And I let you get inside my skin
And I knew that I could never win
You could never love me
You would never hold me
You will never care
Never care
Because no one ever cares
And it doesn't matter
If you're gay or straight
And it doesn't matter
What is wrong or what is right
All that matters is how I feel
All that matters is the pain that might never heal
It will never heal
Oh god, what if it never heals?
And I want to sink my nails into your skin
And I want to rip the flesh from your bones
And I want to wash the ground with your blood
I want you to know
I just want you to know
This is how you make me feel
And I'm an idiot
I'm naive
I'm a simpering child
Alone and lost in your wake
And I'll never tell
No I'll never tell
It doesn't matter if they know
It doesn't matter if they don't
Nothing matters
Not my broken wings
Not your dark heart
Not languid kisses
Cranberry whispers
Delicate touch
No one knows
No one cares
Nothing matters anymore
And I'm left empty
Without you
Cold
Without you
Forsaken
Without you
Poisoned
Without you
Solid
Without you
Free
Without you
And I'm happy
Without you