mouthing off here in the labs
megsxawd says:
showing your pics and calling you sweet e
Zhai says:
hehe, i was afraid that one of my friends was going to let loose one day...she is very
loud...in teh computer lab and you would hear about it
Zhai says:
oi
megsxawd says:
justin was surprised
megsxawd says:
so was mike
megsxawd says:
i just can't shut up abou it
megsxawd says:
nicci known too
megsxawd says:
kinda
megsxawd says:
so does marce
Zhai says:
hehe
Zhai says:
i was last to know
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
yes u were
megsxawd says:
that's why i've been calling u sweet e
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
u truly are
Zhai says:
i was wondering
megsxawd says:
i see that everyday
Zhai says:
i have my moments just too be honest
megsxawd says:
so do i
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
so what do you think?
megsxawd says:
about?
Zhai says:
about all this?
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
were you surprised/
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
i don't know
Zhai says:
oi
megsxawd says:
i'm so excited
Zhai says:
i've got to stop that 'lol'
megsxawd says:
it feels good to get it off my chest
Zhai says:
me too
megsxawd says:
i would have told u sooner, but been getting mixed signals
Zhai says:
sory
Zhai says:
sorry
megsxawd says:
i'm like what the hell is with this girl?
Zhai says:
i really am afraid to show my felings
Zhai says:
you know after our interview, i kicked myself because i didn't let you comfort me, i was like damn!
megsxawd says:
i was like damn
megsxawd says:
she doen't want me near her
Zhai says:
i did so badly!
Zhai says:
but i was afraid
megsxawd says:
it didn't show
megsxawd says:
oh
Zhai says:
i was afraid that if i showed anything and you didn't feel the same way, i didn't know what to do
megsxawd says:
run
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
probably
Zhai says:
all the way to alaska
megsxawd says:
hehe
Zhai says:
....i mean swim
Zhai says:
hehe
megsxawd says:
nah
Zhai says:
you know when we were passing those small cubicles
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
i'd swim after you
Zhai says:
i'd turn around at that point
megsxawd says:
when?
Zhai says:
in the library
Zhai says:
haha
megsxawd says:
yeah
Zhai says:
i debated on whether we should interview there, but i wanted to give you space
Zhai says:
i'm a weird girl i tell you
Zhai says:
no wonder you were getting mixed signals
megsxawd says:
not weird to me
megsxawd says:
i guess so
megsxawd says:
i honestly thought what the hell
megsxawd says:
that's why i kinda laid low
megsxawd says:
i had to talk to my friends
Zhai says:
what did they say?
Zhai says:
my friends were like GO FOR IT!
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
noelle will be pleased
megsxawd says:
she was going to tell u if if didn't
Zhai says:
really? hehe
megsxawd says:
yup
Zhai says:
lol, she is an awesome person
megsxawd says:
she is
megsxawd says:
she said u were very nice
megsxawd says:
that's why i was afraid she would tell u
Zhai says:
she is a really nice person too, and smart!
megsxawd says:
she was asking me your e-mail add
Zhai says:
oh my gosh, that is classic
megsxawd says:
i know
Zhai says:
hehe
megsxawd says:
i told her you saw me just as a friend
megsxawd says:
i put a sad face on
Zhai says:
that's what i was telling everyone else too
megsxawd says:
it was fun
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
i bet
megsxawd says:
hehe
Zhai says:
i really did wonder
Zhai says:
hehe
megsxawd says:
oh, sweet e, i really adore u!
Zhai says:
nevin!
Zhai says:
you are soooo....lol, i don't know...i really have come to care so much for you!
megsxawd says:
me too
megsxawd says:
i don't know how it started, but i kept telling myself do do it, don't do it
Zhai says:
lol, you don't know, when we were doing the interview i was debating on whether i should
tell you...but it really wasn't hte time
Zhai says:
oh my goodness
Zhai says:
when we were at kidd valley
megsxawd says:
i was to mad at that time
Zhai says:
HAHAHA
Zhai says:
you needed that time for you, i understand
Zhai says:
that
Zhai says:
HAHA part was for the kidd valley part not what you said
megsxawd says:
so, all that flirting didn't tell u anything?
Zhai says:
i thought you were just joking around
megsxawd says:
damn, i have to wrk on that
Zhai says:
i didn't want to believe that you
Zhai says:
really liked me
megsxawd says:
why not?
Zhai says:
because i would be getting my hopes up
megsxawd says:
do u know how many people have the hots for u?
Zhai says:
huh?
Zhai says:
are you sure you have the right person? lol
megsxawd says:
yup
Zhai says:
well
megsxawd says:
i was like wow, but that's my girl you're talking about
megsxawd says:
hehe
Zhai says:
and i like only you
Zhai says:
so who cares! lol
megsxawd says:
i was already saying u were my girl
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
that's why i was scared
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
my family already knows i like you
megsxawd says:
incase u came to ee and people are like so what up with nevin and u
megsxawd says:
they do?
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
is that good?
Zhai says:
my mom told sara
Zhai says:
megan has feelings for nevin
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
hehe
Zhai says:
i was like oh dear
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
i couldn't believe i told my sis today
Zhai says:
what did she say?
megsxawd says:
it was a first
megsxawd says:
she was like stunned
megsxawd says:
i have never said that b4
megsxawd says:
i just have a good feeling abou this
Zhai says:
NEVIN!
megsxawd says:
what sweet e?
