Spirit Alien’s Poems

 

SpiritalienUK@yahoo.co.uk

 

 

Kazz Falcon’s poems

 

 

Table of Contents

 

1.      Whose Love?. 3

2.      The Only Child. 3

3.      Wake Up. 4

4.      My Present Life. 4

5.      Out There. 5

6.      Finding Out 5

7.      Decisions. 6

8.      Abusive Relationship. 6

9.      Fallen Love. 7

10.  Alcohol, Drugs and Sex. 7

11.  Life Is Hell 8

12.  The Passion. 8

13.  Stupid. 9

14.  Which One?. 9

15.  Goodbye, Los Angeles. 10

16.  He Becomes Him.. 10

17.  Poetry. 10

18.  My Mistakes. 11

19.  God Or Satan. 11

20.  Everyone Is A Sinner 12

21.  The Choice. 12

22.  The Street Again. 13

23.  The Beatings. 13

24.  It Seems Weird. 14

25.  Two Timing. 14

26.  My Only Kid. 15

27.  The Future. 15

28.  Please, Pretty Please. 16

29.  Why, Oh, Why?. 16

30.  1983 AIDS Fear 17

31.  Today’s HIV.. 17

32.  Stupid Person. 18

33.  Misguided Advice. 18

34.  Why Am I Homeless?. 19

35.  My Secret Life. 19

36.  Getting Away. 20

37.  Homeless. 20

38.  On The Bus. 21

39.  Bible Study. 21

40.  Betrayal by The Pastor 22

41.  The Ex Lover 22

42.  Attempted Murder 23

43.  A Blank Mind. 23

44.  The Real Queen. 24

45.  There He Is. 24

46.  A Father’s Love. 25

47.  A Mother’s Hatred. 25

48.  Angry Norm.. 26

49.  Affair 26

50.  A Spirited Lady. 27

51.  Addicted To The Web. 27

52.  My Ex Boyfriend. 28

53.  A Changed Man. 28

54.  The Dragon. 29

55.  Earth Always Endures. 29

56.  Life Is…... 30


Whose Love?

By Kazz Falcon

 

Everybody deserves to be love

Anybody could be the one

Somebody is out there for me

Nobody wants to be lonely

Everybody can’t be in love with the opposite sex

Anybody could be gay, straight or bisexual

Somebody like me is a homosexual

Nobody wants to die alone

Everyone couldn’t be hateful

Anybody could be prejudice

Somebody should show their love to them

Nobody can escape real love

Whose love?

 

 

The Only Child

By Kazz Falcon

 

The only child

I’m gay

“Say it isn’t so,” mom shouted.

“May I ask why?” Dad uncomfortable asked.

Since the first day, I wondered the same thing

There is no right or wrong answer

I just know in my heart

I was different from the rest

I couldn’t describe it

I guessed it just happens as a kid

I knew way back then

I’m 17 year old

The same feelings was still there since I was a kid

There was no escaping it

I could have stay in the closet

The closet was no place for me

I wouldn’t be happy there

I’m gay and the only child

 

 


Wake Up

By Kazz Falcon

 

Wake up

Make it happen for you

Take yourself to rehab

If not, I may blab

Your family doesn’t know about the drinking problem

I could spill the beans

I have to explain to them why I am homeless

I wouldn’t have to lie

Through drinking, lying comes natural to you

You would cast a web of lies

You are still looking ways to drink

You must be ashamed of yourself

You ruined my life and, soon, your family

Your family gave you a shot – you aren’t homeless

Not yet anyway

You could end up like me

Living on the street

I don’t have a problem – you are an alcoholic

Wake up

 

 

My Present Life

By Kazz Falcon

 

My present life

I’m at it again – rebuilding my life for a third time

When would it end?

I’m so freaking tired of being homeless

I felt like this is a cycle

This time around, it wasn’t even my fault

I found it so frustrating

It sounds like it may never end

I was homeless in Dallas couple of times

I met good friends along the way

They wasn’t enough – I guessed I’m bound without a home

It wasn’t their fault or mine

It was my choice to be homeless back then

Now, it wasn’t my choice or even my fault

I did the best I could to stay off the street

An alcoholic boyfriend destroyed our happiness

For the time being, I must live my present life

 

 

Out There

By Kazz Falcon

 

Out there

Somewhere

Anywhere

Nowhere

Here

There

A few in between

I blew like the wind

Going any directions as I wandered

Wherever I go

I don’t have the slightest ideal

I could go the way of Anne Heche

My mind is out there

 

 

Finding Out

By Kazz Falcon

 

Finding out

I’m HIV positive

How could it happen?

