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a saint in training: my life on Earth
Thursday, June 24, 2004
hello there lovely blog,
I'm sorry that I haven't been writing in you much lately- it's not that I don't like you anymore, I'm not such a person to be that cruel (even to things) it's just that I don't seem to be able to say anything (yes, I know that I'm wrong on this too, it's just that I have silent periods every so often- I've been this way with regards to my journal to God too- I don't exactly understand this, I just know what it is that I'm going through- I guess I'm just experiencing, but I should be acting rather than reacting). As I've said earlier, I don't really know why this is so, I don't even seem to be able to do much- well, I'm really not saying this right- I haven't been doing much with regards to oekaki, art, getting stuff done (online and offline) and I'm in this odd slump. I am not depressed I'm finding myself able to get over the dark moods that were causing me so much trouble eariler on, but why is it that I can't seem to move? I'm like a rabbit frozen in fear- not all the time, but I've been like this and I don't want to be... -Arrrrrrgh!- I am not saying this well and I don't like it the restrictions of the written/typed word -I am DEFINATELY feeling them today isn't there some other way that I can express myself that would be more accurate? (-wait a minute, isn't that what visual art is for- great.) Anyways, blog and my blog-friends put up with me this is going to be over I guess I'll just put up a really GOOD fight and win so that things will be better later on just you see!! -Daiko~ (... words, I can't seem to manage them perfectly...)
Thursday, June 24, 2004 - 8:47 PM EDT
Name:
kinersen
I think your problem is that you are stuck in a world with too much over thinking all the time... maybe you shud shut your mind off for a moment and feel the silence in your head,maybe you shud do something crazy without thinking over it before you do it!^_^
since you are so deep and full of visdom,maybe you shud be a little stupid? go nuts! hehehe
don't let the things in your life controll you-YOU controll them!:)
Friday, June 25, 2004 - 9:26 PM EDT
Name:
Daiko
Home Page:
https://www.angelfire.com/blog/daiko-chan/saint_in_train
-thanks for giving me your kind advice, I appreciate that you hang around my blog and keep up with me (but I'm kind of surprised that I don't see you making a blog or some kind of website, I'm sure that you'd have a lot of interesting things to put in one...)
I'm actually pretty good now but you see, I'm one of those people who need to do things and do lots of things to keep from becoming very bored- I don't like being understimulated, and I had been (I'm still trying to get out of that and all)
meh, I like writing very very much it's just that I haven't really felt myself able to express things decently
-yeah, silence ROCKS! (yes I mean that since I really enjoy quiet) and I know I haven't been getting enough of that lately, so I'll see about getting some down time and all.
Thanks again, Kine!
-Daiko~ (didn't say everything she wanted in the way she wished to, but that's okay, she'll just have to do what she can when she can -why am I using third person to refer to myself?!! ...)
Sunday, June 27, 2004 - 8:22 PM EDT
Name:
kinersen
well actually I followed your advise you gave me about getting an deviantart website,but I am terrible with those kind of things and I just cant figure out how I place my art on it... I managed to put up some info about me and that mood icon,but nothing more than that...
Yeah I totally agree about silence!^_^I am the kind of person that want things to just be quiet around me,or else I just cant seem to get my thinking done! yeah,I always think alot about things and consequenses and others behaviour,but sometimes I just go crazy and want to just throw my brain away,because I use it too much in a way that is not helping me,just driving myself crazy...it`s just like beeing stuck in a rocking chair-I just dont seem to go anywhere but back and forth. most of the time I think about my artworks and how I passed down the opportunity to be in a magazine-that is probably going to be huge(its quite new) I might have ruined my chance to be something without even trying!:( those kinds of chances dosent grow on trees,but I hope the future will be kind to me...
I am pleased to hear that you are feeling better!:)I was starting to worry about you.
PS: does my writing seem a bit british??
Monday, June 28, 2004 - 2:39 PM EDT
Name:
Daiko
Home Page:
https://www.angelfire.com/blog/daiko-chan/saint_in_train
Okay, about deviant art I can definately help you with that -I understand that it's hard getting started, but once you get used to everything, then it will be like second nature to you... (anyways, I think I'll e-mail you a bit to give you some help here- that's if you don't get this message here on my blog and all...)
Do you know how to upload files to the internet? -you probably do (since you e-mailed me some of your art) but I just want to make sure that you know what to do...
Deviant Art also lets you upload your artwork -on the front page of [Deviant Art] you should see a button that says "Submit" this is what you use to put your artwork online for Deviant Art -by doing this, you are uploading a copy of the files which have your artwork
now, there is a precise process in doing this, and I will make a tutorial so that people like you will be able to do this
-I will end my message here so that I can get a reply from you, after I see what you have to say about this, I will try to help you even more...
(You also said earlier, "does my writing seem a bit british??" o.0;; I really don't think so, I don't understand why you asked me that- to me, typing in English is typing in English the differences between one person's typing is mostly in what they want to say, and how they say it, and possibly in the way they spell things
I really don't know, to me you just sound like yourself- that's all
-does that answer your question?)
-Daiko~
Thursday, July 1, 2004 - 4:33 PM EDT
Name:
kinersen
hmmm...I don't think I know how to place pictures on the internett.I only know how to send them in e-mail to people...
I logged myself in on deviantart and then pressed the submit button on the front-page. then I had to select categories of the picture-3 times,before I ended up with a bunch of pictures in THAT particulary category... Is this correct? or did I do something wrong?? I really dont know what to do next from that on-if I actually did it correctly...
I appreciate that you are trying to help me with this!:) thank you so much!you are probably going to have a hard time explainig the whole Deviantart thingy to me,so I hope you will be patience^_^ he he he
Saturday, July 3, 2004 - 11:03 AM EDT
Name:
Daiko
Home Page:
http://daiko-chan.deviantart.com
You know, you seem to be doing okay but I think that I could help you out even more with Deviant Art if you let me know what your name is on there, or give me your URL- you know that mine is: http://daiko-chan.deviantart.com, right? -I want to know what yours is, when I get there, I'd look around and see what I could do to help you- and possibly add you to my friends list...
but yeah, let's do this.
-Daiko~
Friday, July 9, 2004 - 8:55 PM EDT
Name:
kinersen
Home Page:
http://kinersen.deviantart.com/
I dont really know what I am doing when I do stuff on my deviantart-page,but I just write some riddicules rubbish on it-to see what happens...
I am really looking forward to learn how to use the deviantart-page to post some of my own art so people that I dont know can look at it:)
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