enough foolish-ness already!!

Well, I guess this would be about the time that a make a somewhat people friendly post, and with a certain person in mind... ^^;;
Oh, please forgive me.

I am posting this horrible, weird thing so that I may possibly get all the stupidity out of my system; so know that you have been warned in advance!

Here goes:

(NOTE: there was a start to the conversation long beforehand)
...
imiko: *me is so evil, tonight: [I] let you talk to my brother~

enka: *blocks*

imiko: ^^;;
imiko: ...I don't like being evil, I'm going to stop
imiko: -I think.

enka: Heh.

imiko: ... [turns evil here.]
imiko: (*whispers* I kinda liked it, I had fun ^^;;-)
imiko: RAWR! evil smiley~

enka: What?
enka: The evil?
enka: MEEP!
enka: *runs*

imiko: *Daiko acts strangely* hn...you're acting so cute...~ [very scary]

enka: Am I?

imiko: *slits eyes* yes~ [uber scary...]

enka: No, I am not! [tries to summon powers]
enka: FEAR ME!
enka: BLUE MAGE!

imiko: ...no.- not scary.

enka: *casts Lv-?? Dispel Evil*

imiko: *failed*
imiko: *grins*

enka: Run!

imiko: ?_? ...
foolish, there's nowhere to run...

enka: *pounces on you!
enka: THEN I SHALL DEFEAT YOU!

imiko: *takes a slice out of you*
imiko: nope.

enka: *dies*

imiko: /me= "winnah!"
imiko: *does victory dance*
imiko: *laughs evily*
imiko: (*burys -enka-kun*)
imiko: ...
imiko: *comes to senses*
imiko: o.o...
imiko: ...what have I done?!!
imiko: *weeps*
...


And that everyone, is a prime example of when IMing and roleplaying get out of hand.
Pray for me~

good night everyone, be well.

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EDIT: Big edit- the names have been changed!! Do not try to IM either one of us without getting to know us first! -NO solicitations or any unwanted business/conversations, that is all.

...self-depriciation (hidden)
^^;;I think I'm starting to go overboard with my whole hidden entry thing (by the way, this is the third in the series)-but it's fun, and I'm "learning" more about HTML in the process...

-okay, I will stop soon.

Today, I've learned that what I know is really not much at all- I have always been aware of the fact that there is a lot that I don't know, but trying to create something and put it into being- that's really showing me my limitations.

Of course, I don't like it- but shouldn't I be humble and accept this fact about myself? Should I be concerned and want to change from being so "ignorant"? It appears that I must find a happy medium between the two; a balance of some sort.

I pray that I find it soon.

Also...^^;; this is nothing new- as to the situations this Daiko can get into but, today just a few moments ago, I missed Confession. ;_; ...

Lord, help me. -.-;;;

I also missed Mass as well.

I'm so foolish, but wow! I'm still loved
so there's some hope for me yet...
it will take lots more time for me to grow,
improve, and mature.

ah~ thank you, Lord.

^_^


NOTE: I will be continuing the "teach these souls how to blog~" lessons quite soon, as well as the strange story idea I had earlier- I just have a tendency not to finish my projects as fast as I am able to. :( -sigh-

And...I really need to learn more so that I can do well on my exams and be able to finish my projects and such.

Pray for me!!

entry mood: lightheared~ then more serious.

Well, as I am enjoying myself posting with "invisible text", here is the second entry in the "series" ^^;;

{By the way, if you would like to learn how to do this, then ask me- you should do that by leaving a comment in the appropriate area of this blog.}

It's amazing how I can go on and on when I don't have anything of the utmost importance to say- not that I'm garrulous or anything -sigh- and I pray that I never become so...
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Anyways, I am bothered by some things- I'm not irritated by them, or else I would have posted a RAWR (or something to that extent) ... -sigh-

Of course, I do have high hopes, and I will see them through- I'm just concerned for some people...

