out of it?
at least that's how I feel...

-sigh- and I haven't posted anything really noteworthy as of late either. ugh.
that's bad.

I think it's time for a transcription
from my spiral notebook.

(and it's definately past time for me to have the links updated-
but I'm still not done with that little project)

-sigh- I've got a room to clean,
I'll post later today...

pray for me.

I seem to be falling behind here~
Anyhow, I really should have posted earlier
(as usual, this is Daiko's situation:
at the college late at night, and should be home by now instead of using the free internet access in the library)

-sigh-
About the situation I wrote on yesterday,
really- it's not that bad, I was just angry.
I have forgiven those who did that to me
but that does not mean that what they did wasn't wrong. It's sad really.
If you don't understand, then look at this entry.
One look in the comment section of the entry should show how I've changed a little regarding this.

And now, more mortifications.
I'm afraid that my father does not want me to go to Mass everyday as I am accustomed.

He doesn't seem to understand how important God is to me. This hurts so much...
this is like telling someone not to drink water
or not to breathe~

I'm not sure of what action I should take either.
-sigh- and, I don't want to be disobedient

Lord, help me!
please...

pray for me.

quite the transparent little quiz...
(picked this up at Yoshi Mars' Live Journal
decided to try it out for myself
[I found it to be very silly]
and here is my result: )


How evil are you?

I wonder...
(who made this test anyhow?)

vandalism (my sketchbook)
damage report
(this is not a comprehensive nor completely totaled either- this is the horrible surprise that I encountered yesterday.)

front cover: completely ripped off, with a few pages attached

various pictures: inane comments have been added as well as the occurance of my artwork being defiled

thievery: pages of some of my best artwork were forcibly ripped out the conclusion I came to in this matter- theft. two of my most beautiful pictures were taken from me

-I was so angry. I still can't seem to get over it.

grr...

by NO means am I done here...

Thanksgiving with the family?
Or at least, that was what I expected this year when I had the feast with my church family at Our Lady of the Rosary.

I don't want to say this, but I was disappointed.
Very much so.

This year -unlike the others,
there were multiple rounded tables that only sat a few people to each.

That was in stark contrast to the traditional long table in which everyone sat together
like a family.

Because of this, and other changes
the annual feast felt like a sham somehow
-it was almost like any other Life Night at my church
with everyone separated into their specific groups and everything.

-sigh-

It was really sad.

Not to mention the horrible surprise I got near the end of dinner...

NOTE: I'm sorry for the lack of details, I am somewhat preoccupied at the moment, but I would like to write a full report later.

ah~ life is good...
(I know it isn't always, but now is wonderful for me, at least.)

Anyhow, I am happy
(yes, that is due to what I said in an earlier entry)
for various reasons- and I think that things are going to be "normal"- actually, good at my house. ^_^ *happy sigh*

Unfortunately, I can't seem to find the disk with all my blog links on it- which has bothered me a little, but really that's not too important...if I can't find it that just means I would have to start from scratch.
[sarcasm]-that's just great... [/sarcasm]

-sigh-

...

Oh well, God made the Earth perfect in the beginning
but it's closer to the end now...

pray for me.

quick little thing...
Well, I'm very happy to report that there is now internet access available in my house again; and that means, that I'll be able to post regularily as I did before. I may be making changes to my blogging schedual though, but I'll keep you posted. (^^;; Yes, I am sorry for the bad pun. ~don't hurt me~)

Anyhow, it's time for dinner
my mom's calling me
and I need to eat.

I'm praying for you
see you soon

pray for me!!

oh yes, good stuff...
(mind you, I am very sorry for the lack of posts from me; filled with my own words, yet I kind of like this link & minimalistic approach...)

The Hazards of Reading on the Battlefield

go!!

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EDIT: the Internet ate this entry the first time...I don't know why, this is bad.

*cries*

this is how I've been.
(this song is for me, as to how I've been with regards to seeing the world around me and appreciating God's artistry within it)

See The Glory
by Steven Curtis Chapman

Album : Declaration

I never did like the word mediocre
I never wanted it to be said of me (Oh no)
Just point me to the top and I'd go over (over)
Looking for the very best that could be

So
What is this thing I see
Going on inside of me
When it comes to the Grace of God
Sometimes it's like

CHORUS
I'm playing GameBoy standing in the middle of the Grand Canyon
I'm eating candy sitting at a gourmet feast
I'm wading in a pool when I could be swimming in the ocean

Tell me what's the deal with me
Wake up and see the Glory

Every star in the sky tells His story
And every breeze is singing His song
All of creation is imploring (hey)
Come see this grand phenomenon

The wonder of His Grace
Should take my breath away
I miss so many things
When I'm content with

REPEAT CHORUS

I know the time has come for me to
Wake up and see the Glory

Wake up and see the Glory, yeah
(ba, ba, ba...)
How could I trivialize it
This awesome gift of God's Grace
Once I had come to realize it
I should be speechless and amazed

(wake up)

Wake up
Wake up and see the Glory
Open your eyes and take it in
Wake up and be amazed
Over and over again
REPEAT

God's Love is coming to you and to me
Wake up, wake up
Open your eyes, yeah
Over and over again

Oh yeah

Wake up, wake up, wake up

Come on, take it in...
(song ends)

and remember: I didn't write this, Mr. Chapman did- I just like the song (he does good music) ^_^

there's work to be done
that I have yet to do.

More specifically, there are tasks that require me to take action and I haven't.

-sigh- I don't like that.

Also, I don't like the fact that this entry is so short- not good.

Anyways, pray for me everyone
as usual I am going to pray for you
and I need some help here...

woo~ ...(to be continued!!)