Spirit Alien’s Poems

 

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Total poems are 117

 

Bizarre

 

  1. I felt trapped
  2. The drive
  3. A new world
  4. The dead night
  5. The race against time
  6. The other side
  7. My car
  8. Reflections in the rain
  9. The moon in the cross

 

 

Drugs

 

  1. Way off
  2. Pot
  3. Crashed & burned
  4. All alone
  5. A major crack head

 

 

Emotions

 

  1. Smile
  2. Frowns
  3. Going nowhere
  4. Feeling empty inside
  5. Forsaken my life
  6. Fear
  7. Anger

 

 

Friendships

 

  1. True meaning of friendship
  2. This nice guy
  3. Friendship
  4. Dave
  5. Just like family
  6. The real you
  7. The back seat
  8. Ex

 

 

Heaven

 

  1. Devil on the run
  2. I cried unto the lord
  3. Oh God, please help me
  4. Another day
  5. Jesus loves me
  6. The seed
  7. Stay clear away
  8. I walked in the light
  9. The wrong exit
  10. Christian
  11. The holy bible
  12. Angels
  13. I can’t live here anymore
  14. In the beginning
  15. The dark knight
  16. I’m in love
  17. Jesus Christ
  18. In heaven, the pain ends
  19. Planting the seed
  20. This world

 

 

HIV poems

 

  1. Tears fallen
  2. I slept
  3. HIV positive
  4. Shame on me
  5. The same path
  6. The trap
  7. HIV homeless
  8. Changes
  9. The last place

 

Love

 

  1. One more chance
  2. Option Boyfriends
  3. Heartbroken
  4. The way you are
  5. Anything for you
  6. Kiss me
  7. Real lover
  8. Hear me
  9. The bait

 

 

Lust

 

  1. Blame me, shame me
  2. This fire
  3. I messed up
  4. My sweet thing

 

 

Negative Energy

 

  1. Don’t down me
  2. Fight
  3. Everyone is shooting
  4. Someone from the past
  5. Revenge
  6. So rude of you
  7. Talking bad
  8. The bank robbery
  9. Crime

 

 

People

 

  1. People
  2. Ku Klux Klan
  3. Rats
  4. Kooks
  5. I’m blind
  6. The cult
  7. The human flies
  8. Babies
  9. Alien
  10. Acceptance

 

 

Stepping Stones

 

  1. Moving on up
  2. Leaving the nest
  3. Stepping stones
  4. Broken wings
  5. I’m flying high
  6. Connections
  7. Being invited
  8. The chance of a lifetime

 

 

That’s Life

 

  1. Life
  2. Being wild
  3. Speak highly
  4. Going home again
  5. Active days
  6. Slow days
  7. The rough side
  8. Good deed of the day
  9. Ghost talk
  10. Divorce
  11. The good life
  12. I learned from life
  13. Wars
  14. Time
  15. Broken dreams
  16. Oh well
  17. Writing poems
  18. The past
  19. Suicide

 

 

 


Kazz Falcon’s poems

 

Total poems are 56

 

  1. Whose love?
  2. The only child
  3. Wake up
  4. My present life
  5. Out there
  6. Finding out
  7. Decisions
  8. Abusive relationship
  9. Fallen love
  10. Alcohol, drugs & sex
  11. Life is hell
  12. The passion
  13. Stupid
  14. Which one?
  15. Goodbye, Los Angeles
  16. He becomes him
  17. Poetry
  18. My mistakes
  19. God or Satan
  20. Everyone is a sinner
  21. The choice
  22. The street again
  23. The beatings
  24. It seems weird
  25. Two timing
  26. My only kid
  27. The future
  28. Please, pretty please
  29. Why, oh, why
  30. 1983 AIDS fear
  31. Today’s HIV
  32. Stupid people
  33. Misguided advice
  34. Why am I homeless?
  35. My secret life
  36. Getting away
  37. Homeless
  38. On the bus
  39. Bible study
  40. Betrayal by the pastor
  41. The ex lover
  42. Attempted murder
  43. A blank mind
  44. The real queen
  45. There he is
  46. A father’s love
  47. A mother’s hatred
  48. Angry Norm
  49. Affair
  50. A spirited lady
  51. Addicted to the web
  52. My ex boyfriend
  53. A changed man
  54. The dragon
  55. Earth always endures
  56. Life is…

