ugh.
Well, it's time for me to go home now and I still haven't finished what it is that I set out to do.

-sigh- I need to mail a few things and finish writing.

Still...
it is the third day of spring here
the weather is nice
my mood has picked up
my father is in decent health
my house now has DSL

and I'll be okay

even if things aren't going my way.

Thank you God.

-pray for me
that I get done what I need to
and that I will mature to be an excellent girl

maybe, by the time I post next I will have accomplished that which is important.

please DO pray for me then.

-Thank you.

"all you're doing is looking at oekaki!!"
well...Dave did say something similar to that yesterday, and it is true that I have been less constructive as I have been spending a great ammount of time looking at various oekaki boards online.

-sigh- foolish, foolish me.

Anyways, I plan to have two posts for today
-this is the first
pretty much, I am doing well aside from the problem I touched on briefly, and that's good.

I updated my website quite a bit today. (Yes, this is the same as the "Daiko land" link that I have in the orange sidebar to your right, down over there. ^^;; ...)

I added two new pages:
a page in which I have my chatterbox imbedded at this place, I have chat capability available to everyone
(of course, I am the moderator and I will not accept ANY trash- I will delete as I see fit)

and also,
my still unfinished Oekaki Compendium page
here I will have an oekaki directory of sorts, but this will take time and work on my part so it won't be complete any time soon.

-for now, that's about it

Still, I wonder if I should have signed up at Bravenet.com and gotten myself some nice web tools. Oh well. -it's time for class.

pray for me~
(I'll be back. ;)

things are looking up
sort of...

Well, I am very glad to say that my dad now appears to be normal and healthy again- yay!!

...aside from that, I was working on a rather large picture at this place: http://www.christiananime.net/oekaki
which was titled, "oh dear..." but now I seem to have lost it due to errors. o.0;; !!

-anyways, it's about time for me to leave for confession.

Thanks everyone, keep praying~

(yeah, this wasn't a decent post- more like a light update... sorry. ^_^;;)

let's get on with this...
okay, I think I can finally blog again
(emphasis on the word, "think")

...things have been kind of hard on me these past few days, my father has taken ill with some mysterious malady that no one seems to know the cause of (especially the doctors -sigh-) and I have found myself slacking as of late. Actually, I must be burnt out- I don't really desire to do constructive things -sigh- so lately, I've been solaced by reading comics, and drawing on various oekaki boards.

Anyhow, I need to shape up soon- I have classes to attend and things to finish. -sigh-

please pray for me~

paint chat and oekaki compendium
-I like the former, and I wish to create the latter... I've been online for a few hours now, and I should be in my anatomy & physiology class and taking my test...

-sigh-

I'll go do that now, and explain this later
>,
...bye.

help...
-I don't seem to be able to get much done lately, and that bothers me. -sigh- I know that I've had a lot going on recently, but I still want to get things accomplished- and I find myself doing nothing useful, and forgetting my tasks.

Okay, I see that I'm probably confusing my readers.

Well, pretty much I'm just posting today to let everyone know that I'm okay: I'm alive, and trying to get some work for school done (along with a lot of other things as well)

I really need lots of prayer that I will do well on my two tests coming up this Wednesday, and that I get my paper done for that date as well (it's almost done pretty much, I still need to finish it though)- I need lots of help for the test in anatomy and physiology- I have to remember most of the bones that make up the human skeleton.

God help me, I think I'm kinda worn out.

Please pray for me~

so much took place
over the course of a mere week, I'm kinda tired and I owe my readers a GOOD explanation of what's happened lately, I shall start with this:

strange things have occurred

-sorry, this is all for now
but please, pray for me

and especially: my father, and my Uncle Joe who passed away yesterday.

Thank you.

login problems, access problems, and other lovely things
yeah, that's the reason why I haven't been able to post until now this week- sorry everyone

anyhow, I'm going to take a break from my current posting schedual: and post something light

img src="http://www.christiananime.net/oekaki/pictures/184.png" alt="[a trait known as] sensitivity Copyright ? Daiko"

just a sketch from one of my favorite oekaki boards...

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EDIT: I just realized that I was using up tons of bandwidth from the CAA since I was directly linking the picture I had drawn. I will see about not doing this in the future and finding a good place to host my images, but for now: here's my picture

choices
essential to life, and at times hard to make.
Yes, very very hard indeed.

Anyway, I'd meant to write on one topic, but the situation I was in today makes me want to work on another- that said, I wanted to upload some images to Aspenth.com so that you guys would have some of my art to view that isn't on Deviant Art, but that didn't work out either.

(If you're wondering where I typed this from, I was at my lovely local library. :)

ah~ well, I'll get on with this.

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This weekend is the time when a certain convention is going to be held in Orlando. This particular one is familiar to me, and I thought I had wanted to go, but I find that what I want in reality is quite different . You see, what I'm talking about is: MegaCon. This is a time when people who like anime, comics, and a whole bunch of other things get together and buy stuff, watch anime and other media, meet people with shared interests, and meet people one wants to meet.

That said, I know that I wouldn't be able to buy anything since: I have very little money, and have promised that I would not buy anything that I don't need during Lent. (yay!)

So, I have one less reason to go.

Still, I had a great big motivating factor to want to attend this year: Fred Gallagher of MegaTokyo fame.

I wanted to meet him and get his autograph, but I realize that that pales in comparison to some other plans (albeit humble) that I have made.

I am going to stay home for my study date this Saturday with my friend Alicia.

...

strange, huh?

-I'd say more, but my time's run out now.

hope to see you good people of blogging land tommorow!! ^_^

pray for me~

updating and other things
Well, I'm not exactly sure of the place that I'm trying to go with this post; that is, I don't really feel like saying anything. Not that I'm wanting to take a vow of silence at the moment, I guess I'm just uninspired with regards to writing now. I do have a lot of things that I want to talk about, but there's some kind of obstacle which prevents me from expression. -sigh- I haven't written much in my journal to God today either.

Oh well, this is all part of being human, right?

Some days we'll wax eloquent and on others we are silent. -and so it is with me (at least for now).

pray for me~