I’m too young

I still have things I want to do

Now, I can’t do any of them

What a waste!

That is a shame

I thought I was being careful

What brought it on?

I sought out for answers

I ought to learn from my mistake

Sleeping around, drinking and drugs

There’s no wonder I’m HIV positive

Finding out

 

 


Decisions

By Kazz Falcon

 

Decisions

I need to sort out my life

My alcoholic boyfriend gave me some cards

There were no aces in the stack

I must use my better judgment

Being homeless is a new beginning

A new beginning for a life or go further down the toilet

I lied to my lover; the shelter kicked me out

He wanted me to live with him at his sister’s

I declined – I’m crap free

He continued to believe the lie

I mentioned I was still at Path

It went over his head

He wanted me to move with him to Las Vegas

I declined again – I’m crap free

I just don’t want to pass up my chance

The housing and computer training

I must do it myself

I don’t think he would like my decisions

 

 

Abusive Relationship

By Kazz Falcon

 

Abusive Relationship

It was taking a toll on me

The abusive was too much to take

I can’t go on living or love him

He kept on drinking and doing the same mistakes

My mind was warped from the abuse

I sometimes want to be out there

Anne Heche, I’m going to that place sooner or later

I wouldn’t know the place

I would be out of it – out of mind, out of sight

Wandering through the streets in a unknown city

If I don’t tame the dragon,

I become too emotional unstable

I must break free from the abusive relationship

 

 


Fallen Love

By Kazz Falcon

 

Fallen Love

What happened thou?

I guessed my love wasn’t good enough

Something else was tasty for him

Anything like alcohol, drugs and/or sex

He picked them over me a few times

My love seemed hallow to him

There was nothing from my love

He only live for alcohol, drugs and sex

Can’t he see?

Those things are less valuable than love

He traded our love

What happened thou?

Fallen love

 

 

Alcohol, Drugs and Sex

By Kazz Falcon

 

Alcohol, drugs and sex

There are my three favorite things

There are much better than love

I do care for Kazz, but not as much I do for the three

He must try then if he only loves me

Don’t he trust me anymore?

I won’t be happy unless he tried them

Nothing would ever go wrong

I still have his love

I would kept on doing all three

He don’t have any say over me

He isn’t my boss

His love is what matters to me

Then again, he sometimes put me down

He always threw it in my face

That isn’t love

Anyhow, I escaped to alcohol, drugs and sex

 

 


Life Is Hell

By Kazz Falcon

 

Life is hell

Doesn’t it ring a bell

By Satan, the innocence fell

With Adam and Eve’s nudeness, they yell

God can tell

From the lies, the snake smell

Life is hell

 

 

The Passion

By Kazz Falcon

 

Passion

The passion for life

The passion for the arts

The passion for the beach

The passion for love

The passion for friendship

The passion for work

The passion for dreams

The passion for writing

The passion for family

The passion for GOD

The passion for music

The passion for the movies

The passion for a new home

The passion for anything else

Without the passion, we won’t have anything to live for

With the passion, we can strive to be the best

The Passion

 

 


Stupid

By Kazz Falcon

 

Stupid

Stupid

Stupid

Stupid

Stupid

Smart

Smart

Smart

Oops, my mistake

Nah, they couldn’t be smart for doing drugs, drinking, gambling, fighting and other stupid things

I’m stupid for trying to justified their stupidness

They are just plain stupids

Stupid

Stupid

Stupid

Stupid

Stupid

 

 

Which One?

By Kazz Falcon

 

Man

Woman

Man

Woman

Man

Woman

Man

Woman

Man

Woman

Man

Woman

Man

Woman

Hmm, I’m so confused for trying to decide

I would rather be bisexual

The best thing I have the best of both worlds

Man

Woman

Which one?