Zhai says:
i'm so happy right now!
megsxawd says:
me too
megsxawd says:
renita was kicking my butt to tel you
Zhai says:
i'm all giggly
Zhai says:
hehe
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
she is awesome
Zhai says:
hehe
megsxawd says:
i was like hell no
Zhai says:
you didn't suspect that i liked you at all?
megsxawd says:
no
Zhai says:
hmmm...i'll work on that part
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
hehe
Zhai says:
a little fine-tuning
megsxawd says:
me too
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
i was going to tell you on the 8th
megsxawd says:
was preparing a sppech
megsxawd says:
speech
Zhai says:
hehe, i was hoping something would happen on the 8th
Zhai says:
how's the speech going anyways?
Zhai says:
want to practice
megsxawd says:
i forget
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
i know it involves flowers
megsxawd says:
oops
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
shouldn't have told u
megsxawd says:
darn it
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
i won't tell
megsxawd says:
oh, no
megsxawd says:
this sucks
Zhai says:
no no
Zhai says:
this is wonderful!
megsxawd says:
no
megsxawd says:
i spoiled the surprise
Zhai says:
it's okay, i'll remember to forget by the 8th
Zhai says:
CHECK!
megsxawd says:
whaetevr
Zhai says:
forgotten
megsxawd says:
sure
megsxawd says:
sweet e, you're going to have to be patient with me
Zhai says:
i will i know you need time
megsxawd says:
i don't want to rush into this
megsxawd says:
but i'm too crazy about u
Zhai says:
it is probably wise that way,
Zhai says:
lol
Zhai says:
i feel the same way, i've been keeping this in for so long, but i know we have to be careful
megsxawd says:
yes, we must
megsxawd says:
i really don't want to lose u
Zhai says:
we will
megsxawd says:
this is the best thing since my car
Zhai says:
i don't want to lose you either, that was my biggest fear
Zhai says:
that i would scare you off
Zhai says:
if i said anything
megsxawd says:
i won't give u up that easily
Zhai says:
nevin, you are amazing
megsxawd says:
i am?
Zhai says:
yes, very
Zhai says:
i don't know whether to laugh or cry
megsxawd says:
awww
megsxawd says:
u say that now
megsxawd says:
but wait a few months
Zhai says:
just remember to be yourself
megsxawd says:
i always have been with u
Zhai says:
if we can't accept each other for who the person really is, then it's not right
megsxawd says:
i know
Zhai says:
good
Zhai says:
because i really am weird
megsxawd says:
i've shared a lot with u
megsxawd says:
and you're comfortable with renita
megsxawd says:
she thinks you're a sweetie, too
Zhai says:
she is quite a sweet person too,
Zhai says:
very wise
megsxawd says:
she and i are good friends now, you know that right?
Zhai says:
i know and i'm happy about that,
megsxawd says:
cool
megsxawd says:
thank you
Zhai says:
your very welcome thank you also for being honest about this...
megsxawd says:
i've been talking about you to her for a while now
Zhai says:
lol, so she's mentioned
megsxawd says:
she did
megsxawd says:
hehe
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
i've been talking about you to everyone
Zhai says:
me too
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
remember when we sent to safeway?
Zhai says:
i remember
Zhai says:
i remember kidd valley
Zhai says:
too
megsxawd says:
yup
megsxawd says:
good times
Zhai says:
i was afraid i gave things away when i accidently said you're 'dating' a pygmy girl
megsxawd says:
i heard that
Zhai says:
you did?
megsxawd says:
yup
megsxawd says:
i think
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
we were somewhere else
megsxawd says:
i think
megsxawd says:
i was like maybe i heard something i wanted to hear
Zhai says:
oh no no, it was there
megsxawd says:
i'm glad this is working out
Zhai says:
me too but i
Zhai says:
hehe
megsxawd says:
what?
megsxawd says:
doubts? so soon?
Zhai says:
want to make sure you are ready
Zhai says:
don't rush yourself
megsxawd says:
ah
Zhai says:
i'm always here
megsxawd says:
i wont
megsxawd says:
i've stayed single for 3 years
megsxawd says:
i just have to be sure
megsxawd says:
honest to god i wouldn't want to lose u
Zhai says:
me too, and that's what i wondered about if we did get into a relationship, if you would
still like me in that perspective
megsxawd says:
sweet e, i like what i see now, and the stuff i don't know about you i'll just learn
Zhai says:
lol, my heart is racing
megsxawd says:
mine too
Zhai says:
you don't know how you make me feel
megsxawd says:
awww
megsxawd says:
that is so sweet
megsxawd says:
i haven't heard that in a long time
Zhai says:
just take your time and i'll be here
megsxawd says:
i can actually do something right
Zhai says:
of course!
megsxawd says:
we really need to be careful
Zhai says:
i know,
Zhai says:
we can make sure we're going at a comfortable pace
megsxawd says:
we will
Zhai says:
no need to rush
megsxawd says:
that'll give us a chance to know each other even better
Zhai says:
which is very good,
Zhai says:
fair warning eh?
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
hehe
megsxawd says:
ok, gotta go
megsxawd says:
i'm burnin gup
Zhai says:
alright
Zhai says:
okay, get some rest
megsxawd says:
i will
megsxawd says:
i luv u sweet e
megsxawd says:
bye
Zhai says:
nevin, i love you too! lol
megsxawd says:
awww
megsxawd says:
this is so cool
Zhai says:
lol
megsxawd says:
hhee
megsxawd says:
thanks megs
Zhai says:
you are the best, now get some rest!
megsxawd says:
i will
Zhai says:
you too! soo much!
megsxawd says:
laterv
megsxawd says:
bye
Zhai says:
bye bye
megsxawd says:
good night