 

 

 

 

  1. Tree
  2. Kitchen

 

 


Kazz’s Poems

 

Total poems are 71

 

  1. The freeway
  2. Someone’s death
  3. Being brave
  4. Losing touch
  5. Hello again
  6. My great belief
  7. My dead son
  8. My problems
  9. The dead letter
  10. Home again
  11. Fag
  12. Renewal passion
  13. The missing star
  14. Work
  15. The Ex
  16. Weak
  17. Why my ex?
  18. The boss
  19. Fear becomes a reality
  20. Let it happen
  21. A pregnant teen
  22. A young father
  23. The abortion
  24. Daddy’s reaction
  25. The no good boyfriend
  26. A fatherless baby
  27. Baptist church
  28. Where is God?
  29. Convert
  30. Fully converted
  31. The shelter
  32. Where would I go?
  33. During class
  34. This place
  35. Beautiful voice
  36. Doomed success
  37. Little less time
  38. A rainy day
  39. The waves of life
  40. In their shoes
  41. Stupid drugs
  42. Different schools
  43. Too graphic
  44. Speech problem
  45. Black angel
  46. Suicide doctor
  47. Suffering
  48. Frightening morning
  49. Sex addiction
  50. Lusty sex
  51. Reactions
  52. Close minded judges
  53. Childless mother
  54. Hollywood bowl
  55. All my money
  56. Flat broke
  57. Male prostitute
  58. The kite
  59. The lost kite
  60. Open mike
  61. Drunk driving
  62. This angry mother
  63. Thoughts in a coma
  64. The meeting in the jail
  65. Adoption
  66. A adoption baby
  67. A special man
  68. Sick & tired
  69. Known
  70. The shadow
  71. The world’s troubles

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Fast Love Burns

By Kazz Falcon

 

Fast loves burns

It turns short live

I wouldn’t dare to give it a chance

With this fool, let’s dance

Fast love won’t last that long

We hardly know each other

It taught me to forget true love

It moved too fast and hurts me badly

It made me sad

I was mad at myself

I blamed myself; I couldn’t wait any longer

I jumped into something I was not ready for

Anything but true love

I was a part of many people,

We were craving for companion

We wasn’t saving the best for last

I can’t rest at night

The sight of bad things to come

There would be fights

Still, it bothered me that I wasn’t really in love

I wanted to please him sexuality

Another thing, I realized I fooled myself

Now, I trusted my instincts – Fast love burns

 

 


Expand My Horizons

By Kazz Falcon

 

Expand my horizons

I had more goals I want to shoot for

It was a sure way to be anything

Nothing could stop me from reaching my goals

Some things may not happen

Take life as it come

Because I don’t know what will happen next

Expanding is a very good start

I could accomplish anything

I plan on doing something about my goals

I lived only once

I would give it a try

I won’t cry when one goal fails

I won’t be depress, just go to another goal

I always do my best

The rest will follow through

I shallow the bad with the good

I was glad one goal was working

I wasn’t alone

Everyone have goals they want to do

I gave up my pro wrestling dream

Some things weren’t meant to me

I wasn’t born to be in pro wrestling

Faith will put you where you belong

I believed that with all my heart

I stood tall and don’t fall down

Expand your horizons

 

 


The Dream World

By Kazz Falcon

 

The dream world

It’s nothing but a fantasy

It’s something I don’t tend to believe

I escaped from the truth

I don’t want to get hurt by the pain

My mind was set to the dream world

I don’t have a care in the world

I lived in a dream world; the reality was left behind

Some friends know I was living a lie

Listen to me, “The fantasy is my new home.”