 

Goodbye, Los Angeles

By Kazz Falcon

 

Goodbye, Los Angeles

I didn’t want to be homeless in LA for a third time

Rebuilt my life in LA twice was enough

I was excited to hear from a good friend on New Year Eve

He picked me up on Western/Hollywood the next day

I took a chance on San Francisco, not San Diego

We both had a ball

He needed to go home after a few days

I stayed to know SF much better

I mostly hang out at the gay part of town

Home is where the heart is

Come nightfall, I tried a homeless shelter

I slept on the hard floor by the cold window

I couldn’t get enough sleep

I searched for more shelters

A priest mentioned, “SF go by a lottery system.”

It was a lot tougher in SF than LA

I packed up my things and went home

Hello, Los Angeles

 

 

He Becomes Him

By Kazz Falcon

 

He becomes him

He ex was an alcoholic

He vowed he wouldn’t be like him

He allowed his drinking to get out of control

As time goes by, he becomes him

 

 

Poetry

By Kazz Falcon

 

Poetry

How could I put it in words?

Some feelings are hard to do

As I write, the poems are natural

I must find a way

Trust me

My feelings on paper would cease the pain

Poetry

My Mistakes

By Kazz Falcon

 

My mistakes

I went against my own beliefs

Fast love doesn’t work

I met this guy at a club

We like each other and we suddenly became a couple

Soon after, gifts followed then the apartment talk

I wasn’t sure of living together

He promised he would take care of everything

The apartment was in his name, the bills was in mine

I just wanted to be fair of living together

I want a part of the responsible too

His sister let us to use her car

I got my driver’s license to take him places

We had our first fight

I didn’t pick him up from La Dome, his work

“Hello, the car broke down on Rossmore!”

I saw his nasty side

I should have left him right then and there

My mistakes

 

 

God Or Satan

By Kazz Falcon

 

God

Satan

God

Satan

God

Satan

God

Satan

God

Satan

God

Satan

Hmm, it must be Satan on Earth

Life is hell

When I die, it would be God in heaven

Satan controls the planet Earth

The heavens are forever in God’s hands

What side you want to be on?

God or Satan

Everyone Is A Sinner

By Kazz Falcon

 

Everyone Is A Sinner

With Jesus Christ, we are winners

We are born sinners unlike Jesus Christ

Adam and Eve were innocence till Satan tricked them

They ate the apple and both were naked in God’s eyes

God cast them out of Garden of Eden

Satan was pleased to get control of earth

God was displease that everyone is born a sinner

But God had a back up plan – Jesus Christ

Jesus wasn’t born a sinner – he wasn’t born of the flesh

Jesus was born of the spirit from heavens above

We are born from the flesh on earth

Therefore, everyone is a sinner

 

 

The Choice

By Kazz Falcon

 

The choice

The voice explained I must make a decision

“kick him out or let him in.”

My lover was missing for a couple of nights

I knew he was partying alone or with friends

It wasn’t his first time

He didn’t call or stop by in the car

I had it up here with his partying and sex

It made me sad that he doesn’t want any help

I couldn’t do anything

He must do it on his own

I listened to my inner being,

“Leave him in the cold.”

He finally showed up one night

I was about to tell him – go somewhere else

I opened the door

He stood there, badly bruise from the car accident

The choice became another choice

Nurse him back to health or leave him in the cold

The choice

 

 


The Street Again

By Kazz Falcon

 

The Street Again

I let myself down – I broke my promise

I vowed I would never be homeless again

I also promised that I would do anything to stay of the street

Two times, I claimed to be a druggie/alcoholic

I went to rehab in Long Beach and Los Angeles

I was desperate to have a home no matter what

This time, I ended up at a shelter at my lover’s expense

His drinking had a dynamo effect

He was in a car accident, badly hurt

He lost the car, the job and the apartment

We supposed to live at his brother’s on Crenshaw

They had a big fight

I knew it was too good to be true

He moved to his sister’s in Whittier

I became homeless in LA once again

The street again

 

 

The Beatings

By Kazz Falcon

 

