Spirit Alien’s Poems

 

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Table Of Contents

1.      Fast Love Burns. 3

2.      Expand My Horizons. 4

3.      The Dream World. 5

4.      Losing Ground. 6

5.      Being Real 7

6.      Fakes. 7

7.      School 8

8.      Living A Lie. 9

9.      Doing Right 10

10.  Coming To Life. 10

11.  The Drug Choice. 11

12.  Time Of Death. 12

13.  Chemistry. 12

14.  The Attraction. 13

15.  Yesterday’s Friends. 13

16.  Today’s Friends. 14

17.  Tomorrow’s Friends. 14

18.  Dear Friend. 15

19.  Friends To The End. 16

20.  Girlie Thing. 17

21.  Big Fight 18

22.  Friends Again. 19

23.  Real Tears. 20

24.  Heavy Troubles. 21

25.  Satan. 22

26.  Another Day. 22

27.  Rumors. 23

28.  Live By Faith. 24

29.  The New Guy. 25

30.  Saying Goodbye. 26

31.  Stalker 27

32.  The Guilty One. 28

33.  Ragu Religion. 29

34.  The Religion Drug. 30

35.  Looking At Myself 31

36.  Feeling Stupid. 32

37.  Nothing. 33

38.  Freedom Again. 34

39.  Damn! Not Again. 35

40.  Rock Bottom.. 36

41.  Rehab Center 37

42.  Relapsed. 38

43.  Lost So Many. 39

44.  Hate Crime. 40

45.  The Power Of Attorney. 41

46.  The Power 42

47.  Maurice. 42

48.  A Lover’s Betrayal 43

49.  Why Did He?. 44

50.  Target: Matthew Shepard. 45

51.  Strangers. 46

52.  Reunited With Family. 47

53.  Flesh & Blood. 48

54.  Drug Baby. 49

55.  Once Upon A Time. 50

56.  My Good Fortune. 50

57.  The Red Dragon. 51

58.  The Nigger 52

59.  The Nigger’s Death. 53

60.  Burning Cross. 53

61.  The Latest Fad. 53

62.  The Deadbeat 53

63.  Paul & Saul 53

64.  Rapist 53

65.  Suicide Clown. 53

66.  The Lord. 53

67.  Those Images. 53

68.  Rex. 53

69.  A Deadly Decision. 53

70.  Aliens Among Us. 53

71.  Alien God. 53

72.  UFO Abduction. 53

73.  Alien Visit 53

74.  HIV Bareback. 53

75.  Unprotected Sex. 53

76.  HIV Revenge. 53

77.  The Mob. 53

78.  Best Player 53

79.  Final Game. 53

80.  High Price. 53

 

Fast Love Burns

By Kazz Falcon

 

Fast loves burns

It turns short live

I wouldn’t dare to give it a chance

With this fool, let’s dance

Fast love won’t last that long

We hardly know each other

It taught me to forget true love

It moved too fast and hurts me badly

It made me sad

I was mad at myself

I blamed myself; I couldn’t wait any longer

I jumped into something I was not ready for

Anything but true love

I was a part of many people,

We were craving for companion

We wasn’t saving the best for last

I can’t rest at night

The sight of bad things to come

There would be fights

Still, it bothered me that I wasn’t really in love

I wanted to please him sexuality

Another thing, I realized I fooled myself

Now, I trusted my instincts – Fast love burns


Expand My Horizons

By Kazz Falcon

 

Expand my horizons

I had more goals I want to shoot for

It was a sure way to be anything

Nothing could stop me from reaching my goals

Some things may not happen

Take life as it come

Because I don’t know what will happen next

Expanding is a very good start

I could accomplish anything

I plan on doing something about my goals

I lived only once

I would give it a try

I won’t cry when one goal fails

I won’t be depress, just go to another goal

I always do my best

The rest will follow through

I shallow the bad with the good

I was glad one goal was working

I wasn’t alone

Everyone have goals they want to do

I gave up my pro wrestling dream

Some things weren’t meant to me

I wasn’t born to be in pro wrestling

Faith will put you where you belong

I believed that with all my heart

I stood tall and don’t fall down

Expand your horizons

 

 


The Dream World

By Kazz Falcon

 

The dream world

It’s nothing but a fantasy

It’s something I don’t tend to believe

I escaped from the truth

I don’t want to get hurt by the pain

My mind was set to the dream world

I don’t have a care in the world

I lived in a dream world; the reality was left behind

Some friends know I was living a lie

Listen to me, “The fantasy is my new home.”

That’s our little secret

It can’t go further from your mouth

I don’t want a sour apple for a friend

Yes, the truth tasted awful

I wasted my life in the real world

Please stay near to my heart,

I need dear friends to comfort me with hugs

There was no hurt in this fantasy.

Just happiness surrounded me

I was protected by the dream world

 

 


Losing Ground

By Kazz Falcon

 

Losing ground

I was bounded to crash

It sounded like a bad movie

I found it to be a terrible experience

I didn’t know where I was

Snow was all over

It was time to cover me up with warm blankets

I truly love for someone come to the rescue

Home is where I longed to be

I wanted out of the cold

I was too old for this

I folded the blankets over me

I drifted to dreamland

Someone lifted my up from the plane

It was a woman named Jane

I must be insane

I thought a woman couldn’t do this kind of job

My mind was already made up

Anyone can do this

She was the only one around to help

The stones was clicked for the fire

I was in a warm house, eating hot soup

What a coup!

That Jane does a wonderful job taking care of me

It goes to show me

She was an angel to be with me on losing ground

 

 


Being Real

By Kazz Falcon

 

Being real

It’s a deal that people want to see in me

A good meal won’t choke them to death

It put them in a fabulous mood

It was not hard to come by

The fake don’t belong in me

It was a piece of cake to recognize

Happiness and love control me

Not money, people or this world

Dove the rest (the fakes)

Because the best (the real) is here to stay

I would be happy in the long run

I won’t be depress by being real

 

 

Fakes

By Kazz Falcon

 

Fakes

There was some around

I wanted to rake them out of my life

How about Satan, the snake?

It was real to be alive in God

The deal is dead when we are fakes

Satan baked Adam & Eve for lunch

A bunch of headaches comes to my way

Being fake kills the real you,

You would lose yourself along the way

God dared me to be real – caring, loving and thoughtful

The fakes shielded away from the truth

Real is more like it

God is real

Why can’t we?

It was a deal to live by forever

Fakes

 

 


School

By Kazz Falcon

 

School

Learning is cool

Being stupid, I was a fool

I was lame for not developing my mind

I could go far beyond my wildest dreams

It beamed me into a bright adult

I grabbed for a responsible future

I wanted to do great things

Only if I set my mind to it

Learn the craft

Earn lots of money

I succeeded for a better life

For the brain, the deed was to go to school

My needs would be met

It feed my mind

I had a better chance to make it in this world

Don’t forsake school

Take it like a man

Wake up in the morning; go to school

 

 


Living A Lie

By Kazz Falcon

 

Living a lie

It can’t possible be true where I know in my heart

The truth lives there

A dream world of lonely sad faces,

I searched for all kind of things to be happy

Something I could escape from only if I wake up

For Pete’s sake, it was fake inside & out

The wall got higher and higher

It was only a matter of time

The wall would be beyond my reach

I was blinded by the lies

I can’t see the reality

I was stuck in this dream world

The nightmare haunted me

I don’t care for the dream world

I stared at the wall for a way out

If I stay in this dream world much longer,

I would lose my mind and happiness

Ralph was kind enough to love me

In turn, I should have love him back

How could I?