That’s our little secret

It can’t go further from your mouth

I don’t want a sour apple for a friend

Yes, the truth tasted awful

I wasted my life in the real world

Please stay near to my heart,

I need dear friends to comfort me with hugs

There was no hurt in this fantasy.

Just happiness surrounded me

I was protected by the dream world

 

 


Losing Ground

By Kazz Falcon

 

Losing ground

I was bounded to crash

It sounded like a bad movie

I found it to be a terrible experience

I didn’t know where I was

Snow was all over

It was time to cover me up with warm blankets

I truly love for someone come to the rescue

Home is where I longed to be

I wanted out of the cold

I was too old for this

I folded the blankets over me

I drifted to dreamland

Someone lifted my up from the plane

It was a woman named Jane

I must be insane

I thought a woman couldn’t do this kind of job

My mind was already made up

Anyone can do this

She was the only one around to help

The stones was clicked for the fire

I was in a warm house, eating hot soup

What a coup!

That Jane does a wonderful job taking care of me

It goes to show me

She was an angel to be with me on losing ground

 

 


Being Real

By Kazz Falcon

 

Being real

It’s a deal that people want to see in me

A good meal won’t choke them to death

It put them in a fabulous mood

It was not hard to come by

The fake don’t belong in me

It was a piece of cake to recognize

Happiness and love control me

Not money, people or this world

Dove the rest (the fakes)

Because the best (the real) is here to stay

I would be happy in the long run

I won’t be depress by being real

 

 

Fakes

By Kazz Falcon

 

Fakes

There was some around

I wanted to rake them out of my life

How about Satan, the snake?

It was real to be alive in God

The deal is dead when we are fakes

Satan baked Adam & Eve for lunch

A bunch of headaches comes to my way

Being fake kills the real you,

You would lose yourself along the way

God dared me to be real – caring, loving and thoughtful

The fakes shielded away from the truth

Real is more like it

God is real

Why can’t we?

It was a deal to live by forever

Fakes

 

 


School

By Kazz Falcon

 

School

Learning is cool

Being stupid, I was a fool

I was lame for not developing my mind

I could go far beyond my wildest dreams

It beamed me into a bright adult

I grabbed for a responsible future

I wanted to do great things

Only if I set my mind to it

Learn the craft

Earn lots of money

I succeeded for a better life

For the brain, the deed was to go to school

My needs would be met

It feed my mind

I had a better chance to make it in this world

Don’t forsake school

Take it like a man

Wake up in the morning; go to school

 

 


Living A Lie

By Kazz Falcon

 

Living a lie

It can’t possible be true where I know in my heart

The truth lives there

A dream world of lonely sad faces,

I searched for all kind of things to be happy

Something I could escape from only if I wake up

For Pete’s sake, it was fake inside & out

The wall got higher and higher

It was only a matter of time

The wall would be beyond my reach

I was blinded by the lies

I can’t see the reality

I was stuck in this dream world

The nightmare haunted me

I don’t care for the dream world

I stared at the wall for a way out

If I stay in this dream world much longer,

I would lose my mind and happiness

Ralph was kind enough to love me

In turn, I should have love him back

How could I?

I would rather live in the real world

We need a real chance for true love

The dream world was too good to be true

I would be in an awful mood

If I continues to live in the dream world with Ralph

My faith was sealed

I must stop living a lie

 

 


Doing Right

By Kazz Falcon

 

Doing right

It was a welcome sight

It brightened up my day

It was a way to live by

I give anything for it

Something I could cherish forever

Things I can change for the better

Things I hope for

Things I dream of

Beam me up, Scotty, I was tired of doing wrong

It was nothing but troubles

The police arrested me several times

It wasn’t worth going to jail

I lost valuable time

I could have make something out of my life

No, I want to be a hell raiser

I learned from my mistakes

I won’t be a pain for anyone

I want to feel great by doing right

 

 

Coming To Life

By Kazz Falcon

 

Coming To Life

The nightmares became a reality

The things I never dream of doing was addiction

My life rolled into the darkness,

Where nightmares come to life

The sight was so clear

The fight for my life was on

By the frights, I can’t give in

The light lifted me out of troubles

I woke up from the coma

By God’s love, I dove back into the family of friends

I overcame my drug addiction

I became a new person in Jesus Christ

My life came back to fold

The nightmares wasn’t coming to life
The Drug Choice

By Kazz Falcon

 

The drug choice

Speed

Weed

Any drugs you care for

What’s in it for me?