The beatings changed my life

It exchanged something I desire left behind,

A normal fully life with lots of happiness

Hit me in the stomach

My passion utterly went away

The hopes and dreams astray from my gasp

The dope I was screamed out loud

I lost focus from the beatings –

Homelessness, alcohol lover, losing faith

The dark clouds were too emotional for me

The unhappiness became my snack

I wanted the passion back

In my life, all the drama was whack

I went through so much drama this past few years

I need to reclaim the passions and my life

In order to save me from further beatings

The beatings

 

 


It Seems Weird

By Kazz Falcon

 

It seems weird

Here I am standing in front of a billboard

There I was on the ad with the #1 book in the nation

I was glad when I finally became somebody

I was mad as hell that nobody took my serious

I came a long way from the shelter

I still couldn’t believed my dream

It finally happened after all those years

A sweet lady made it happen

I wouldn’t trade her friendship the world

Her friendship I cherished a great deal

I was still in awe over the billboard

My name was on the billboards across the USA

Everybody would know who I was

After all, it seems weird

 

 

Two Timing

By Kazz Falcon

 

Two timing

Why is my lover doing that?

I wondered if he was sending me a message

I haven’t confronted him

I just can’t

It’s too painful to talk

I should take a long walk

It would do me some good

I prayed to God for food of thought

I stayed away to gather my thoughts

God gave my an answer – the pussy

I went home for a little chat

I grabbed one thing I could count on

The pussy was my only true friend

My ex lover can have everything else

Everything else but the pussy

Two timing

 

 


My Only Kid

By Kazz Falcon

 

My only kid

He told me something heartbreaking

I wasn’t bold enough to face him

He was old enough to make his own decisions

His gayness destroyed my grandmother’s vision

I couldn’t bare the thought

I tried to stare right into his eyes

I cried that I couldn’t be a grandmother

Why couldn’t it be someone else’s child?

I shouldn’t be hard on him

But, damn, why my only kid?

A dreadful thought crossed my mind

Did I raise him wrong?

Maybe, I didn’t mother him enough

I raised him as a single parent

So many questions

Why my only kid?

 

 

The Future

By Kazz Falcon

 

The future

I’m going to make it happen somehow

Somebody would publish my book of poems

Anybody should take me serious

Nobody could turn me down

Everybody would get wind of me

My poems are the star attraction

They could relate to any of my poems

That’s the key of my success

I don’t care for fame or fortune

I dare to admit

The poems could make a different in their lives

Only I’m well known through word of mouth

I would be happy

As long I change somebody’s life for the better

No matter what lies before me

I’m looking forward to the future

 

 


Please, Pretty Please

By Kazz Falcon

 

Please, pretty please

This is a cry for help

Nobody take me serous

They believed I’m not smart enough

Those bastards!

Yes, I was in Special Ed in elementary school

Only because I have a speech problem

And I was a slow learner

It isn’t my fault that I was BORN SPECIAL

God wanted me to be that way throughout my life

I honestly believed God gave me a gift

The gift of writing

I’m a natural born artist

My writing is 100% better than my talking

They could understand me through writing

Only if they give me a chance

Only if they take me serious

Only if they answer my cry for help

Please, pretty please

 

 

Why, Oh, Why?

By Kazz Falcon

 

Why, oh, why?

Why does my lover make my life miserable?

He kept on sharpening his knife for some stupid reason

This couldn’t be rabbit season

I’m not Bugs Bunny

Porky Pig, yes

Oink, oink

I couldn’t be a pig either

Then again, my life stinks

Oh, when would it end?

He’s more interest in alcohol than me

He can’t have both – alcohol and me

Since alcohol clouded his mind

I must let him go

It would be easy thou

I don’t love him as much I used to

Why does my lover make my life miserable?

Why, oh, why?

 

 

1983 AIDS Fear

By Kazz Falcon

 

1983 AIDS Fear

I just learned that I’m HIV positive, dear

Trust me, it’s a lot harder than I thought

I must face the tough road

HIV people got it rough

Most wouldn’t live pass 1983

I had lots of emotions

There weren’t enough medications out there

We was in the most fearful times with AIDS

Who knows?

