time is of the essence! (and yet, I don't harness it correctly)
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: broken snatches of a song (can't remember title)

I am so cuucoo~ I have been online for like 4 hours now- I need to go get something to eat and finish my business here [at the college] (for further details, see my [rambling LJ])

places I've been (or want to remember):
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see you all later~

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

I want more free time

I couldn't seem to post to my LJ, so here I am with a half-finished entry again -sigh-

various stuffs
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darn it.

uh, hi... things seem to be going quite well this week since I've mostly spent my days at the VA volunteering- such interesting people have been working lately and I've been intrigued by them and their behavior... I wish that some of them would be more permanent and have their names on the roster more often- especially on days in which the hospital is short staffed but it's up to them. -sigh-

Anyways, I found this [cute picture] recently- it's nice to see young artists that show so much potential... I would watch her on deviantART, but there are so many others that I'm tracking already T^T;; *breathes out*

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later, I went to my local library and recovered one of my discs of backup files o.o!! yay! :heart: and I ran into Madeleine L'Engle's Many Waters it seem that I know this book somehow but I'm not sure if I read a different version of it or something since it seems to be much longer than I remember it- if I did read it

Anyway, what drew me to it was the author's name and the beautiful illustration on the cover with the twins and the lovely seraphic creatures~ o.o;; it's so complex! I hope that some day I'll be able to finish a work like that...

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

8 minutes
Mood:  happy
left for me to write this (and the library won't be available starting August 1st, so I might not be online around that time either)

today, I managed to get a bit farther in the oekaki picture that I'm working on over at [Dee's] -and I'm glad
it seems that I've been so undisciplined lately with regards to my artwork since I leave so much of it unfinished so often -sigh-

...Anyway, today also, I've learned to die little deaths to my selfishness- that it's good to keep quiet at times about small things that are irritating and to let that emotion pass through without having to hurt other people- heh. that small things like the time that dinner is served- even if it's late, I'm still grateful for it

thank you God, for this change in my heart
I want to keep changing for the better~


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EDIT: I don't understand why this entry didn't appear online after I hit the "post" button last night- I didn't even see it today when I went online from the VA, maybe I'll be able to see this (and have others) see this entry after this edit? I think so...


-Daiko~
(pray for me)

Live, Blog, LIVE!!
Mood:  loud

I will keep this blog alive with my postings- post post post! (because I think it would be sad if I just transferred to LJ after being here so long o.o;;... T^T')

I just don't seem to be able to say anything- like this place became silenced somehow? eh, this will probably pass- could just be the doldrums or something...

some places I've been today:
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I really wish that I could finish my digital artworks, but I'll put up with not being able to do so for now... -sigh-

-Daiko~
(pray for me- so that I'll be able to live productively and happily even without use of a home computer and constant internet access -sigh-)

"woosh" goes the wind!
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Sarah Brendel's Fire
Topic: bits and pieces
and the time, it seems like it's gone by so fast too

eh heh heh hee, sorry about not posting much- it's been hard for me... ^^;; and I now have a new suppliment blog for my ramblings online as well, but beware... it's an LJ! (that is, LiveJournal)

it seems that I've found it easier to post there than here- I haven't moved there officially yet, nor do I think that I will do so (or that I should) but I wanted you to know that it was there just in case you wanted to see what else I've been up to

*laughs* nothing important there really- it's me being fluffy and rambling on about games (FF7 especially) and books and other things (I think I'll be putting my daily links on to a separate site of their own here on Angelfire though...)

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as for myself now, I'm okay, but I have a better understanding of failure and the reasons why some people take their lives if they don't do well on exams- it's sad, but now I know why it is.

I guess I'll just elaborate on it later though as I'm a little preoccupied at the moment. *doing so many things at once at library*

I'm glad to be back! :Heart:

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

T_T...

later.
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I am shorn

no time for anything, and no freedom
these have been my thoughts
pray that I am wrong
(I don't want to be right)

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and despite all this, I am okay.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

uh, I'm thinking of starting an LJ soley for the purpose of staying in touch with some of my friends there and I've also considered starting another blog for the purpose of making a relinkiary of a sort- any thoughts?

I'll fix this entry up later, I've got to go...

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later.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

devious images:
a jellyfish girl
Vividpunk's self-portrait
[Orange Sky]
[FMA]

devious picks of today:
untitled
The Gift.
Plein-air with Pigeons
Spray
The End - Alpha
http://today.deviantart.com/features/
http://www.deviantartsummit.com/

devious peoples:
[Kichigai]
[Shirotsuki]
stupidangel
magicwings

-to be continued-