starving
in the land of plenty...
at least when it comes to faith
no, when it comes to showing and growing into my love of God.
You see, things are too easy for me
here and now
also, I'm making it so easy to
do things that I shouldn't
(like go and browse art and stuff online
when I should be working
when I could be praying...)
-and I don't like my behavior.
No, I don't.
There is so much here
but I am not consuming it as I should
-I'm looking at junk food
thinking it will fill me,
but it won't.
This is how it is,
me and my distractions
-sigh-
(and I find myself
unaware of the fact that I am hungry
for the things that truly matter
and I starve...)
****
pray for me...