-at least with regards to some things, as in zeal.
-sigh- ...I can't believe that it's almost Christ Mass- actually, that's not totally true, I guess it's just that I'm not "prepared"/"ready"? [I don't even know what word to use to describe what it is that I am going through this season...ugh.]
Anyways, I do love this time of year
but things are different now-
I do my best to keep a light, child-like heart
and...still, my heart is heavy with the wondering about things.
I've been too inactive and quiet for so long now.
Lord, I pray that I will get better as will my friends (I am hoping that you will be well iamchosen... I do understand apathy and what it feels like to not be hungry for the Word of God- you can get through it.)
I really don't know what to say...
but I said something anyway.
hn. interesting.
praying for you~