feeling somewhat blah.
*blahs*
-sigh- That would be due to the fact that I am sick and especially that I have a paper due soon, as well as final exams coming up next week.
I think I would scream if I had the energy
...nah.
I'm going to be fine, I know that God loves me still
(even in this mess of misery that I have inside)
and that worrying is not necessary
(my spirit knows that, but my flesh just wants to revolt and be evil and make a mess of things- mostly that would be my life as a Christian)
I will be fine...somehow.
(Pray for me, won't you? Please...)
I guess that would explain why I've been a bit "laid back" recently. I'm used to being well and having the energy to do almost anything (I'm not kidding)- well, that may be a bit of an exaggeration but I do mean that...in doing physical activities. I have been mentally weary as of late (but with heart and soul still intact, yeah!) though I am not that way usually.
-sigh-
Please Lord, let me have all these things be over with- especially school. You know that I love it, it's just- I'm tired and being human, I can't go on forever. ugh.
Yeah.
I wasn't here on Monday since I had practised self-restraint (okay, God did it) so that I would study. This was also done to remind myself that:
"Hey, girl! There's more to life on Earth than that whole internet thing- do you really need to be online to be happy!!? ..."
*Daiko breaks free of internet-dependency*
And so, I became stronger with regards to the virtue of self-restraint. Yay!
There is so much happiness to be gained when one is good. I'm happy.
I'm tired...
pray for me~
(I'm going to see about returning to my website and building it up more, I really would like to change the layout I have over there- due to my busy-ness, I wont' be doing so for awhile)
[for everyone who does pray for me: Thanks~]
-be praying for all of you!