-Other Poems
-Ashes fly in the air
I know that life's unfair,
blow them far away from here
blow them and wipe all of your tears,
collect your thoughtless thoughts
and while doing so, forget how much it hurts.
When you're ready to leave
remember that looks can deceive,
then go and search for another love
but be careful not to fill you heart with hope,
because it might fall once again
in the infinite abyss of lingering pain.
-My naive soul gets pierced
everytime you look at me...
with your indifferent eyes
with your cinical smile.
I want to fall into the abyss I fear,
I want to fall because I have no strength left to feel
I have no strength to face my pain,
no strength left to walk alone in the rain.
-In the days by your side
I felt no need to run or hide
it made my days brighter,
but now I return to my life of laughter,
to my life of soul diguise,
a life that everyone will recognize,
just as it has always been...
back to the image always seen.
-You didn't come when I was waiting in the rain,
and now you come, pretending you understand my pain,
a pain that pierces my soul,
a pain that increased as I waited for your calls,
but you never came or called
leaving a hole in my soul
a sweet, lingering agony
that finally ended in tragedy.
-I was standing there shy,
watching you in a corner cry,
I wondered why from your eyes tears flowed
why finally you your emotions showed,
but I never dares to ask
why you took of your mask,
I was never brave enough
to tell you what I thought.
-Get my heart
tear it apart,
rip it out from its place,
you know it was never your case,
you've never felt this way
and, if I ever explained
if I ever showed you my pain
you would only run away.
-It hurts deep inside
that you're not by my side
it cuts my skin bare
that you're the only one that cares.
Long days pass by
as my soul slowly dies,
I'm waiting for that day to come,
the day you and I find we're not alone.
I'll wait for that day,
I'll forever dream and pray
that you never break my heart,
that nothing will tear us apart.
-It all happened so fast
I wonder if it'll last,
I fear I'll discover
that all is suddenly over,
that you are forever gone,
that I am left alone,
that you deny all this
that it is just a temporary bliss.
-The daily incessant struggle
not to fall, not to stumble,
I try to fight my thoughts,
to believe not everything is lost.
Today I survived,
I didn't fall I stayed alive,
but I fear for tomorrow
as my heart is filled with sorrow.
Tonight as I lay I pray
to make it through another day,
or to have an eternal dream
so that my soul is at last redeemed.
-The eternal desire to fall
I can't stand up, I only crawl,
I want you to help me up
I want you to be my hope.
I've fallen twice before
my knees bled, my legs were sore,
you picked me up and ceased the pain,
you taught me how to walk again.
I'm still unstable, I often stumble
but with you around me I feel untouchable,
for you protect me with a love so pure,
that gives me strenth and makes me feel secure.
-I sometimes wonder why
at night alone you cry,
why you fear to tell
that today you're not feeling well,
why you are still so shy
and avoid looking me in the eye,
why inside yourself your worries you keep,
and every night cry yourself to sleep.
-A lack of comprehension
has created a world of tension,
an excess of violence
has created uncomfortable silence,
and abundance of hatred
had left families broken-hearted;
This dark and chaotic world
has created out of uncomprehended words
a feeling that over all reigns:
a lost of hope and increasing pain.
-It makes me so sad
to know you're doing bad,
so I write words of hope
for you and me both.
I wish that either you or I
could be at last happy,
but then I understand and clearly see
that the bond between us is our melancholy.
The sadness we share is so divine
that gets us closer as days pass by,
it united us and keeps us together,
it will always be you and me, now and forever.
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