This I promise you - Chapter 1
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Đ Marlen
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"Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiioooooooooooonaaaaaaaaaaa ??" Silence. Mrs Führmann just didnīt get it anymore . Ever since Fiona got back from the USA a few days ago, she was a whole other person. Not in a negative way though, no no, Now she was constantly laughing and seemed to be happy. something had changed ! "Fiona?? Why do you always have to lock the door ? However, itīs not bad if you want to dance around in your room again !"
Man, couldnīt she leave me alone for just one second ? I had just locked the door to listen to some music without disturbance. I always did so when I wanted to be alone, cause itīs normal for me to put the TV on full blast whenever thereīs a good song on MTV and start dancing to it. My mother knew that. I missed my execising, eventhough I had already quit a few years back ! Music was and is my life ! And besides the dancing I wanted to take a closer look at my new tattoo without being disturbed and before I had to hide it under my clothes again ! Our vacation had really been a blast and when Sandra and I went by that tattooshop in Ft. Lauderdale and I saw this beautiful tribal I just couldnīt resist ! I even forgot what would be waiting for me when I got back home and my dad discovered the tattoo that was now displayed right above my buttocks ! He had always threatened to throw me outa the house, if I ever got one, and I really couldnīt afford that while still being in school ! Luckily there was only 1 year left of this shit ! I hated it, even though I didnīt really have a reason to, because I was I good student. But who cares, there would be a way to not make him lose it totally ! 4 more weeks until school started again, luckily ! Those dumb chicks at school would really be in for a surprise, since they always thought Iīm a swot !
I hadnīt been so satisfied and happy in a long time . Had to be another USA-flash ! I already missed that country again ! Okay, should I show my tattoo to my mom now, or shouldnīt I ? Itīs always good to have someone on your side !
"Mom, I got somethinī to tell you...."
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Wow, she really looked shocked and I was wondering how sheīd tell Dad . Shit, heīd probably get a heart attack ! But oh well, it just suited me really well !
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"Thanx Momma!" She wanted to tell him when I was out . Luckily Katrin had called earlier and asked me to come to this party with her . I hadnīt see nher in a really long time. Even Angie wanted to be there ! The only thing that I was afraid of, was that Lara could be there ! Ever since we started fighting, which was 9 months ago, I hadnīt seen her ! We used to be best friend, but she had changed ! When I didnīt do like she told me anymore she just kinda left me behind. Here and there I heard that she was talking very bad about me, but I didnīt care anymore ! I felt better without her ! Besides that, I had my Sandra ! She was indeed a true friend, eventhough we lived so far apart. Luckily that was about to change soon, cause she was moving to me, to Berlin.
Right then I remembered that I wanted to call her. "Sandra ?? Itīs me, Fiona ! Iīm about to leave to go to Katrin and Angie, hopefully Lara isnīt there ! By the way, I hate this damn answering machine, but I had to talk to somebody now ! Please call me later on my cellphone when you hear this ! Love ya, but you know that !"
When I got into my car at 8 p.m. I had tried to call her another 8 times, but she was probably in the study room again and didnīt hear the phone in her room . All the same ! When I got to the club after an hour of driving through the whole town like I was nuts, I thought I had to puke ! There were at least 100 teenage girls standing there, which I knew 50% of from my time of following starts !
Well, that sounds a little too long ago, but actually it was just a few months ago ! I had met a lot of people, like BSB or *Nsync, but I wasnīt up for it anymore ! I had always been interested in finding out how people really are . Iīd never been one of those hysterical girls. Katrin and Angie still did that following-stuff, but that was different, since they really met EVERYBODY ! They got in everywhere, which was mostly because of their really good looks ! Besides that they werenīt really fans ! More appropriate you could call them some kind of groupie, because theyīd both gotten more than one clear offer ! And I knew Angie went weak at least once : Joey from *Nsync was her one and only ! But I think she wasnīt a normal groupie for him after all, cause he was still very kind to her ! She always knew where the guys were, no matter which place in Europe ! Well, Katrin was more into BSB and Nick really was her fave . Thatīs what had always been hard on me, cause I liked him, too ! Well, I guess thatīs what you call fate . I still liked their music and the guys werenīt bad either, but I just wasnīt in for all the hectic anymore !
And here I was ! No clue where those two were and worried, because Iīd seen friends of Lara! She probably wasnīt far either, cause while I calmed down on behalf of the stars she got more crazily into that matter than before !
I smoothed out my skirt and pilled down my shirt a little again. I had bought those clothes in Miami and was very proud on them. The babyblue skirt was situated down on my hips and the white top let my belly show, cause somehow you had to see my tattoo, didnīt you ? I was also very tanned, which you could see even more in these clothes ! Must have looked pretty stunning with that blonde hair of mine, cause those teeny boppers couldnīt stop whispering ! And of course Sandra had to call right that minute !
"Fiona ?? Itīs me ! Sorry, I didnīt hear the phone..." Yeah right ! She had been in the study room again, like I thought she had, and was probably so caught up in the net again , that she simply ignored the phone ! We just knew eachother too well !
"Whereīre you at right now ? Already at the party ?" No, I wasnīt there yet, and thatīs what I told her. I made my way through the crowd running towards the ntrance, cause Katrin and Angie, as it dawned back on me now, wanted to wait for me inside. My only worry was that I wouldnīt be allowed in anyhow, cause the doorkeepers didnīt look too friendly ! I told Sandra about all those teeny boppers surrounding me when I suddenly saw Lara ! Luckily she didnīt seem to see me, cause I thought she would have totally lost it and went off on me ! OMG, I didnīt want to be mean, but man, DID SHE GROW FAT !!! *LOL* That really got my ego going, cause I always had to fight with the opposite : I just couldnīt gain any weight !
So I went straight towards those two gorillas, my cell on my ear and trying to look as normal as possible. In reality though I would have liked to turn back around, but before that I would have killed Katrin and Angie for getting me into this situation ! How did they imagine this to work ? I mean, you always needed VIP-passes or VIP-braceletts for an After Show Party, both would be better ! Well, I didnīt have either of the two choices, not even a good idea to get into this party anyhow !