I would rather live in the real world

We need a real chance for true love

The dream world was too good to be true

I would be in an awful mood

If I continues to live in the dream world with Ralph

My faith was sealed

I must stop living a lie

 

 


Doing Right

By Kazz Falcon

 

Doing right

It was a welcome sight

It brightened up my day

It was a way to live by

I give anything for it

Something I could cherish forever

Things I can change for the better

Things I hope for

Things I dream of

Beam me up, Scotty, I was tired of doing wrong

It was nothing but troubles

The police arrested me several times

It wasn’t worth going to jail

I lost valuable time

I could have make something out of my life

No, I want to be a hell raiser

I learned from my mistakes

I won’t be a pain for anyone

I want to feel great by doing right

 

 

Coming To Life

By Kazz Falcon

 

Coming To Life

The nightmares became a reality

The things I never dream of doing was addiction

My life rolled into the darkness,

Where nightmares come to life

The sight was so clear

The fight for my life was on

By the frights, I can’t give in

The light lifted me out of troubles

I woke up from the coma

By God’s love, I dove back into the family of friends

I overcame my drug addiction

I became a new person in Jesus Christ

My life came back to fold

The nightmares wasn’t coming to life


The Drug Choice

By Kazz Falcon

 

The drug choice

Speed

Weed

Any drugs you care for

What’s in it for me?

My life came to a screeching halt

Sit down and listen

It hit me like a bolt of lightning

It struck me down on my knees

I begged for mercy

I did Satan’s work, conflicted pain and suffering

What a dork I was!

I gave up my life for something evil,

Speed, weed or any drugs

I need good friends, not the stupid drugs

Jesus Christ saved me from them

No wave could knock me off my surfboard

God have plans for me

I straightened out my life

The nights are more peaceful to sleep

The dark knights can no longer care for me

I was broken free by the light

A good sight seen by all former friends

The wall came tumbled down

I ole my life to God

He was my new choice for a drug

The drug choice

 

 


Time Of Death

By Kazz Falcon

 

Time of death

Seconds clicking away to the minutes

Time stayed on course to the future

A future leaves the present behind the past

Time doesn’t last till death does us apart

Start an everlasting life in heaven,

Where time doesn’t pass up by

On earth, we grow old as time gets up in the years

Time stays with the clock clicking

We always ring in the New Year on December 31

Dear sweet kids grew up to be adults

As time slipped through their fingers

Time catches up with them

They realized time is a lot faster

Then there were young and immature

Isn’t time supposed to be that way?

How much time we have left?

Time gave us time to live day by day

We grow old with a spouse

We bold enough to raise kids

Hold on our kids till time passes by

Death folded us from earth

We enjoy our time in heaven forever

 

 

Chemistry

By Kazz Falcon

 

Chemistry

Our lips embraced a passionate kiss

We faced deep thoughts inside our minds

It was brought on by the attraction

We sought to fulfill our love in the beginning

Emotions was involved

The love potion solved the puzzle in our hearts

It moved us to be in true love

Two doves flew high above the skies

A light flashed in our heads

We trashed all the rest down the toilet

Our hearts crashed on true love

There was no sight in the end

We floated in the air

Timing is everything for the chemistry


The Attraction

By Kazz Falcon

 

The attraction

Something was bound to happen soon

Anything could happen for true love

Nothing can tear me away from him

Everything I want in a man

His dreamy blue eyes

His soft blond hair

His gentle hands

His loving heart

His sweet-talking

His personality

The lust vanished into the thin air

The dust was removed from our lips

Trust me, we were falling in love

We must love the attraction

 

 

Yesterday’s Friends

By Kazz Falcon

 

Yesterday’s friends were long gone

Properly, we may be done with them

They moved away, lost contact, left alone or whatever

They came and went as they pleased

We may never hear from them again

Tears fallen from my eyes

I missed my dear friends

I kissed them goodbye

Knowing in my heart, it may be the last time to see them

Nothing was the same around here

Something got to give, but what?

Yesterday’s friends

 

 


Today’s Friends

By Kazz Falcon

 

Today’s friends stay till something comes up

I encouraged them to live their dreams and be themselves

I cared a lot for them

Their eyes glowed whenever I come over to visit

I showed my support and give them love they need

They really need that in their lives

It scared me that they may become yesterday’s friends

I dared them to give it their best shot

They deserved their dreams to come alive

I reserved my sweet love for them

Whatever path they take, they would be in spirit

They innocence forget their friends and move on with their lives

I can’t wait till tomorrow’s friends replace today’s friends

 

 

Tomorrow’s Friends

By Kazz Falcon

 

Tomorrow’s friends are coming soon

Our friendship would be their home

The hour is counting the minutes

The minute is counting the seconds

They was around the corner wherever they are

They might be located close by or far away

It could be a coworker or a neighbor

The sound of friendship beats on their doors

We found tomorrow’s friends to be today’s friends

They replaced the wounds and fun yesterday’s friends left us

There was place in each other’s heart,

Building a vase of love to show everyone

People waited in rows to be tomorrow’s friends

 

 

 


Dear Friend

By Kazz Falcon

 

Dear Friend

My friend recently died from a car accident

His picture hung in my bedroom

I sung a beautiful song at his funeral

It was one of his favorites

That song shook everybody's souls

The tears made an ocean

We all set sail to the highest seas

The tall waves tried to knock us over

We united against the sorrows of the tears

We begin to think of the good times

We overcome his death like a fresh flower

We could smell the sweet success of Heaven

The angels took him home

God opened the book of life

He found my friend’s name

The sound of the phone ringing, I knew he was with God

He got his heavenly wings

Dead Friend

 

 


Friends To The End

By Kazz Falcon

 

Friends to the end

What happened?

We were like brothers

His attitude cheated us out of that

He treated me like crap

It was so rude of him

He should know better

I could be gracious enough to love him again

The gain I want,

No more pain and an apology

It’s plain as simple as that

I don’t have the slightest ideal

He won’t tell me why

I wondered what happened

Did I do something wrong?

I can’t think of anything

It probably was nothing

He made a big deal of it

I was still clueless

If he wants to be a pain,

He lost me as a friend

What happened?

Friends to the end

 

 


Girlie Thing

By Kazz Falcon

 

Girlie thing

Rumors has it,

He thought I was the one who changed

I asked, “Change in what way?”

It couldn’t be that gay

Was it?

He can’t be that close-minded

He didn’t grew up like that

His family has so many types of friends

It couldn’t be that gay

Was it?

