8 minutes
Mood:  happy
left for me to write this (and the library won't be available starting August 1st, so I might not be online around that time either)

today, I managed to get a bit farther in the oekaki picture that I'm working on over at [Dee's] -and I'm glad
it seems that I've been so undisciplined lately with regards to my artwork since I leave so much of it unfinished so often -sigh-

...Anyway, today also, I've learned to die little deaths to my selfishness- that it's good to keep quiet at times about small things that are irritating and to let that emotion pass through without having to hurt other people- heh. that small things like the time that dinner is served- even if it's late, I'm still grateful for it

thank you God, for this change in my heart
I want to keep changing for the better~


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EDIT: I don't understand why this entry didn't appear online after I hit the "post" button last night- I didn't even see it today when I went online from the VA, maybe I'll be able to see this (and have others) see this entry after this edit? I think so...


-Daiko~
(pray for me)

Live, Blog, LIVE!!
Mood:  loud

I will keep this blog alive with my postings- post post post! (because I think it would be sad if I just transferred to LJ after being here so long o.o;;... T^T')

I just don't seem to be able to say anything- like this place became silenced somehow? eh, this will probably pass- could just be the doldrums or something...

some places I've been today:
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I really wish that I could finish my digital artworks, but I'll put up with not being able to do so for now... -sigh-

-Daiko~
(pray for me- so that I'll be able to live productively and happily even without use of a home computer and constant internet access -sigh-)

"woosh" goes the wind!
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Sarah Brendel's Fire
Topic: bits and pieces
and the time, it seems like it's gone by so fast too

eh heh heh hee, sorry about not posting much- it's been hard for me... ^^;; and I now have a new suppliment blog for my ramblings online as well, but beware... it's an LJ! (that is, LiveJournal)

it seems that I've found it easier to post there than here- I haven't moved there officially yet, nor do I think that I will do so (or that I should) but I wanted you to know that it was there just in case you wanted to see what else I've been up to

*laughs* nothing important there really- it's me being fluffy and rambling on about games (FF7 especially) and books and other things (I think I'll be putting my daily links on to a separate site of their own here on Angelfire though...)

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as for myself now, I'm okay, but I have a better understanding of failure and the reasons why some people take their lives if they don't do well on exams- it's sad, but now I know why it is.

I guess I'll just elaborate on it later though as I'm a little preoccupied at the moment. *doing so many things at once at library*

I'm glad to be back! :Heart:

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

T_T...

later.
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I am shorn

no time for anything, and no freedom
these have been my thoughts
pray that I am wrong
(I don't want to be right)

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and despite all this, I am okay.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

uh, I'm thinking of starting an LJ soley for the purpose of staying in touch with some of my friends there and I've also considered starting another blog for the purpose of making a relinkiary of a sort- any thoughts?

I'll fix this entry up later, I've got to go...

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later.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

devious images:
a jellyfish girl
Vividpunk's self-portrait
[Orange Sky]
[FMA]

devious picks of today:
untitled
The Gift.
Plein-air with Pigeons
Spray
The End - Alpha
http://today.deviantart.com/features/
http://www.deviantartsummit.com/

devious peoples:
[Kichigai]
[Shirotsuki]
stupidangel
magicwings

-to be continued-

time to clean up
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: thoughts-(I want to do more with regards to my websites...)
because, it's a task that is really long overdue for this blog- so, at the request of some of my fellow bloggers some links will be removed: My Christian Walk and Truth Search
-if there are any other links that you'd like removed, please let me know and I will comply! (-it might take me a little time though, so please be patient- thank you~)


Daiko's browsings of today:
[Advent Children.net]
[AC.net trailer section]
http://forums.adventchildren.net/
http://ff7ac.hotcafe.to/
http://www.square-enix.co.jp/dvd/ff7ac/
http://www.square-enix.co.jp/mobile/bcff7.html


