The days are running into each other
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: Advent Children film trailers
Topic: wondering where I stand
and it seems that I can't seem to catch up with it all- and that's my own fault since I am letting the time slip through my hands foolishly

even now, I feel a bit guilty being at the library at 2 o' clock because of the fear that I have left something important undone at my house (which to my current knowledge, I haven't) and yet this trepidation is here, hanging in the air around me- I don't like it. -sigh- (Actually, it's been a few more hours into the day, and somehow... I feel better, I'm not exactly sure why, but I think that the fact that I watched some Advent Children trailers had something to do with it; as well as the fact that I got to stay at the library and let myself get something done...)

anyways, here's where I've been today:
[Google search: FF7] (I should have done this a long time ago- that's how I felt when I did this earlier...)
[Advent Children.net]
[blog of my online friend, Cloud] (don't think you'd be too interested though, so I cut this ^^;; -sigh-)

http://www.adventchildren.net/ff7ac/movie/official/shnra.htm

[Google search: FF7 Director's Cut]
no! -why is it that I can't seem to find any good information on the director's cut of FF7? why?

devious visitations of mine:
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/9817562/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/18728386/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/18709084/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/18726510/
http://pu-sama.deviantart.com/journal/
http://mearu.deviantart.com/journal/5459751/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/18115288/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18704816/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/18710239/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18693127/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18697590/
http://michelle84.deviantart.com/

-happy sigh- anyways, I'm glad that I finally attained my driving directions (print version) to CNA testing facility in Carrolwood T^T;; it took me forever to do it!


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Now that I think about it, I am happiest when I know exactly what I am supposed to be doing and am in the middle of completing it- getting into that state (or near it even) can be hard for me since I tend to be a bit of a perfectionist...
but then, even if I'm not sure of myself or of what it is that I should be doing, I should do my best and make the most of the moment

"Do what you can, when you can"

I told my friend the other day- so I should live up to this statement.

...okay then.

heh, heh, why is it that I ramble so much here?
I've said something that I didn't exactly plan on saying, but then I tend to do that quite a bit really- I wonder...

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whoa! I was just at the official Square site for AC, and there was this weird thing going on with two themes from the game were playing at the same time- one gentle tune with a flute, and the danger music o.o!!!

-Daiko~
(pray for me)