He couldn’t be mad

I was getting sad

Why won’t he talk to me?

It’s best to lay everything on the table

The rest is up to him

He finally came around

He mentioned it was that gay

That gay?

He thought things would be different for us

We can’t do guy’s things

Oh, I get it

I let him have it

Being gay doesn’t mean I stop doing guy’s things

It is who I am

I would always love doing those things

I could be butch too

He should be proud of me

Nothing would change me no matter who I am

The girlie thing wasn’t me

He didn’t meant to hurt me

He didn’t know how to deal with the girlie thing

 


Big Fight

By Kazz Falcon

 

Big Fight

We had a huge fall out last year

It was a sad ending to our friendship

He was mad as hell

I didn’t mean to steal his man at the club

He really likes him a lot

He didn’t have the courage to ask him out

I did him that favor

It turns out that the guy really like me, not him

It burns my friend when he found out

He caught us on a date at the movies

It taught him that I couldn’t be trusted

I cried when he say nasty things to me

I tried to talk to him

He never wants to see me again

It hurts me very deeply

We have been friends for the longest time

To him, I was slime

Big Fight

 

 


Friends Again

By Kazz Falcon

 

Friends Again

A long time passed since we talk

Out of the blue, we crossed paths at Ralphs

We had small talk

He wondered how was the relationship was doing

It was short lived thou

He wasn’t being faithful

He had few other flings at the clubs

My friend felt sorry for me

He was also sorry for saying nasty things

He kidded that he should do the same to the ex

We laughed

Then, I knew we couldn’t be friends again

He hurt me a lot, the rumors was vicious

I walked away from him

He grabbed me from behind

He claimed, “I missed your friendship a great deal.”

I proclaimed, “I can’t trust you, the way you treated me.”

Out of the man he used to like, he felt he was cheated from me

I remembered the heated conversation

He accused me of stealing his man

He was never his to begin with

I reminded him that he likes me instead

He admitted he was jealous of me

I was still hurt from the last time we chatted

Right now, we can’t be friends again

 

 


Real Tears

By Kazz Falcon

 

Real tears

He must regain our friendship

For hurting me the way he did was extremely hurtful

It wasn’t even my fault he likes me better

It just happen that way

We could be friends someday

Right now, I gave him a nay

For my new happiness, he should be gay

No, he was hateful with me

He spread nasty rumors about me

He mentioned he was sorry

Should I believe it?

I could, but the pain was there

I would, only he regains my friendship through trust

Fallen tears set him straight

It could get him in good graces again

I truly believed he wanted to be friends again

I wasn’t ready; I need to get over the pain

I tried the damnest to stop the pain

He cried in my arms, pleaded to be friends

Is there a new beginning in the making?

His real tears got the best of me

He was a real softer when it comes to crying

He really showed he missed our friendship

He promised he wouldn’t let another man get in the way

I saw in his eyes he really mean business

It brought us back closer

Real tears

 

 


Heavy Troubles

By Kazz Falcon

 

Heavy Troubles

My life was being destroyed

I don’t have the soul to go on

It put me in a tough position

My life was rough

I couldn’t bare the thought of it

I wouldn’t know where to turn for help

But I had too much pride

I worked so hard to get where I was

I lived in a mansion, had a corvette and a wife

We had three kids, one on the way

My pregnant wife was in no position to help

Maybe, I should gamble again

Then again, I would get in deeper debt

I could try to win some money at any cost

So far, it cost my life, perhaps my family’s life too

I was lost through gambling

I already ole a bank lots of money

The casino gave me a week to come up with the money

I was a fool to put my house on the line

I was on winning streak, then my money shrunk

I was being cocky

I ended up having pay more

I pretended everything is all right with my wife

Nothing was right with my freaking life

Something must come my way sooner or later

Anything should do it

I really need help with my heavy troubles

 

 


Satan

By Kazz Falcon

 

Satan wrecks havoc everywhere

Everyone’s lives are at stake

He is one mean fake

He is out for blood

He loves the flesh; it’s easy for him to conflict pain

He is one tough bout to handle alone

We must have Jesus Christ in our lives

Jesus is the only solution for the problems

Watch out for Satan

He creates problems for all

We can’t fall into his trap

He is nothing but lies

Something good is coming,

The return of Jesus Christ

Turn your heads from Satan

You won’t burn in the second death

Heaven awaits you with open arms

It’s an everlasting life with our father, God

It’s ten times better than Satan

 

 

Another Day

By Kazz Falcon

 

Another day is to live for God

He gave us this day

We didn’t ask for it

There is still work to be done for him

We must live by that wisdom

Or it would be our downfall

Stumble by Satan causes problems for all

God pick us up in his footprints

As long we live for God

We would get lost along the way

The hurt and anger goes away

Let’s triumph with God in all his glory

We can go on with our lives for another day

 

 


Rumors

By Kazz Falcon

 

Rumors deepened my cry

Tears were no longer held hostage

The water forced the cage to open

I was in a rage by the hurtful rumors

I charged like a bull

I wanted to bust your skull

There was no bull about it

I kept on hitting you till I was satisfied

Still, you really hurt me

It ill me that you wasn’t a good friend

The mood I was in, you don’t want to come near me

You would be in fear

If you do, dead friend

My ears was deaf silence

I don’t care for your mouth

You spread rumors about me

It scared some friends away from me

Nobody wanted to know the truth

Somebody ought to tell rumors about you

I shouted for your nasty rumors

You should pout like I did

My dreams were ruined

Tears screamed out of my eyes

A good friendship was damaged

I don’t want your blood, just the truth

 

 


Live By Faith

By Kazz Falcon

 

Live by faith

I want to pray to succeed in life

Our faith comes from God

He is the only one to make things happen

We can count on God

The plan is to live by faith

He gave us a chance

Faith makes us stronger

We can’t be weak or negative

Just be positive and believe in God

Blessings would come your way

Only if you stay with God

He would pick the right timing

A bright future is ahead of you

Don’t lose your sight on things

Everything happens for a reason

Live by faith

 

 

 

 


The New Guy

By Kazz Falcon

 

He wasn’t that kind

Do I mind?

Yes, I do mind, darling

He has no right for being mad at us, no one does

We did nothing wrong

From Rodney King’s mouth, “Why can’t we get along?”

During the rough seas, he must remain strong

It must be tough for him

Come on now; let’s face the fact

Life is hard no matter who we are

I know I had it rough

I would be tough

I won’t be mad at them

I don’t have to

Because I won’t let them bother me

He needs to change his hateful attitude

On his part, it was so rude

Nobody wants to be friends with him

Somebody won’t care for him

As long he keep that nasty attitude

Here’s some advice

Be nice

Don’t be so mean

It’s clean

 

 


Saying Goodbye

By Kazz Falcon

 

I went to my friend’s welfare party

He was happy he got a new place across town

I would see less or none of him

We became close friends over the years

I cherished our bond so much

We went through the ups and downs

I felt like I was losing him

He means the world to me

He was like a brother to me; he was always there

I got to admit

I didn’t want to go to the party

I get choke up when someone leaves

For me, it was much better I stay away

I won’t have to cry anyway

I felt so lonely

He always brighten up my day

He does things for me, even the small ones

I got the courage to face him one last time

He noticed I was lost for words

He comforted me, “We would stay in touch.”