My life came to a screeching halt

Sit down and listen

It hit me like a bolt of lightning

It struck me down on my knees

I begged for mercy

I did Satan’s work, conflicted pain and suffering

What a dork I was!

I gave up my life for something evil,

Speed, weed or any drugs

I need good friends, not the stupid drugs

Jesus Christ saved me from them

No wave could knock me off my surfboard

God have plans for me

I straightened out my life

The nights are more peaceful to sleep

The dark knights can no longer care for me

I was broken free by the light

A good sight seen by all former friends

The wall came tumbled down

I ole my life to God

He was my new choice for a drug

The drug choice

 

 


Time Of Death

By Kazz Falcon

 

Time of death

Seconds clicking away to the minutes

Time stayed on course to the future

A future leaves the present behind the past

Time doesn’t last till death does us apart

Start an everlasting life in heaven,

Where time doesn’t pass up by

On earth, we grow old as time gets up in the years

Time stays with the clock clicking

We always ring in the New Year on December 31

Dear sweet kids grew up to be adults

As time slipped through their fingers

Time catches up with them

They realized time is a lot faster

Then there were young and immature

Isn’t time supposed to be that way?

How much time we have left?

Time gave us time to live day by day

We grow old with a spouse

We bold enough to raise kids

Hold on our kids till time passes by

Death folded us from earth

We enjoy our time in heaven forever

 

 

Chemistry

By Kazz Falcon

 

Chemistry

Our lips embraced a passionate kiss

We faced deep thoughts inside our minds

It was brought on by the attraction

We sought to fulfill our love in the beginning

Emotions was involved

The love potion solved the puzzle in our hearts

It moved us to be in true love

Two doves flew high above the skies

A light flashed in our heads

We trashed all the rest down the toilet

Our hearts crashed on true love

There was no sight in the end

We floated in the air

Timing is everything for the chemistry


The Attraction

By Kazz Falcon

 

The attraction

Something was bound to happen soon

Anything could happen for true love

Nothing can tear me away from him

Everything I want in a man

His dreamy blue eyes

His soft blond hair

His gentle hands

His loving heart

His sweet-talking

His personality

The lust vanished into the thin air

The dust was removed from our lips

Trust me, we were falling in love

We must love the attraction

 

 

Yesterday’s Friends

By Kazz Falcon

 

Yesterday’s friends were long gone

Properly, we may be done with them

They moved away, lost contact, left alone or whatever

They came and went as they pleased

We may never hear from them again

Tears fallen from my eyes

I missed my dear friends

I kissed them goodbye

Knowing in my heart, it may be the last time to see them

Nothing was the same around here

Something got to give, but what?

Yesterday’s friends

 

 


Today’s Friends

By Kazz Falcon

 

Today’s friends stay till something comes up

I encouraged them to live their dreams and be themselves

I cared a lot for them

Their eyes glowed whenever I come over to visit

I showed my support and give them love they need

They really need that in their lives

It scared me that they may become yesterday’s friends

I dared them to give it their best shot

They deserved their dreams to come alive

I reserved my sweet love for them

Whatever path they take, they would be in spirit

They innocence forget their friends and move on with their lives

I can’t wait till tomorrow’s friends replace today’s friends

 

 

Tomorrow’s Friends

By Kazz Falcon

 

