Volleyball friends
Last week we hit a restaurant downtown somewhere. I always get lost downtown. There’s so many subway stops and street names I honestly couldn’t take you to half the places I’ve been. But we get there anyway, the usual crowd, throw back some imported beer—some really weird stuff too, like a cranberry beer thing in addition to some stuff that tasted too much like soap for me. And we all discussed what and why we liked and criticized each other’s tastes like a bunch of L.A. rats.
Somehow we got on the topic of being rude, and Mr. M recalled how I had ate rice balls, that I had bought in a convenience store, in a restaurant. I admit, it was rude and I do regret doing that. I was trying to save money. Ironically, Mr. M later in the night stole beer glasses from the restaurant, and when I called him on it, it was decided that that was a completely different and more innocent act, as it was simply a matter of money for the store, where as eating food you brought with you in an over-priced restaurant is an issue of respect.
I’ve always had an issue with respect. I think it runs in the family. I suppose I’m especially suspicious of businesses, and I kind of feel like I’m always being robbed, so that’s how I justify my disrespect. I suppose when I start getting good returns on my investments I’ll get a little less stingy.
After the restaurant, all the boys in the group suddenly had to pee, and proceeded to find individual spots between buildings—this is an important part of Japanese culture. But still ironic, as urination is probably the oldest form of disrespect, but I didn’t call Mr. M on it.
We trained back, about an hour process, and spent an hour or so drinking in a park in the town I live in. We sat in the jungle gym, the shape of a plane, and sat back with our beers and snacks from a nearby convenience store. It’s not hard to find a convenience store in Japan. You just have to walk a block two in any direction.
I remember an overweight woman walked through the park with her dog and it must have been an odd sight to see 4 foreigners and a Japanese girl gathered in a park at 1:00am.
Another habit, in an effort to save money in a land of high consumer prices, has been sitting on the front of the second story of Mr. M’s apartment, drinking. No one does this in Japan. If people are going to have a social event, it’s indoors and quiet, or at a restaurant or a park. But the lawn chair on a porch or yard is a foreign concept to the Japanese. We call it beer on the balcony, a very original name. And there’s always this old, creepy man watching us from the window of his apartment across the street. Other than that, the only oppositions are people staring at us from the street below, but too perplexed or shy to say anything, and the surprisingly frequent trains passing by.
I’ve had some of the best friends here in my life. In fact, probably better friends than I’ve ever made. It’s like a combination of comrade-type relationship from being isolated in a foreign country combined with sharing similar jobs, but also just finding some good people. On top of that, there’s this lingering feeling like we don’t really belong here, like we’re on vacation or something.
It seems like most people have the tendency to devaluate whatever they’re experiencing at the time, but then when you look back on something later, looking at photographs or sharing a talk, it suddenly becomes a legend or immortal memory. Part of that is just because life looks better in a picture frame—you can forget any pain and confusion that was there, and feed from your selective memory, but it’s also because you never really realize how great something is until it’s gone.
But taking a trip to Germany, I got a chance to come back fresh to what I’ve made here after a year, and I think I do know how great it is. I want to freeze what I have right now—kind of a childish urge, like when you fight off sleep to watch another movie with your friends. But you can’t do that, in this century anyway, so like all walks of life, friends move away, people get married and you realize you need to meet new people. I don’t mind meeting a new person so much—it takes me a while to warm up to them, but I can do it. New people seem to come in waves, though, and that get’s tiring. I swear, if I have to keep replacing my friends every year or two, I’m going to just start talking to volleyball.