I knew I could count on his words

I just hate saying goodbye

 

 


Stalker

By Kazz Falcon

 

The first time I saw him, I became infatuated with him

From that moment on, I wanted him to be mine

He was forever my valentine

He doesn’t know I exist

I followed him everywhere from afar

I loved him since I saw his beautiful eyes at the bar

Isn’t that a little sickening bizarre?

It really isn’t, I admired him very much

There wasn’t anything wrong

I wanted him for so long

I didn’t have the nerves to introduce myself

He was too good looking; I wasn’t his type

Damn!  Why doesn’t he look at me?

I was much better for him than anybody else

No man could love me as I could

Since he doesn’t pay that much attention to me,

I would be on his tail

He still hasn’t reply to all my mail

I wondered why

He wasn’t that shy

He dances with the other men in public

He can’t do that anymore

He’s mine, mine, and forever mine

That does it! I would follow him everywhere

 

 


The Guilty One

By Kazz Falcon

 

I confessed I commit a crime

What happened to love takes time?

The hatred I had for my ex lover

From heaven to hell, it really moved the earth

The pain cried from within

Why couldn’t he love me even more?

He shouldn’t left me for another man

Caring for him, loving him was such a good plan

He tossed my feelings into the lake

He passionately hurt me

He claimed he has fallen out of love

It was a shame; he didn’t give our love a second chance

God, I can’t believe it

He gave up on our love; it angered me a lot

So much, I want to do something drastic

His new lover would die alone in this world

I sought our for my revenge

I brought a gun to end their love

I ought to listen to my inner being

But the anger controlled the deadly situation

May God help them both

At the end, I pulled out a gun

He died I his new lover’s arm

 

 


Ragu Religion

By Kazz Falcon

 

I found God again

I could smoke pot in his honor

I should play the drums

I would be high as God in the heavens

Now, I have a drug dealer

I served God by doing drugs

The federal officers can’t close them down

The law was on their side

Everyone would show up for Sunday morning

 I worshiped God through the drugs

Why can’t every religion be like that?

There won’t be any fighting among the Christians

I must see things clearly

I have the power of God in the drugs

Therefore, I should be more open minded

I never thought a drug could be so religion

It gave “God is my drug” new meaning

I ought to love God even more

I brought so much drugs to get high on God

I fought to be a Christian through the drugs

I sought out the Ragu Religion

 

 


The Religion Drug

By Kazz Falcon

 

I ran out of drugs for church

I took a drive to my drug dealer

I brought a good amount 

It would last me for weeks; God would be pleased

I went over to the church at night

I didn’t make it all the way

The police stopped me on the freeway

I went a little to fast, I was running late

I didn’t want to miss church

They noticed something smelt funny

I want so badly to hop like a bunny

They ordered me out of the car

They found the drugs in my front pocket

I tried to explain that I do drugs for God

I cried when they handcuffed me

It fried me that they didn’t believe the truth

I mentioned the law was on my side

They just laughed out loud

For doing drugs, I wasn’t that bright

I felt that going to jail wasn’t right

I wondered what happened to the power of the light

It was time to call it a night

 

 


Looking At Myself

By Kazz Falcon

 

The mirror doesn’t lie

I took a good look at myself

I didn’t like what I see

I became grossly ugly over the years

I forgot how it started

I felt like I was forever the ugly duckling

I was so insecure about my looks

I was uncomfortable, my looks wasn’t all that

I tried to hide my looks

I cried that I was ugly

The mirror was my sworn enemy

I wore long sleeve shirts

I even don’t show my legs

I covered up every part of my body

I was much safe in clothes

I could go anywhere; no one would look at me

I can’t swim, but I know how to swim

I wouldn’t dare to go swimming in public

Everyone would know I was pretty ugly

I would rather have fun in the bathtub

I was much safer there than the swimming pool

I must wear long sleeve shirts at all times

I looked in the mirror again

Nothing changed – I was still ugly

No matter what, the mirror doesn’t lie

 

 


Feeling Stupid

By Kazz Falcon

 

I was in class this morning, feeling stupid

The assignment was extremely hard

I was stuck against the wall

I had no such luck, I couldn’t play ball

I was a sitting duck; I was about to fall

I tried it once more

I cried that I didn’t understand it

I fried that the teacher wasn’t around

I failed once more

It was frustrating for me

By then, my brain was working overtime

The assignment became a bigger headache

I forced myself to do it

I was less successful so many times

I gave up; I want to leave the class

The teacher wasn’t paying attention to me

It was useless to get help

I still couldn’t do it

I felt powerless in class

I fell down on my ass

I knew I couldn’t do it

I was a slow learner

I was feeling stupid

 

 


Nothing

By Kazz Falcon

 

Everything

Anything

Something

Nothing

Couldn’t it be everything?

Couldn’t it be anything?

Couldn’t it be something?

Could it be nothing?

It must be everything I dream of

It must be anything I hope for

It must be something I really way

It must be nothing I care for

I shouldn’t want everything

I shouldn’t want anything

I shouldn’t want something

I should want nothing

My life was perfect the way it was

Then again, I haven’t had everything

I haven’t had anything

I haven’t had something

I have nothing

 

 


Freedom Again

By Kazz Falcon

 

I recently found a new place after two long months

I love the sound of it, my very own place again

It couldn’t come at a better time

I had enough of the damn shelter

There were so many rules; I didn’t have that much freedom

I didn’t get enough sleep; I woke up every day at 5:45 AM

Now, I could sleep in my own bed

I had so many sleepless nights; it was cold to sleep

I could relax more; it was about time too

I was happier once again; I had my freedom back

I could cook all types of food

Eating the food at the shelter wasn’t healthy

We mostly eat the same thing every few days

It wasn’t good for anybody, mostly chicken

I was sick of chicken; I never want to eat it again

I could watch my TV shows again

Will& Grace, soaps, Friends, The Simpsons and more

I hardly watch any TV there

They mostly watch sports or movies they rented

I could have a drink; they can’t hound me about AA meetings

They made me to go to AA about every day

Hello, I don’t have a drinking problem, I never did

I didn’t need to go, I was a control drinker

Thank God, I was finally out of the shelter

I would never go back, I had my freedom again

 

 


Damn! Not Again

By Kazz Falcon

 

I had money problems over two months

Living on my own again was much harder than I thought

I wanted to get a second job, but I can’t

My job takes up most of my time

By the time I get off the bus, it would be bedtime

I need to fix up my place in my lifetime

I can’t afford a bed, couch or TV

The rent was too high

I really love the neighborhood

It was worth the rent in West Hollywood

I didn’t want to pass up the apartment

It has a Mountain View, cable & Internet ready and more

I lived by the grocery store, bus lines, church and the clubs

What more do I want?