In the year of 1990, I could work again

Right now, I was too sick to do anything

Only if we had hope

Hope for the future

Then again, there wasn’t much hope

We were dying off like flies

I was trying to fight off the 1983 AIDS fear

 

 

Today’s HIV

By Kazz Falcon

 

Today’s HIV

We were living longer unlike 1983

There were enough medications

There were many types to choose from

We should take the right ones

Our t cells and the viral load was under control

We were healthy

We can go back to work

Let’s plan to have a production life

So fulfilling and, yet, so satisfying

We could plan for our future

We should stay away from sex, drugs and alcohol

We would be able to live longer

Today’s HIV

 

 


Stupid Person

By Kazz Falcon

 

Stupid Person

How dumb can someone get?

I think his thumb is up his ass

He should go back to class

He would get smart again

He could be a genius

Yeah, right

The sight of him really made me sick

By his stupidness, I was so ticked off

He still haven’t lick his wounds

He was hanging on to his alcoholic lover

He must be banging his head on the wall by now

I thought he want to get ahead in life

How could he?

He listened to stupid MISGUIDED advice

“Stay with your lover if you love him.”

Look at him, he was homeless

Stupid person

 

 

Misguided Advice

By Kazz Falcon

 

Misguided advice

Hello, are you trying to ruin my life?

(Which you did, by the way!)

I kid you not

You pretended to care for me

I tended to him after the latest car accident

I ended up being homeless

I can’t care or love an alcoholic

I dare to admit,

His excessive drinking pushed me away

Leaving him to be happy is the way

You claimed, “Stay with him if you love him!”

I proclaimed on the web, “He is a alcoholic!”

Look at me now, I am homeless

When he moved to his sister,

I was left out in the cold

I shouted, “He has the problem, not me!”

Please no more misguided advice

 

 

Why Am I Homeless?

By Kazz Falcon

 

Why am I homeless?

It’s because I am a druggie

It’s because I am an alcoholic

It’s because I am a gambler

It’s because I abused my lover

It’s because I was evicted from my apartment

It’s because I was mentally unstable

It could be any one of them

It was none of above

It was my lover’s fault

He was in a car accident, badly hurt

He lost the car, the job and the apartment

The dynamo effect ruined my life

All thanks to him and his drinking

I was pist off

I could pound my fist on him

The sound of being homeless wasn’t fair

I found myself to be alone in the world

Why am I homeless?

 

 

My Secret Life

By Kazz Falcon

 

My secret life

I lived a very comfortable life

I drove a luxury car and lived in a three bedroom house

I gave my family security and money

I was a loving boyfriend and father

Then, it all came crashing down

Someone wanted a tall order of Ecstasy

They money was on my mind

Greed was sitting in nicely

It feed me crazy thoughts,

I could have it all for my family

Wouldn’t you know it?

The undercover office arrested me

My life as a drug dealer went up in smoke

I was sentence to four years in prison

My girlfriend left me with my baby son

I got nothing from my secret life

 

 

Getting Away

By Kazz Falcon

 

Getting away

That’s what I need to do

I need a long break

Things were getting to me

I can’t even think straight

My boss wants to make a profit,

I was doing my best at work

The home life was hell,

My roomie made my life miserable

The lover doesn’t feel love by me,

I spent way too much time at the office

My mental state took a beating

I could take so much

All the problems I had

I’m getting away

 

 

Homeless

By Kazz Falcon

 

Homeless

I would do anything to get off the street

I should risk something big

I could be an alcoholic or a druggie

Which I am neither

It was either the street or a sober living place

Some friends really believed I was both

I just pretended to be one

It ended my homelessness for the time being

I bet you would do the same

The street wasn’t a place for me

I wouldn’t survive there

I know my limits

The street wasn’t one of them

Homeless

 

 


On The Bus

By Kazz Falcon

 

On the bus

I was going somewhere

Somewhere except the place I came from

Anywhere was fabulous

As long I don’t end up in the same dreadful place

It could be anywhere

I just want to travel to a new place

A life without an abusive lover is my dream

If he follows me, I would scream

So far, so good

There was no sign of him

I became farther away from the abuse

I came to a new town

On my knees, I fell down

I prayed

“I hope I lost him on the bus!”

