I'm Sorry

Why does this shit fall into my lap
I just can’t deal with this crap
Nothing against you,
But your askin for something I just can’t do
The stuff you say makes me want to scream and shout
Like a geyser filled to the brim
I’m about to erupt,
And the chances of stopping is slim
Cause you don’t see the pain in my eyes,
Doesn’t mean I don’t want to cry
Sometimes you just push those buttons of mine
I could do something drastic at any time
Suicide is always the issue with you
Never the love I show you
Time is runnin short for me
It’s not the answer,
Why can’t u see

You say you love me whenever we talk
I think it’s a ploy and I’m ready to walk
I don’t want to hurt anyone at all,
But I’m not gonna take the fall
I’ve dealt with suicide in the past
The pain it leaves doesn’t go fast
I’ve watched a head splatter
I stood def to all the chatter

You see I never thought you’d turn out this way
I thought we would be doin ok
I know it’s not cause of me that your upset
But I can’t deal with it,
I’m sorry

----- by Scott

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