I was satisfied except for one big thing

My job was far away; it was two hours on the bus

I was always tired

I just wanted to relax on my day offs

A roommate sounds like a fabulous ideal

Like I said earlier, I don’t have time

I can’t interview anyone for my roommate

I prayed that being homeless again is not my fate

I was doing the best I could

I didn’t like the shelter at all

I didn’t get enough sleep

It made my life a living hell

I feared I would be homeless again

I believed I left too early, not enough money I saved


Rock Bottom

By Kazz Falcon

 

I felt like a fool, I drank my life away

I thought it was cool; it didn’t turn out to be that way

I had everything at my feet

The drinking was a huge defeat

Boy, I was wrong

I wasn’t that strong

I believed I could handle my drinking

It turned out that my money was shrinking

It burned me that I lost control of my life

I felt someone stab me with a knife

I lost everything, as the drinking got bad

It also cost me my wife, I was sad

For the fool I was, the bottle was my downfall

I couldn’t look at the truth; I was small

I truly love my drug – alcohol

Then again, it had me against the wall

My life continued downhill

I won’t completely stop till

 

 


Rehab Center

By Kazz Falcon

 

I had enough of my drinking

It wasn’t do anyone or me any good

I completely lost faith in everyone

I destroyed their trust

In their eyes, my friendship became a dust

They didn’t bother with it any longer

They kicked me out of their lives

I licked my wounds

I wasn’t successful kicking the habit on my own

I was tied down to my drinking

I cried that I failed me so many times

Doing it on my won wasn’t working

It fried me that I couldn’t stop

I tried my best

I had no one to turn to, not even my family

I looked into my soul of the heart

It took a beating as I searched for the answer

My outlook changed everything

The heart collapsed, my body aches

I couldn’t bared to keep on living that life

I wouldn’t dare to continued drinking

I promised I should seek help at a rehab center

 

 


Relapsed

By Kazz Falcon

 

I was attraction to this guy

He felt the same way

He was taken away by my love

I showered him with love and gifts

He has never met someone like me before

To my loving heart, he opened the door

My alcoholism couldn’t be ignore

He wanted to love me no matter what

I have been sober over four months

We were quite pleased with my success

So far, so good, my life wasn’t a mess

Not so fast, problems begun to creep up slowly in my life

Someone stabbed my lover with a knife

The doctors couldn’t save him; he quickly died

I felt the pain in my heart

It was a crushing blow

My mother recently passed away a short time ago

The boss laid me off; the business was slow

I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown

All those dreadful things made me to frown

I lost so many at once

I couldn’t deal with it

The pain wouldn’t go away

I wasn’t all that gay

All this time, I wanted a drink

Why now? I didn’t want to see a shrink

Nobody could help, me life was destroyed

Somebody knew I relapsed

 

 


Lost So Many

By Kazz Falcon

 

This past six months became too emotional for me

It seemed like when my life get better, it get worse

I couldn’t remain sober

 I finally relapsed

I should drink, but the pain was extremely hard

I wouldn’t be able to handle it alone

My life had fallen apart

With a knife, someone killed my sweetheart

My mom had a heart attack at the local mart

I lost my job; it wasn’t smart

My boss warned me that business would be slow

Across the nation, September 11 was a crushing blow

I could look for another job

My lover should be alive

It was my fault

It was my ideal that he work at night

The nighttime was an easy target for any homosexual

Then, there was my mother

We were so close; she loved my boyfriend a lot

She was like a second mom to him

His family disowned him at an early age

I really hate my life right now

Why do all good things must end?

I can’t go on, suicide is tempted

God, I need another drink,

I want to forget the pain and the troubles

I lost so many

 

 


Hate Crime

By Kazz Falcon

 

The weather was beautiful in the summertime

I decided to go grocery shopping at nighttime

It was extremely hot in the daytime

Without thinking, I took an alley shortcut

Some young men made their strut

I looked at one of their fabulous butt

They noticed it and called me a faggot slut

I flipped them off

I went on my merry way

It angered them; they weren’t that gay

As fast I could, I ran away

The hoodlums caught up with me

They taught me a lesson – Gay wasn’t cool

I know better, I wasn’t a fool

From a back pocket, he took out a tool

I feared for my life

Another one brought out a knife

I sought a way out of the mess

I thought long and hard about the deadly situation

I was in the corner; I fought for my dear life

Someone caught them beating up on me

He called 911

They fled with my wallet

We explained to the police what happened

They weren’t any help at all

They believed they robbed me for me wallet

All I can say, gay bashing is a hate crime

 

 


The Power Of Attorney

By Kazz Falcon

 

My lover doesn’t want to stop drinking

Even when I was homeless, he still drinks

I won’t let him to move in with me

I was truly fed up with his drinking and him

My friend gave me a brilliant ideal

Why not get power of attorney on his behalf?

He can’t say a damn thing

The power of attorney was my powerful sword

I must somehow let him to sign over his rights

Trust me, it won’t be easy

Then again, his drinking might be the key

That wouldn’t be hard

He could get so freaking drunk

He would sign his life away

After I get the power, he wouldn’t be so gay

He should get on his knees and pray

Fat chance!

God wouldn’t save him from me

I got to do what I got to do

Then the real power comes into play

I could ruin his life like he done mine

I wasn’t that type of a person

Instead, I would use the power of attorney

 

 


The Power

By Kazz Falcon

 

It was about time I got the power

I would take down the misery tower

He won’t ruin my life

He signed his life away

It made my day

It was time to send him on his way

We took a ride along the beach

For me, it would be useless to preach

He thought nothing of it

It was the two of us, having fun in the car

I was being quite about the whole thing

I looked at my engagement ring

It wasn’t real as our love

Both died long time ago during his drinking

I tried to love him, but it became too much

I cried that he doesn’t want to help himself

I can’t be there for him anymore

I pulled up in the driveway

I showed him the way

He went ballistic; he couldn’t believe it

He didn’t want to go

I brought up the power of attorney papers

He ought to know by now

His life was forever in my hands

 

 

Maurice

By Kazz Falcon

 

Maurice

Rest in Peace

From this world, his spirit was released

He died from being obese

His eating habit increased

His diet was too late; his weight didn’t decreased

From a heart attack, he became the deceased

Maurice


A Lover’s Betrayal

By Kazz Falcon

 

He vowed revenge for betraying him

It was his own doing

I looked out for me

It was a personal gain

He doesn’t see it that way

He believed I tricked him to sign the papers

What else can I do?

The power of attorney was in our best interest

He doesn’t want to stop drinking

Due to his alcoholism, our love was shrinking

He did everything in his power to mess up our lives

Now, I have the power to fix our lives and maybe our love

He made excuses to stay out of rehab

He got a new job

They can wait for him

He lived with his family, he “moved” in with me

His AA meetings, he doesn’t take them serious

Hmm, the way I see it

They would be there when he finishes rehab

No big deal at all

He vowed I would pay for ruining his life

I wasn’t worry or afraid

His past was a powerful weapon to use against him

He hasn’t had a prayer in the world to fight me

He must look on the bright side

The rehab was a new beginning for him

 

 


Why Did He?