Tomorrow’s friends are coming soon

Our friendship would be their home

The hour is counting the minutes

The minute is counting the seconds

They was around the corner wherever they are

They might be located close by or far away

It could be a coworker or a neighbor

The sound of friendship beats on their doors

We found tomorrow’s friends to be today’s friends

They replaced the wounds and fun yesterday’s friends left us

There was place in each other’s heart,

Building a vase of love to show everyone

People waited in rows to be tomorrow’s friends

 

 

 


Dear Friend

By Kazz falcon

 

Dear Friend

My friend recently died from a car accident

His picture hung in my bedroom

I sung a beautiful song at his funeral

It was one of his favorites

That song shook everybody's souls

The tears made an ocean

We all set sail to the highest seas

The tall waves tried to knock us over

We united against the sorrows of the tears

We begin to think of the good times

We overcome his death like a fresh flower

We could smell the sweet success of Heaven

The angels took him home

God opened the book of life

He found my friend’s name

The sound of the phone ringing, I knew he was with God

He got his heavenly wings

Dead Friend

 

 


Friends To The End

By Kazz Falcon

 

Friends to the end

What happened?

We were like brothers

His attitude cheated us out of that

He treated me like crap

It was so rude of him

He should know better

I could be gracious enough to love him again

The gain I want,

No more pain and an apology

It’s plain as simple as that

I don’t have the slightest ideal

He won’t tell me why

I wondered what happened

Did I do something wrong?

I can’t think of anything

It probably was nothing

He made a big deal of it

I was still clueless

If he wants to be a pain,

He lost me as a friend

What happened?

Friends to the end

 

 


Girlie Thing

By Kazz Falcon

 

Girlie thing

Rumors has it,

He thought I was the one who changed

I asked, “Change in what way?”

It couldn’t be that gay

Was it?

He can’t be that close-minded

He didn’t grew up like that

His family has so many types of friends

It couldn’t be that gay

Was it?

He couldn’t be mad

I was getting sad

Why won’t he talk to me?

It’s best to lay everything on the table

The rest is up to him

He finally came around

He mentioned it was that gay

That gay?

He thought things would be different for us

We can’t do guy’s things

Oh, I get it

I let him have it

Being gay doesn’t mean I stop doing guy’s things

It is who I am

I would always love doing those things

I could be butch too

He should be proud of me

Nothing would change me no matter who I am

The girlie thing wasn’t me

He didn’t meant to hurt me

He didn’t know how to deal with the girlie thing

 


Big Fight

By Kazz Falcon

 

Big Fight

We had a huge fall out last year

It was a sad ending to our friendship

He was mad as hell

I didn’t mean to steal his man at the club

He really likes him a lot

He didn’t have the courage to ask him out

I did him that favor

It turns out that the guy really like me, not him

It burns my friend when he found out

He caught us on a date at the movies

It taught him that I couldn’t be trusted

I cried when he say nasty things to me

I tried to talk to him

He never wants to see me again

It hurts me very deeply

We have been friends for the longest time

To him, I was slime

Big Fight

 

 


Friends Again

By Kazz Falcon

 

Friends Again

A long time passed since we talk

Out of the blue, we crossed paths at Ralphs

We had small talk

He wondered how was the relationship was doing

It was short lived thou

He wasn’t being faithful

He had few other flings at the clubs

My friend felt sorry for me

He was also sorry for saying nasty things

He kidded that he should do the same to the ex

We laughed

Then, I knew we couldn’t be friends again

He hurt me a lot, the rumors was vicious

I walked away from him

He grabbed me from behind

He claimed, “I missed your friendship a great deal.”

I proclaimed, “I can’t trust you, the way you treated me.”

Out of the man he used to like, he felt he was cheated from me

I remembered the heated conversation

He accused me of stealing his man

He was never his to begin with

I reminded him that he likes me instead

He admitted he was jealous of me

I was still hurt from the last time we chatted

Right now, we can’t be friends again

 

 


Real Tears

By Kazz Falcon

 

Real tears

He must regain our friendship

For hurting me the way he did was extremely hurtful

It wasn’t even my fault he likes me better

It just happen that way

We could be friends someday

Right now, I gave him a nay

For my new happiness, he should be gay

No, he was hateful with me

He spread nasty rumors about me

He mentioned he was sorry

Should I believe it?