I'm concerned for myself that I won't change from the person I am, that I won't mature and become a saint. I'm concerned for my friend Cassandra- that she's taking a lot of hits, and that she won't be able to get past them and stand up for herself. (I believe that she can though, but she really needs to build up her faith so that she can endure anything- from what I have seen she has not the stamina yet~)

...and, I'm really concerned for a friend of mine.

He's like a brother to me. A special brother.
As it is, I don't really have anyone in my family who is in my age group and understands me as he does.

He's cool like that- but, I'm concerned for his soul.
(I don't mean to be overdramatic here, please understand...) -sigh-

Possibly, in time he will cultivate his spirit and grow; but...I don't see anything now, I'm almost worried, and I've become serious.

-sigh- ...


Pray for us...

Thanks...
I've gone through a lot of weird things lately and I've noticed that I haven't been saying what I need to; rather, I've been unable to say what is necessary.

So, to break my various "blocks" (writer's block, artist's block, and what have you~) I am going to give thanks.

{simplest to greatest-I think}

Thank you everyone for stopping by and at least looking at my blog- I know it's not much, but it makes me so happy to know that other people have looked at something I've created. ^_^

Thank you for leaving comments (or at least trying to, if you are Cassandra or someone else who tried to reply to me and got an error message- yes, I'm talking to you too).

Thank you for talking to me, and making me feel happy- I love it! (-even though feelings are somewhat superfluous ^^;;)

Thank you for putting up with my weirdness (I wonder, if anyone else posts in spoiler code and gives all the readers a hard time finding the words of the entry and doesn't give much help? ^^;)

...

More importantly, God I'm glad that you have smiled on me and given me people to care about and people who care for me. You have put up with me, in all my moods and such: when I act foolish, or silly, or hyper, or sad, or lowly, or like anything- you are there always.

I have been so blessed.
Thank you.

...and this is probably the part where my friend -enka-kun would throw up. ^^;; Since this post is so "mushy"- actually, I prefer shoujo- that would definately be the appropriate term...

now, I wonder why no one replied to my cosplaying post? o.o??

hidden (entry)
...since I like to use "spoiler code" so much. ^_^ *whispers*

Anyway, I finally have my webpage up (insert *cheers* here) and I will have the URL link somewhere inside of my blog's profile.

Yes, it is somewhat odd that I would go to such great lengths to hide it, but I feel that this is a good move for me- that way, I won't have to worry about trash in the guestbook or bandwith problems (at least, for now). Possibly, I will make this page more accessable to everyone in the future- if I get proper feedback of course! ^_^~

Yes, the place IS quite bare.
I do have a life to lead.

...seriously.

's about it for now. ;)

~rhyth`e...
(a word I made up just now-phonetically, it sounds like this: writhe- but different, breezier, and lighter if you will.)

ah~ It's wonderful to be done with my A&P exam.
I feel so much better now. ^_^

(I hope you don't mind, autumn is here and there seems to be this wind of creativity blowing...)

(hence the fact that this entry is so "breesy" and sporadic, and the fact that my other entries have started to become so as well. ^^;;)

Suddenly, it's as if I have a flood of new ideas coming into my head. It's somewhat distracting.
(It really was during the test, I kept thinking of all sorts of things- and couldn't resist staring out the window o.o somewhat like spring fever, but...it's autumn!) -sigh- ...

(can't put it all into being right now~)

I guess now would be a good time to work on costume design...(^^;;; yes, I have a point; though this style of posting is quite confusing, I can and will get there~)since I will need time before the event.

Which is...

^_^ to go to the final Lord of the Rings movie The Return of the King
dressed as a citizen of Middle Earth.

Yes, if everything goes according to (current) plan Daiko will actually be cosplaying.

This sounds crazy, and I've been wondering about this myself- oddly enough, it was Ashley who came up with the idea.

I hope nothing weird happens.

.....God help us all: seriously. o.o ...