 

 

Bible Study

By Kazz Falcon

 

Bible study

I was learning about the bible

I was earning something good,

A deep loving spirit filled relationship with God

I could understand him much better

I should become a better Christian

I discussed about the bible

There might be differences along the way

I had my opinions and beliefs

Reading the bible is such a relief

There would be arguments, much to Satan’s delight

The more I learn,

The more I become strong,

The more faith I would have in God

Only if I believe

Join a bible study

 

 


Betrayal by The Pastor

By Kazz Falcon

 

Betrayal by the pastor

A popular pastor did something awful

For many years, he deceived us

All those times, he lived a wicked life

How could he done that to his wife and us?

He stole money from our church

He slept around behind his wife’s back

We wept

He kept on till he slip up

The whole town knows

We looked up to him, a father figure

Our kids were confused

He abused our trust

We still need to keep our faith in God

Betrayal by the pastor

 

 

The Ex Lover

By Kazz Falcon

 

The ex lover

I still had his picture in my wallet

My new lover was mad as hell

It’s sad when he believed I still love my ex

I don’t love him the way I used to

The new man has all my love, attention and devotion

He has nothing to worry about

It’s something he must have faith in

I was doing my best to forget my ex

I won’t betray my new lover

I would stay true to our love

I still carried my ex’s picture in my wallet

So I can sit on his face

It’s to remind me of where I felt the pain

The ex lover

 

 


Attempted Murder

By Kazz Falcon

 

Attempted murder

He tried to kill his little sister

She cried for help

He kept on chasing her with a knife

She wept for her life

A car pulled up in the driveway

He done some fast thinking

He hopes the past would stay in the past

Fear of being caught,

He put the knife in her hand

The chase was on once again

A door slammed open

The mother looked in awe

She couldn’t believed what she saw

The sister explained, “He started it!”

The mother took the knife away and punished her

He got off scott free for the attempted murder

 

 

A Blank Mind

By Kazz Falcon

 

A blank mind

I can’t think of nothing

Anything would do

Something I could write about

The writer’s block is a bout

It could go on days, weeks or, even years

What can I do?

I might have run out of ideals

I know there are many things to write about

I must put my thoughts on paper

That was a good start

Something was bound to grab my attention

Nothing would come out of a blank mind

 

 


The Real Queen

By Kazz Falcon

 

The real queen

Who is it?

I am, oh yes, I am

I may not live in a castle

I may not have servants

I may not be born in a royal family

Oh yes, I was born a queen

I don’t need a crown

I don’t need the riches

I don’t need a country

Because I was royalty all around

It may sounds dumb to you

I really don’t care

All I care is for respect

That’s all I ever wanted

Bow down to the real queen

 

 

There He Is

By Kazz Falcon

 

There he is

Where have he been? I wondered

Here he is coming

Somewhere he disappeared again

Anywhere he may turn up

Out there without him, I felt so alone

Nowhere I could find him

I couldn’t bare the thought of losing him

I cared so deeply for him

I dared him to be mine forever

I was scared I lost him in the crowd

He stared at my worried eyes from afar

I ran up to him

We hugged for a long time

He pulled out a diamond ring

It renewal my faith in real love

There he is

 

 


A Father’s Love

By Kazz Falcon

 

A father’s love

His daughter wanted him to move back home

An important message sent by a white dove

She didn’t want a long distance relationship

She wants to know him better

He was so moved by the letter

This Friday, he would go on a long journey

He already had a job line up

A new home await for him

They would bond the moment he arrives

He can’t wait for the long drive

The daughter wants a father’s love

 

 

A Mother’s Hatred

By Kazz Falcon

 

A mother’s hatred

She loves her kids a great deal

She wouldn’t let their father hurt them again

He abandoned them at a young age

She felt like he belongs in a cage

She couldn’t get over her rage

It was eating her alive

It took a beating on her life

Raising three kids was too much sometimes

Their safety and happiness comes first

He was a jerk for leaving them

The mother’s boyfriend was a wonderful stepfather

He replaced their father in the kid’s heart

Her resentment was still there

So is a mother’s hatred

 

 


Angry Norm

By Kazz Falcon

 

Angry Norm

Watch out for the storm

He shouted out loud,

“I can’t get a freaking job!”

He could turn into Hurricane Bob

He was under educated

He was over educated

Which one was he?

