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December 13, 2005
The Blockade
Hello it’s your good friend Michael Jae and I am sorry that I have not written a journal in almost a month but I have been suffering a bad case of writer’s block lately.

Maybe it is because of the launch of the radio show. Maybe it is because we are on the dawn of season 4. Maybe it is the holidays. But do you feel sometimes that so much is on your mind you cannot do anything? I am thinking always how to make the next radio show better and how to top the next TV show, and then I neglect the site. Do you feel that other things are taking over in your life making the motivation to do others less?

Sometimes that block feels like a wall. Maybe you are sitting at work and you can’t concentrate on the task at hand because you are thinking about that argument you had with your significant other. Your kids are having a hard time. Something distracts you. And this is no bullshit adult add commercial either.

You know what, my block just ended.

How many more commercials are we going to see about prescription medication? Is it a wave of the future or just a crutch for humanity? There is a drug out there for everyone and anything. Fucked up if you ask me. Do you think it is because our media and government wants to medicate us until we get to the point we don’t want to do anything at all. That they want to mush up our minds with their bullshit.

The holiday season has been based on depression, anxiety and stress. So you see Zoloft, Prozac, and alcohol ads everywhere. It is easier to control you when you are afraid and drugged right? And what happened to us being tough? If you have a pain, tough it out. Foot hurts? Tough it out. Yellow shit on your toenail, tough it out bitch!

I think that we need to worry about helping ourselves and shit. And my writer’s block is over and you can bet your ass that there will be no more of this whacky shit!!!!

Proud to be drug free (sort of),
MJ

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