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http://firnheledien.deviantart.com/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/11669997/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/10688017/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/10376749/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/10098175/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/9230555/
http://eeriefaery.deviantart.com/gallery/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/9245962/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/9008078/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/5592458/

more cuttage due to preservation of privacy~
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-to be continued-

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June 2
heh heh, anyways things have been a bit odd where I live as of late...

seeing as it is now summer, swarms of bugs hang out in the air and end up coating me whenever I stupidly ride my bike through them -doh!

it's not a pleasant experience.
it almost makes me want to run through Nibelheim in my birthday suit while Sephiroth burns it- yuck.

anyways, aside from a tornado that struck near my neighborhood (which I didn't even notice until I heard the news this morning) and a flood watch- things are pretty fine over here.

yeah- and I should get going soon.


-Daiko~
(pray for me)

The days are running into each other
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: Advent Children film trailers
Topic: wondering where I stand
and it seems that I can't seem to catch up with it all- and that's my own fault since I am letting the time slip through my hands foolishly

even now, I feel a bit guilty being at the library at 2 o' clock because of the fear that I have left something important undone at my house (which to my current knowledge, I haven't) and yet this trepidation is here, hanging in the air around me- I don't like it. -sigh- (Actually, it's been a few more hours into the day, and somehow... I feel better, I'm not exactly sure why, but I think that the fact that I watched some Advent Children trailers had something to do with it; as well as the fact that I got to stay at the library and let myself get something done...)

anyways, here's where I've been today:
[Google search: FF7] (I should have done this a long time ago- that's how I felt when I did this earlier...)
[Advent Children.net]
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[Google search: FF7 Director's Cut]
no! -why is it that I can't seem to find any good information on the director's cut of FF7? why?

devious visitations of mine:
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-happy sigh- anyways, I'm glad that I finally attained my driving directions (print version) to CNA testing facility in Carrolwood T^T;; it took me forever to do it!


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Now that I think about it, I am happiest when I know exactly what I am supposed to be doing and am in the middle of completing it- getting into that state (or near it even) can be hard for me since I tend to be a bit of a perfectionist...
but then, even if I'm not sure of myself or of what it is that I should be doing, I should do my best and make the most of the moment

"Do what you can, when you can"

I told my friend the other day- so I should live up to this statement.

...okay then.

heh, heh, why is it that I ramble so much here?
I've said something that I didn't exactly plan on saying, but then I tend to do that quite a bit really- I wonder...

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whoa! I was just at the official Square site for AC, and there was this weird thing going on with two themes from the game were playing at the same time- one gentle tune with a flute, and the danger music o.o!!!

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

help me
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: nothing (with regards to games) song- You are the Way to Begin

I had a good entry that was almost ready to go here, but I lost my work on it when my browser went AWOL- hence, I was a little irate.

-sigh- Where do I start? It has been awhile since I tried to say something here, and it seems that I've become more active on deviantART than I am here (to me, that's understandable since I have things that I can get done there- it's an art community, and there are people who I want to comment on their art and look up and what not :)

Anyways, I'm still hunting for a job
and I see that a new Starbucks is opening up near my house, so I'm going to see about working there -granted, it isn't my first choice for a summer job, but it doesn't look bad- at least, not to me (I really don't understand why there are people who dislike Starbucks, I mean- it is just a coffee shop for crying out loud...)

...

murrgh~

Well, now I'm trying to hunt down a news article on DA on what a commission is, but I can't seem to find it (maybe it's because I'm just going through the general news articles- anyways, I know that it's taking me awhile to find) I'm happy to have found the link to the poll on commissions: http://poll.deviantart.com/193/ but it doesn't make me happy to see that the general population on DA hasn't been commissioned yet T^T -sigh-

cuttage
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I really should be filling out job applications now, but I want to go oekaki instead *laughs at self* ah! and I keep forgetting to check my e-mail...

(wow, look at this- I think I finished a decent entry! :heart: )

-Daiko~
(pray for me)