By Kazz Falcon

 

My lover forced me into rehab

That bastard! I don’t have a drinking problem

Wait till I get my hands on his sorry ass

He would regret for betraying me the way he did

The power of attorney should be invalid

He tricked me for signing my life away

I was never drunk in anyway

In court, he would have his day

Right now, I was stuck in rehab

God, I can’t stand this place

I don’t belong here

I need to call my family

They would get me out

I didn’t give him any doubts

He should know better

He lived with me over two years

My drinking was never out of control

Did I ever hit him?

Hell, no

Now, it tempted to hit him

He ruined my life on purpose

Thanks to him, I lost everything

He even cost my new job at Hilton

That bastard! He would get his some day

Sooner or later, I would have my way

I resented him for destroying my life

He would pay with a knife

Why did he?

 

 


Target: Matthew Shepard

By Kazz Falcon

 

I noticed a guy entered my favorite place

He was friendly and trustworthy

I figured he was harmless but there was one thing I hate

He was a homosexual

 I really despised them

Why did he have to come here instead?

There were other places to get a drink

If word gets out, the other faggots would show up

Then my favorite place would be their own

God, what a horrible thought

I can’t let it happen, I just can’t

I need to do something fast before it’s too late

It became my new purpose in life

It was fate

I can’t make a scene

Nobody would suspect a thing

So badly, I want to

Damn, I must be patience and wait for the right moment

Hey, that’s a great ideal

I could enlist my friend

He hates gays with a passion

I already got a sure fire plan in my mind

The thought of it wasn’t too kind

I could warm up to that faggot

He wouldn’t know what hit him

Somehow, I must gain his trust

Anyhow, that’s the key to Target: Matthew Shepard

 

 


Strangers

By Kazz Falcon

 

I met two guys at a club

They were friendly

We begun talking about anything

They offered to buy me another drink

I declined

I was driving

Two drinks were enough for me

They mentioned they didn’t had a ride home

Out of the kindness of my heart, I would take them

They claimed a couple more drinks wouldn’t hurt

They lived close by

I stupidly agreed, I had a few more

The last one really hit me

I was blasted

Somehow, I made it to a car

I figured they could spend the night with me

They pulled up somewhere

I got out of the car

 I realized it wasn’t mine

I had no ideal of where I was

It was an open field

 I was by the fence

They taunted me for being gay

It was too late

 I couldn’t escape

They tied me up to the fence

I was badly beaten

 I was frightened

I pleaded with them to stop

I thought they were my friends

I ought to know, never trust strangers

 

 


Reunited With Family

By Kazz Falcon

 

I finally got back in touch with my family

I haven’t seen them in a few years

They didn’t want any part of me

I gave them hell throughout the years

My parents threw me out of the house

From doing drugs, I was being a louse

They were so disappointment in me

They raised me better than that

I just wanted to do my own thing

I was too wild for them; I partied every weekend

I come home late, some nights I didn’t show up

They were so sick of my drug use

In my early 30’s, I got tired of the abuse

The drugs was taking on toll

I finally realized they were right about the drugs

Then it sunk in my heart

I missed my mother’s hugs

It warms my heart

 I missed them so much

I turned over a new leaf

I burned for my family

 I want them back

I just got out of rehab a few days ago

Going back home was a wonderful feeling to have

They were pretty impressed with me

I was blessed to be alive and have them in my life again

They were blessed to finally met their grandson

 

 


Flesh & Blood

By Kazz Falcon

 

 My girlfriend wasn’t in the mood

I used drugs in front of the baby; she angrily stood

She lashed me out for being stupid

The baby was in extremely danger

I could accidentally give him some

Then the baby wouldn’t survive

Where would I be?

I probably be in jail for child endangerment

Anything bad could happen with a baby

She claimed I didn’t love them as much

I proclaimed they were my world

 I would do anything

“Including giving up the drugs?” she asked.

For a minute, I pondered my life without drugs

My life was stress free

 I was calmer

I had a pretty good job and an apartment

I was happier with my life

“Happy without us in your life?” she asked.

I just laughed, she was kidding

She put her foot down

I saw her sadly frown

She wasn’t playing around

The bell made a loud sound

I heard it loud and clear in my head

I can’t stand losing them

They were a major part of my life

I promised her I would give up the drugs

I flushed them down the toilet for my flesh & blood

 

 


Drug Baby

By Kazz Falcon

 

Hello, I was the worst mother ever

My doctor told me to stop using drugs – NEVER!

Please! My baby would be just fine

The drugs wouldn’t effect the baby in anyway

He warned me that the baby would be in grave danger – NO WAY!

Besides, I could stop anytime

He mentioned it ought to be a crime

Yeah, right!

He figured I wasn’t that bright

I just didn’t care

He tired his best to give me a scare

I cried out loud, I went into labor

It went over a day

I wasn’t that gay

The birth hurts like hell

I gave birth to a baby boy

Something was immediately wrong

Anything but that I feared

Nothing was further from the truth

I was ashamed of myself

I didn’t see my baby soon after the birth

I felt so much guilt in my life

I couldn’t believe it

The guilt was so strong

I never went to see the drug baby

 

 


Once Upon A Time

By Kazz Falcon

 

Once upon a time

I was a very nasty slime

It ought to be a crime

I like to rhyme

Before my bedtime,

I like to climb

Up a tree, it won’t cost me a dime

In the meantime,

I was a mime

In my lifetime

In the summertime

And springtime

Not the wintertime

I loved the warm weather in the daytime

This poem went overtime

It was time

To end it in my time

It was nighttime

Once upon a time

 

 

My Good Fortune

By Kazz Falcon

 

They threw me a loop

I couldn’t believe the scoop

In my pants, I almost pooped

There were so sure

We weren’t poor

It was my ideal to play the big money

For a cruise, I would take my honey

We were as gay as The Flintstones

Everyone congratulated us on the phone

Thank God! This wasn’t The Twilight Zone

First class to Hollywood, we flown

What the heck!

He handed my first check

From now on, our lives weren’t a major wreck


The Red Dragon

By Kazz Falcon

 

I was the most fearsome leader of the KKK

I ruled the South with an iron claw

I don't like the other kinds of people around here

The South don't take too kindly

The blacks, the Latinos, and the gays must not come

I want to get rid all of them from the South

Even I ran out some family members out of town

They were nigger loving bastards or some sort

Their kind wasn't welcome at all

We can't embrace them, except our own

If any white love them, they would be disown

I can't have that going on in the South

It wasn't right - not then, not now

The South should have won the civil war

We would have slavery for life

Thanks to Abe Lincoln, we lost some white power

It's up to the South to get all the power back

The North doesn't care about our country

With The South, the white power must rule at all cost

The federal flag was still above the USA flag

We mean business no matter what

No person can survive the alligator in the swamps

Everyone should be scare of the Red Dragon.

