there will be a way
even if I don't know what it is
somehow, I will break through this pain that hangs over my heart
feelings of anger
and loneliness
of boredom and resentment.

I can forgive my family
for hurts imagined and real
my heart is in pain
sorrow is quite close to me
but I have the will to do good and
and I have a God
who loves me more than anything.

it's time for me to continue living
despite the wounds
and unlovely things

life is a daily thing
and I must fight...

-pray for me~