All he wants is a good paying job

He wants to go up in life

If not, suicide may come knocking

I hope not

He is a sweet loving guy

Angry Norm

 

 

Affair

By Kazz Falcon

 

Affair

I looked into his eyes

The same look my lover used to have

I saw his wonderful smile

It have been awhile

Since I saw my lover’s smile

I was drawn to this affair

Isn’t it fair?

I tried to walk up the stairs,

Knowing the danger lurks in the apartment

Through alcohol, my lover is angry

I can’t go on like this

I must feel good inside

To escape the abusive reality

I need this affair

 

 


A Spirited Lady

By Kazz Falcon

Dedicated to Rebecca Street

 

A spirited lady

She is sweet, loving and uplifting

It really shows in her heart

She is tender and soft

She cares for everyone

People still remembers her from The Young And The Restless

Someone complimented her as Cricket’s mother

She was grateful and saddened by the news

He lost three brothers to AIDS

Her portrayer on the soap touched him

She played the first daytime HIV+ character

It means the world for the both of them

She was realistic in the Y&R role

It was sad when she died

I was glad she still touches people around the world

She was on the soap in the late 1980’s

Indeed, she is so special to all

She is as real as they come

A spirited lady

 

 

Addicted To The Web

By Kazz Falcon

 

Addicted to the web

I could be born as a spider

Wouldn’t you know it?

I couldn’t have those eight legs

I shouldn’t be spending so much time on the web

It’s easy to lost track of time

There are many things to do

Chat, email, cruise, games and the 411

That’s basically the whole web

Where are those insects I dreamt about?

I was getting hungry

Hmm, I must search on the web

Then again, I can start my own web

It could attracts those yummy insects

I wasn’t going anywhere soon

I had time on my hands

Addicted to the web

 

 

My Ex Boyfriend

By Kazz Falcon

 

My ex boyfriend

What a low life scum

Why couldn’t he be a bum instead?

He had so much going on for us

He was in college and had a wonderful job

I wanted our baby son to have a role model

Hell, no

He threw his future and his son’s in the trash

All for what?

Being a drug dealer is a bad example

I don’t want our son to grow up around drugs

Never again

I believed he was a club promoter

No, it was another lie

At night, he made his most money from the drugs

I hope he rot in prison where he belongs

He would not see our son ever again

From the drugs to prison, that my ex boyfriend

 

 

A Changed Man

By Kazz Falcon

 

A changed man

Oh how wrong I sold drugs

I was old enough to know better

I told my ex girlfriend the truth from the jail

She was hurt and furious

I let her and our beautiful son down

I was sorry

Yet, she was unable to forgive me

Losing everything, mostly my family, taught me

I can’t be a drug dealer anymore

I put them in danger from the dirty dealings

It angered me for being a fool

I want my family back

She can’t trust me, I don’t blame her

I must complete my prison term

From the days in prison, I was a changed man

 

 

 

The Dragon

By Kazz Falcon

 

The dragon

He was once of the fierce creatures I ever love

He was friendly at first

His kindness captured my heart

We became lovers

I wondered if I was insane back then

Could fast love works?

The black cloud came forth

I was trapped in a troublesome relationship

His drinking increased gotten out of control

I had no place to escape

He never did hit me or be violent with me

My only peace was on the web

I wanted so much to be a spider

The web was a safety net

He was in a car accident and lost everything

We went our separate ways

But our love dreadfully stayed intact

The dragon

 

 

Earth Always Endures

By Kazz Falcon

 

Earth Always Endures

Not quite like hell

Life is one big fire burning

Souls are being lost

That’s why we need Jesus Christ

Heaven on earth is more like it

Earth always endures

 

 


Life Is…

By Kazz Falcon

 

Life is

Happiness and sadness

Life is

Positive and negative

Life is

Being alive and death

Life is

A baby and a grown up

Life is

Being careful and living dangerous

Life is

Choices and mistakes

Life is

Love and lust

Life is

Friends and enemies

Life is

War and peace

Life is

Young and old

Life is

Hurtful and healing

Life is

Strong and weak

Life is

The truth and lies

Life is

Wealthy and poor

Life is

Good and bad

Life is

Eating and starving

Life is

Laughing and crying

Life is

What you make the most out of it

 

 

 

 Spirit Alien’s Poems