 

 


The Nigger

By Kazz Falcon

 

Hello, I’m a nigger

Most people in the South called me that

I’m really a black man

I just moved to the South, which caused a uproar

They didn’t like me moving into their territory

My grandpa was from the South, slavery and all

He didn’t have the freedom I do

My heritage was in the South

Grandpa work in the fields all day long

They work him like a dog – I had proof

It means so much of where we came from

We were sold into slavery by Africa for the white men

The only proof I had was the slavery necklace

All the times he was a slave, it was never take off

A few whites hated the blacks were slaves

They couldn’t do anything about it

Nothing has much changed since then

The blacks became free

 The whites became power hungry

Since they lost power, they remained hateful to us, niggers

The KKK is still spreading hate all over the South

Where is the brotherly love?

God isn’t hate; the flesh doesn’t like their kind

The white power wasn’t worth to have

We supposed to be free everywhere

They still warned the niggers by burning the cross

 

 


The Nigger’s Death

By Kazz Falcon

 

The fellow KKK members went on a Lynch Mob

A black man accuse my son of stealing from him

That was the final straw

The nigger had no proof of the crime

How could he stop so low?

Then again, I wouldn’t be so surprised

He dragged the white man down

I let him had it in front of the whole town

They witnessed his murderous death

I hope it scared the other niggers to get out

If not, we would continue to use the white power

On the city halls, we torched the bastard

He burned to death on the cross

He hasn’t met Jesus Christ till now

The white Christians must do it right

Staying in the South, the niggers wasn’t that bright

By now, they should saw the light

It could happen to them

The death put the other niggers on noticed

We won’t stop till they leave the South

Getting rid of them is our sole mission

The niggers won’t infect the South any longer

We should protect our turf

His death was a reminder how deadly we can be

I can’t wait till the REAL South come back

We will continued to say “Niggers, slaves,” not black

 

 


Burning Cross

By Kazz Falcon

 

I was sleeping in my bed with my wife

My two kids was safely in their beds

Something crashed through the window

It startled my family and me

The wife checked on the kids

I ran down the stairs

I found the threatening rock with slurs

I heard the gruesome sounds coming from the outside

It was disturbing; my family came down

I peaked through the window; it made us frown

A cross was burning, the KKK walked around it

Our stomachs turn inside and out

Their hatred was too much to take

They yelled, “”Go back where you come from.”

As I recalled, the white people brought us as slaves

Therefore, we belonged here and we are now free

Like MLK said, “Free at last! Free at last! Thank God Almighty, we are free at last!"

Why can’t they take it with a grain of salt?

I won’t move my family out of town

No KKK can force us at all

The South was my home, ours for life

They can kick us down

It would make us stronger; I won’t frown

 

 

The Latest Fad

By Kazz Falcon

 

My friend stole my ideal

It was quite a deal

What a scheme!

I could have live a dream

So badly, I wanted to scream

We were a great team

Why, Drew?

He wasn’t that mean

I would share the green

I wasn’t into the money

He wanted all the money

On our friendship, I slammed the door

He was nothing but a whore

He would do anything for a score

There goes the latest fad


The Deadbeat

By Kazz Falcon

 

I was a deadbeat

I lived on Easy Street

Of course, with a beer

I drank to that! Cheers!

All day long, I hate working on my feet

I just want a seat

I love to eat

Juicy meat

You wondered what kind

Do you mind?

I wrote down on a sheet

“I was sweet.”

I wasn’t a cheat

I stayed inside from the heat

I passed out in the street from a summer retreat

I died on the concrete

It was bittersweet

My life was incomplete

 

 

Paul & Saul

By Kazz Falcon

 

We drank too much alcohol

We had a ball

I accidentally threw Saul against the wall

Saul thought I was being mean

He made a huge scene

In front of his boyfriend, Dean

We got into a big brawl

On my knees, I wanted to crawl

Saul thought I was jealous of his relationship

Once before, he saw me kissed Dean on his lips

On their vacation trip

Kissing another man’s boyfriend wasn’t too hip

Saul figured it was payback time

In his mind, I was slime

Saul had too many cocktails

The police took Saul to jail

He made a phone call

He wanted an honest answer

Do I still love Dean?

I used to in my teens

Rapist

By Kazz Falcon

 

Hello, I’m Dale

I raped a female

From her, I got a nasty letter in the mail

In the letter, she didn’t leave out any details

It wasn’t a tall tale

She like another male

I got drunk on some cocktails

I hate the rejection from the big whale

I was angry and I got on her tail

At closing time, I committed the crime at Bloomingdale

I was ready to set sail

The police was on my trail

I went to jail

 

 

Suicide Clown

By Kazz Falcon

 

The clown was down

Everyone saw his frown

Around town

His life was turned upside down

He lost the only thing that matters him the most, his crown

I found it in downtown

It was too late; he drowned

 

 

The Lord

By Kazz Falcon

 

Jesus Christ was my reward

In his honor, I shall be his sword

I fought many battles in this land

In victory, I raised my hand

For Jesus, I would make a stand

My love, I want to expand

The whole world would know about the light

I flew high as a kite

I would put up a fight

Jesus was all right

I would be a white knight

Forever in my heart, I would have the sword

 

Those Images

By Kazz Falcon

 

I hit my head on the curb

From all the shooting up, I wasn’t that superb

I was unstable disturb

Some horrible images rushed to me

I saw different people from my life

I pulled out a pocketknife

The blade was quite sharp

I couldn’t trust those images

I couldn’t know what’s real or not

With the knife, I began to plot

The images forced me to be on the spot

I cared for another hit from the pot

There was none left, I franticly searched for it

I couldn’t think straight

I accused people for stealing my pot

I slice and dice the images

Someone clobbered me with a stick

The “REAL” image wasn’t a trick

From the drugs, I was extremely sick

I ended up in jail for being a lunatic

I face fifty years in prison with no parole

I was out of my mind by those images

 

 

Rex

By Kazz Falcon

 

He truly love sex

We broke up because of it

I always had a fit

He wouldn’t admit

He has a sex addiction problem

He don’t want to commit to our love

He hardly wears a glove

Every chance he gets, he headed straight for sex

I got fed up

He jeopardized my life

Mrs. Bobbit, I want to use a knife

For bareback, he was sexuality active

In the long run, he became HIV positive

 

 


A Deadly Decision

By Kazz Falcon

 

I ended up in the hospital

For some reason, I coughed up some blood

The doctor did some X-rays

I learned I had a bleeding ulcer

He thought it was probably from all my drinking

I ought to know; my money was shrinking

He brought up a rehab center

I fought the problem about every day

I sought out the bad habit

The desire was too strong

Stopping was entirely up to me

He warned me that I wouldn’t live much longer

“What does he know?” I fretted

It hasn’t kill me yet

He mentioned it wasn’t the first time to be hospitalized

I could handle the alcohol

He ordered me to go to rehab before it’s too late

Yeah, right!

He wasn’t my boss

“Fine!” He continued, “It’s your family’s loss!”

Please! They wouldn’t lose anything

Then again, he can’t operate on me

If I kept on drinking, I made a deadly decision

 

 


Aliens Among Us

By Kazz Falcon

 

I came from a far, far away place

I changed my identify including my face

I couldn’t adapt the new surroundings for a while

People wondered about the truth from The X Files

How would they react by us?