I could, but the pain was there

I would, only he regains my friendship through trust

Fallen tears set him straight

It could get him in good graces again

I truly believed he wanted to be friends again

I wasn’t ready; I need to get over the pain

I tried the damnest to stop the pain

He cried in my arms, pleaded to be friends

Is there a new beginning in the making?

His real tears got the best of me

He was a real softer when it comes to crying

He really showed he missed our friendship

He promised he wouldn’t let another man get in the way

I saw in his eyes he really mean business

It brought us back closer

Real tears

 

 


Heavy Troubles

By Kazz Falcon

 

Heavy Troubles

My life was being destroyed

I don’t have the soul to go on

It put me in a tough position

My life was rough

I couldn’t bare the thought of it

I wouldn’t know where to turn for help

But I had too much pride

I worked so hard to get where I was

I lived in a mansion, had a corvette and a wife

We had three kids, one on the way

My pregnant wife was in no position to help

Maybe, I should gamble again

Then again, I would get in deeper debt

I could try to win some money at any cost

So far, it cost my life, perhaps my family’s life too

I was lost through gambling

I already ole a bank lots of money

The casino gave me a week to come up with the money

I was a fool to put my house on the line

I was on winning streak, then my money shrunk

I was being cocky

I ended up having pay more

I pretended everything is all right with my wife

Nothing was right with my freaking life

Something must come my way sooner or later

Anything should do it

I really need help with my heavy troubles

 

 


Satan

By Kazz Falcon

 

Satan wrecks havoc everywhere

Everyone’s lives are at stake

He is one mean fake

He is out for blood

He loves the flesh; it’s easy for him to conflict pain

He is one tough bout to handle alone

We must have Jesus Christ in our lives

Jesus is the only solution for the problems

Watch out for Satan

He creates problems for all

We can’t fall into his trap

He is nothing but lies

Something good is coming,

The return of Jesus Christ

Turn your heads from Satan

You won’t burn in the second death

Heaven awaits you with open arms

It’s an everlasting life with our father, God

It’s ten times better than Satan

 

 

Another Day

By Kazz Falcon

 

Another day is to live for God

He gave us this day

We didn’t ask for it

There is still work to be done for him

We must live by that wisdom

Or it would be our downfall

Stumble by Satan causes problems for all

God pick us up in his footprints

As long we live for God

We would get lost along the way

The hurt and anger goes away

Let’s triumph with God in all his glory

We can go on with our lives for another day

 

 


Rumors

By Kazz Falcon

 

Rumors deepened my cry

Tears were no longer held hostage

The water forced the cage to open

I was in a rage by the hurtful rumors

I charged like a bull

I wanted to bust your skull

There was no bull about it

I kept on hitting you till I was satisfied

Still, you really hurt me

It ill me that you wasn’t a good friend

The mood I was in, you don’t want to come near me

You would be in fear

If you do, dead friend

My ears was deaf silence

I don’t care for your mouth

You spread rumors about me

It scared some friends away from me

Nobody wanted to know the truth

Somebody ought to tell rumors about you

I shouted for your nasty rumors

You should pout like I did

My dreams were ruined

Tears screamed out of my eyes

A good friendship was damaged

I don’t want your blood, just the truth

 

 


Live By Faith

By Kazz Falcon

 

Live by faith

I want to pray to succeed in life

Our faith comes from God

He is the only one to make things happen

We can count on God

The plan is to live by faith

He gave us a chance

Faith makes us stronger

We can’t be weak or negative

Just be positive and believe in God

Blessings would come your way

Only if you stay with God

He would pick the right timing

A bright future is ahead of you

Don’t lose your sight on things

Everything happens for a reason

Live by faith

 

 

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