-tend to make one Daiko very weary. -.-;; ...
Yeah, today has been a strange mix: I've been up, down, and all over- emotional rollercoaster~
-sigh- So, what was it that taxed me so much? Well...
irritations:
at home, the family PC decides to be rebellious and not work for some unknown reason. I did not know that so I tried to go online and tend to some things and I couldn't- even after tweaking things and trying out different stuff for at least an hour- actually, it was at least two hours -.-;; that event made me feel like pulling out my hair, but God helped me to perservere (thank You Lord! ^_^); after that, I still had to take care of lunch and I hadn't cooked any food (due to the whole evil computer incident) so that meal was pretty much leftovers- it wasn't too good- I felt horrible... -sigh-
overload:
pretty much due to various irritations (some of which are not mentioned above ^^;; ...) and due to unfinished buisiness of mine, as in the fact that I hadn't done various things (i.e.: cook) -and so forth
*whew!!*
But...I'm not done yet.
^_^ Although, all those things happened I was still given the grace to have raised spirits- and not be concerned with much. ah~ I feel so much better.
For today, today was another lesson in surrender. I had a "refresher course" on how to give up everything to God.
God is amazing- He spoke to me, reminding me that He wanted everything I had to offer Him; actually, that all creation belongs to Him-even sufferings, even misery. So, I gave it to Him.
...and that's about it (time for Daiko to go to class, ^_~ but I'll post again soon~)