...

to be more disciplined...
I have decided to put my blog project on the back burner somewhat. Seriously, I have been too "concerned" with it (so to speak), since I have not been putting forth as much effort as I could in other areas of my life (that's not exactly correct- but that's the best way I could put it -ugh~).

-sigh- So from now on, I resolve to study first, and blog/do various other online activities second.

Strangely enough, I am going to do as I had planned earlier and launch my website soon- but, I am not going to have much online yet. And really, it's nothing spectacular- just something of a "Daiko's Complications" or so.

More news of this will be forthcoming.

Still, despite the fact that I have various plans and such- I will do better to study first! :p It's really not good of me to spend my precious morning hours after breakfast on the computer when I have so many other things to do...-.-;;; ...it's time to salvage my productivity level~

In short: I am going to start regulating my time more efficiently, and possibly will undergo a format change for this blog (it's been so haphazard as of late, as if this blog wants to go in some direction I haven't intended!!) o.o ...

pray for me~ ^^;;

Victory!!
I feel it appropriate to quote a few lines from Psalm 12:

"Now will I arise," says the Lord, "because the poor are oppressed, because of the groans of the needy; I will set him in safety and in the salvation for which he pants."

Two battles have been won:

*the battle to ban partial birth abortion
*the battle to save Terry's life

Thank God, thank God

-that more children may live,
that Terry lives

...I'm so happy, I just don't know what to say
(I had meant to give a speech though ^^;;;)

Thank you Lord for your kind and loving mercy.
Thank you for victory...at long last.

Lord, continue to strenghten your people, for there is still a war to fight- may we continue until we reach total victory.

*battle cry* Yea~!

NOTE: I don't have my Bible with me at the moment, so I used an online Bible service: Bible Gateway. Since it is quite handy, I will add their link to my list soon.

a nice (random-ish) story...
(be forewarned: as I said before, I am low on resources and tired- when that happens, sometimes I come up with non-sensical ideas and such. Now, carry on. ^_^)

*story mode*
...about a "boy" I met one day.

He reminded me of the tales of the Laputians.
He had dark blue hair, with pale sky colored eyes.
He was odd.

"You there!"

"...are you talking to me? ...sir?"

"Yes?!"

"okay..."

"-get to work!"

o.o?? "work? You have noticed that I am already at labor, haven't you, sir?"

"You are? I wouldn't know- I never do such things."

That was how we met.
It was strange conversing in such a way.
Apparently, this person was foreign.
Very much so.

And quite odd.
So odd, that for awhile we couldn't really
communicate with each other
even though we were able
to comprehend each other's speech...

I found out (in time) that the person (after I spoke to him, I wasn't sure whether he was a boy or a man- I still do not know really)
was from an odd and lonely isle
that is of itself, and floats in the air
carrying a fantastic populace
who do not work as we on Earth do
but live in a most abnormal manner...

"uh..."

"Yes?" I politely replied.

"So, that's what you meant by "work"?"

"Yes."

"..."

"What is it?"

"Well...it's just that...my people never do such things."

o.o! "What?"

"Like you said, "work". We have other people do that stuff."

And so, I became enlightened
with regards to the people Swift
wrote about- though these were not
truly Laputeans.

These beings were quite similar though.
...

*end story mode*

-and that was the beginning of an odd idea I had earlier today.

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EDIT: I have considered making this into some type of short story project-possibly like a doujinshi, or something similar. Give me some feedback, okay?

time limit!!
sorry everyone, due to time constraints- this bare snippet of an entry might be all you get out of me today.

@.@ ...

Actually, it's just that my Daiko resources are low. (-sigh- Sometimes, it's like I'm only running on half a brain- ugh~!)

So...please, pray for me...

I'll see about posting and fixing up some projects in the near future.

NOTE: tommorow is "all college day" for me and many other happy college students in Florida- that means...no classes!! Thank you Jesus!! ^_^

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EDIT: as in "low in resources" it's not that I'm out of good things to write about- just that for some odd reasons, I can't. Writer's block- that's it.
-sigh- ...