I came in peace; we were dying from our home world

Earth was our new hope for survival

I need to be like them

People wouldn’t know the difference

I transformed into a human

So far, they didn’t suspect a thing

Then again, the government hid Roswell from their people

They must know about some thing about us

I must continued to act human as much possible

Why can’t they leave us alone?

I mean no harm; I want to be left alone

I could offered this world a lot

I know more than they do about the universe

I can’t show the real me

They would freak out, perhaps a manhunt

I really hope not, I feared for my safety

Many decades passed, they still want answers about Roswell

I wouldn’t speak up

My life depends on earth

I really want my people to live in peace

 

 


Alien God

By Kazz Falcon

 

I don’t believe there is a God

I had a feeling that the aliens put us on earth

I was sure about my theory

Some things doesn’t add up like the dinosaurs

What time did they roam the earth?

They were never mention in the bible

It took God six days to make everything

On the seven day, he rested

Then he made Adam & Eve as the first humans

Since then, there were none dinosaurs

Another thing, did man evolve from an ape?

Lots of theories, not enough facts

I stuck to my alien theory

I really believed God is an alien

That does make sense to me

God came from outer space, he made the universe

And, yet, no one ever seen him in the flesh

He put Adam & Eve on earth for an human race

He knew we couldn’t survive on another planet

Therefore, God is an alien

There must be life on other planets

We do have UFO flying around our skies

Roswell is living proof

God couldn’t be human; we must be aliens

We came from the alien God

 

 


UFO Abduction

By Kazz Falcon

 

Something strange was happening to me at night

I barely saw the light

I looked around; there was nothing left or right

I appeared on the table

I saw tiny hands poking me all over my body

I couldn’t move around

From within, I heard strange sounds

The aliens talked in another language

I wondered what they want from me

Nah, could it be?

They were turning me in an alien

There were so many unexplained abductions

No one know for sure

I was a science project of some sort

It went on for hours, perhaps days

They checked every part of my body

What were they looking for?

I had no clue, but a thought crossed my mind

I could already be an alien before they abducted me

I should know they want me home

I would go unless I know for sure

I didn’t felt like I was an alien

Maybe, just maybe, I wasn’t ready to go home

I wasn’t well enough

They might not have a home planet yet

Whatever it was, take me home wherever it was

 

 


Alien Visit

By Kazz Falcon

 

I came to this world for a visit

In truth, I checked on my alien race

Since Adam & Eve, we adapted nicely into humans

I was quite please with the process

The Roswell incident changed everything

The turned on the own race

They forgot of where they came from

What a shame!

They believed they are humans

In reality, everyone is an alien from above

Yes, they was born on earth

But the alien God wanted them to multiply as humans

We all came from the same being

They forgot our heritage

It’s ashamed that the humans fought among themselves

We were never like that in the universe

They lost their way, they think like humans

They weren’t as smart they once was

They only use 10% of their minds

Only if they remember their alien nature,

Then everything would be all right for them

No, they were too busy with earthling things

Being human mean the world to them, humans

They need to realize being an alien means the universe to us, aliens

 

 


HIV Bareback

By Kazz Falcon

 

I was playing with fire once more

I won’t get burn again

I already had the HIV virus

I hate using condoms

I hate the feel of them

The bathhouse was my favorite

I couldn’t get enough sex

The danger excites me

I pushed myself to the limit

I love the HIV dare

I wasn’t the only one out there

It does happen everywhere

Some of us weren’t scare

HIV wasn’t a nightmare

I could take HIV meds to prolong my life

Therefore, why use condoms?

 

 

Unprotected Sex

By Kazz Falcon

 

I didn’t learn my lesson from the first time

I earned the HIV virus the easy way

I figured I would be HIV positive someday

The moment I found out, I wasn’t that gay

My friends tried to warn me time and time again

I cried, “Why did it happen to me?”

I wanted to learn the hard way

They don’t pity me

I knew there was lots of STD’s

AIDS was a major disease

That didn’t stop me – not then and not now

I kept on having unprotected sex

 

 


HIV Revenge

By Kazz Falcon

 

I don’t deserve the HIV virus

I hardly had any sex and/or do drugs

I always use condoms

I wasn’t that dumb

Finding out made me numb

I was angry with the scum

Damn! Somebody should pay

I don’t have to play

Play nice, that is

He would regret for giving me HIV

I vowed to spread the deadly disease to everyone

Not everyone

Someone

It could be anyone

Whosoever cross my path

I won’t tell them a freaking thing

They want sex; they would get lots me

Then, they would know how terrible I felt

It was their doing, not mine

May God help me

I want HIV revenge

 

 


The Mob

By Kazz Falcon

 

The Mob wasn’t just a job

It was my whole life

I know killing was wrong

I was strong

I didn’t have a weak stomach

Everyone feared of my mob

It was an eye for an eye

That was a high

I get off from that

I tipped off my hat

If they cross me, we won’t have a nice little chat

I would put out the death’s welcome mat

I should look out for my own

I was never alone

My people was always by my side

The enemies should hide

If not, I would take them for a small ride

I was a pussy on the inside

I was a loin on the outside

I must protect my turf at all cost

Kid, please get lost

You don’t want to mess with us

No one does

 

 

Best Player

By Kazz Falcon

 

I was an upcoming player

The talent scout heard so much praises about me

Everyone felt I was the best they ever seen

I scored more points in every game almost

I continued to break records of any kind

The scout offered me a scholarship

I was quite pleased including my family

Thanks to me, people were going to the games

I sometimes appeared on the 11 o’clock news

Everyone saw great things coming from me

I love the cheers of the fans

They made me to play successful and win the games

I ole it to all the fans

I couldn’t done it without them

No one could forget that certain night

Final Game

By Kazz Falcon

 

I played the final game of the playoffs

The score was tie; the ball was in my court

Everyone counted on me to win the game

The rain continued to pour down

The field was slippery, muddy and wet [VGC1] 

Nothing could stop us, so I thought

The referee blew his whistle

I went after the ball with a vengeance

I was caught up in the moment

The fans ecstatically chanted my name

The rain became harsh on the players

We dreaded the game wasn’t going to finish

The players were in their top form

So far, the audience was getting their money worth

I felt the fans’ energy through me

I scored the winning point at a high price

 

 

High Price

By Kazz Falcon

 

The fans’ attention was on the winning point

At first, no one noticed the price I paid

I slid on some water into some players

They landed straight on my right knee

I cried out in pain

I tried to avoid crashing into them

It was a little too late

I couldn’t prevent it from happening

I had no control over it

A doctor rushed out to see me

He checked on my leg

The audience was in awe

They whispered among themselves

“Could it be?”

“Is this the end of me?”

We all feared the worse

It couldn’t come at the best time of my life

But it did

I couldn’t walk at all

I was in too much pain

The ambulance took me to the nearest hospital

I paid dearly with the high price

 

By Kazz Falcon

 

The doctor came back with the X rays

My family was there for support

 

 

 

 Spirit Alien’s Poems