Cute manga~
I'm posting a link to a shoujo manga for once...
ooh...

...

I'll write more later,
it's almost my bedtime now.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

Okay, more stuff (updating...)
...
Do hate the sin and love the sinner...

yes, indeed.
-sigh-

Anyhow, I'm better guys
-not exactly perfect, but good.

I'm glad of the nice comments that I have recieved here in my blog- you guys are kind for writing such things ;_;'' ...
(and I wrote such a non-sensical entry last time too- blech!)

^_^ I'm so glad that you guys are now posting comments that are relevant to the entries that I put up; for other personal messages that you wish to send to me, you can use the chatbox that I have in the sidebar (as well as imbedded into my website) or, I will see about putting my e-mail up here somehow (but no SPAM, okay?)

...I think that this will do for now, it's past dinner time and my little brother was nice enough to get a good sandwich for me, so I'll go eat that now- ^_^ see you guys later!

this lack of zeal
is not the same as
the times where I have not felt motivated [to act]
though this feels quite similar

I think this is due to a difference in degree
rather than in kind actually...

Okay, as much as I like to wax poetic
I am aware that I may end up being rather cryptic to my readers, and so I shall explain
and try to do so in a way that is free of frills, so to speak.

I've felt something like being burnt out lately
(yes, I know there's something wrong with the sentence above, but I don't know what it is that I should do to remedy this awkwardness- bleck, I don't even know if I'm spelling things correctly either... @.@;; help!! ...)

something,
something I don't know how to explain
as efficiently
as effectively
...
as CLEARLY
as I'd like.

I love drawing
and I still have my abilities
as an artist
but, it's too hard for me to draw now
-maybe this is just some fleeting mood
but if it is, I fear that it's stayed with me for too long...

I could be wrong though. -sigh-

I am aloof and quiet
I don't know why
I don't seem to be able to say much or to respond
I've been so irritated lately
I am not sure of what it is that I should do.

I don't like this
at least, I know that.

ugh.

-now, I'm confusing myself...

oh well, even if it isn't clear now
it won't hurt me
I'll just be bothered for a bit,
but
I can get over this

...I'll be okay
God will help me,
and I have people who truly love me

I don't need anything.

-this storm will pass.

I think I feel better already.

-Daiko~

I ate a slice of cake
that tasted like memories
of high school
and the joys of those days now past

...

I ate my brother's cake
as he returned home
from his Final Farewell
over at his school
on his last official day of high school

and now, there will be no returning
to this place
to this time
to being such a student

for time comes once
and never again.

My home
now houses no highschoolers
...just people
who will soon leave
and continue to grow

...somehow
this seems melancholy
but joyful.

summer semester
looks quite interesting as of now.
-today is my first day of my first class
and the professor looks like a great guy!

...

and, I'm still at the college.

^_^;; I'll be going home now...

-Daiko~
pray for me.

myu...
gah! I have so much that I'd like to type up and submit as an entry on here, but I don't seem to be able to do it... -sigh- and why would that be? Well, it's because I have gone through a lot lately and I would have a long tale to tell that stretches back at least one week from today.

Despite everything,
I'm still quite well
I'm very grateful for my friends,
both online and offline
and even thankful
for the curious on-lookers who care to peep
at my stuff every so often

-please know that you bring me so much cheer
and happiness
I love the bright feeling that comes when I recieve comments...

-.-;; and yet, I haven't been repaying my friends in kind... at least, I don't think that I have.

I'll do what I can
and pray that that will be enough
-I can get this taken care of
and everything else
as long as God is with me...
as long as I'm doing the right thing...

thanks.

-Daiko~
(wants to live even better
and do lots of good works of art
and excellent, well-written blog posts
and forum inputs
and etcetera...

yay life!! XD!!)

Let's pray for each other...

and now healed of sorrows
for that I am
thank you, Lord.

^_^ I'm feeling much better!

-and I hope that you don't mind,
but I'd love it if you would take a look at my art
and tell me what you think of it

either in the comments section of this post
or over at the oekaki where I've drawn some the pictures.

Thank you!

-Daiko~
pray for me...

National Day of Prayer
that's what today is.

I'll write more on today's events
in a little while (if I can help it)...

there will be a way
even if I don't know what it is
somehow, I will break through this pain that hangs over my heart
feelings of anger
and loneliness
of boredom and resentment.

I can forgive my family
for hurts imagined and real
my heart is in pain
sorrow is quite close to me
but I have the will to do good and
and I have a God
who loves me more than anything.

it's time for me to continue living
despite the wounds
and unlovely things

life is a daily thing
and I must fight...

-pray for me~

happier days
and bad oekaki

have started today,
and though I have lots to say
it is time to go home

I'll write later.

-pray for me~

-Daiko~