This entry is for you, my beloved younger brother.
I do understand that you have an extremely hard time getting your work done if you do not have "help" or at least, someone to watch over you when you are working. I had hoped that since you had become older that you wouldn't need such aid from me anymore. You are in the twelfth grade, aren't you? I do love giving help, and of course- I love you (you are my only little brother).
Believing you to make use of your own intellegence and feeling that you had matured, I have left you to keep up your grades all by yourself. You are failing. My heart hurts. I never see you studying, and I know that you neglect your assignments.
Why?
I fear that question is far too complex for you to explain to me fully, and I do understand that.
What I do not understand is why you are letting this happen to yourself. You know how to do things. You know that you should do things, and when you keep track of the time and of your various assignments you know when you should be doing things...despite all this, you don't do your assignments.
To me, this is like watching someone drown.
Even worse
watching someone drown who won't even swim to save himself- I don't know if I am able to rescue you. I don't think I can, nor is it my true responsibility- your grades.
-sigh-
Lord help me.
Please my readers, pray for me.
-thank you.
(Brian? I can't seem to find you, but if you are still around- I need your bloghogger URL)