I feel like running away...
Lord, I'm not one worthy of speaking to you (much less asking silly questions) but, why is it that You have created me to be so timid? Why is it that when I make honest mistakes that I get so flustered and frightened that I want to run away.

...actually, I know that You, my God created me to be brave and strong and that I am not as You desire me to be- it's kind of sad. I have irrational fears, I am human- I don't like it. But, I can trust more in You my Lord and my God because of this frailty of mine. It's so paradoxal- I love and hate this earthly life of mine.

hah ha ha~~ ^^;; how easy it is for me to turn some molehills into mountains *laughs at self*

^_^ everybody, laugh now.