(this is part of a song that I have playing in my head- I've heard it quite recently on my [favorite radio station] over where I live, and this is quite good.)
-or maybe, life would be even simpler for me if I would make more time for prayer because, I haven't been doing that- in fact, it seems like I'm neglecting my internal life (not to mention, my God).
I'm sorry Father.
I don't want to, and I'm coming home (albeit slowly)
but please help me as I make this journey back to You- it's really hard for me to fight against my own foolishness, but I know that I want out of my own will and I know the way home.
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