what I said in the title of the entry is true on so many levels...
literally, it was a very dark night that I drove home through a little while ago- it was raining and lightning as well.
It was really beautiful though... it looks like there's a full moon out and I loved seeing it peek through the thick grey clouds on the way out of the college.
...I found it a bit strange that it rained this night because usually, it hasn't rained around nine in the evening over here. -ah well.
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I have been doing what I can to return home
despite the rain and the other things that stand in the way with regards to attending Mass more often and getting up early in the morning.
I've had help
-it was really nice being able to get up just before eight today- that's hard for me since people in my house tend to go to sleep late ^_^;;
I shouldn't let that affect me too adversely though.
-sigh-
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ah blog, why is it-
no, I shouldn't talk to my blog- it can't answer me
ah... I haven't been able to post-
no, I just haven't posted
not due to a lack of inspiration
but because I find it hard to write down what it is that I've felt and experienced
the longer one takes to record an event
the harder it is to capture that sense of immediacy and freshness.
I think that you, my reader can probably understand what I've said on this matter.
I've mentioned this before (though in words that differ from these) so I'll just do what I can and not linger more on this topic.
...
I have things to say, but a lack of willingness to type them now- well, there is later
and my brother
I'll go look in on him since he may be ill
-that is important.
I'll talk about how much I enjoyed going to the beach with my friends later (that happened yesterday :)
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pray for me please,
and have fun (you may visit my [oekaki board] or [my store] if you wish :)
-Daiko~