When I was sitting back in my car I let everything pass through my mind again .
This just couldnīt be true. I had a date with Nick Carter later that day ! I felt
kinda sick to my stomach. And above all that I was worrying about how to get into
the hotel to Nick in the morning, cause I was supposed to come get him from the
hotel. Well, the problem was, there would probably be a bunch of fans there, calling
me *lovely names* like bitch, slut, groupie or else.
However, finally I headed back home cause by now it was 4 a.m. and I was supposed to
pick up Nick at 10 a.m. , which ment I had to fall asleep really fast now ! But I was
really happy, cause I had the odd feeling of having found a really good buddy in Nick
, at least I hoped so !
Man, this evening had really been the bomb! Nick sat on his bed in the hotelroom, totally
happy, and had just had the mercy to let Brian go to sleep after he had kept him awake by
talking to him for 2 hours ! Of course his only topic had been Fiona. Brian really didnīt
have any bad feelings against this girl, cause she seemed to be a total sweetheart, but
why did Nick have to bug him with this one topic for sooooooooo long ??? Finally Nick
decided to go to bed, cause he figured the sooner he went to bed the sooner heīd wake
up and then it wouldnīt take too long until heīd see Fiona again !
When I got back home I hesitated at first, but then I grapped for the receiver after all
and called Sandra ...
She was right there at the phone when it rang and now I told her every little detail of the
evening and of course I told her about my date later that day.
"Sandra ? Why are you so quiet ??"
"Uhm, you donīt sound as if youīre in love ...!"
Whaaaaaaaaaaat ? She wondered why I didnīt sound as if I was in love ? Why should I be in
love ?
"Well", she started "I always thought, if one ever meets ones former heartthrob, one
would eventually fall in love with him ... but when I think about it more carefully, that
sounds unlogical to me ,too !"
"I know what you mean though ! I always thought too, that Iī
d fall in love with Nick once I got to know him, but I didnīt even have butterflies in my
stomach ! Honest ! But I would love to have him as buddy ! He is sooo kind, you canīt even
imagine it! If you have him as your best buddy youīre really a winner in life ! I think
he really does everything for his friends !"
"Uhm, I think so too !"
We talked on for a little while, until I went to bed at 5:30 . I didnīt have much time
left to sleep, but I didnīt even care ! Before I fell asleep I remembered that song, that
song that had been playing when Nick had come up to me ...
- Now I had the time of my life, and I never felt like that before, yes I swear itīs true
and itīs only īcause of you ...-
Nick just couldnīt go to sleep ! Over and over again he saw this beautiful smile in front
of his inner eye. He saw, how Fiona took a strand out of her face, saw her eyes, that seemed
to be smiling at all times, saw her moving to the music and how she wrinkled her nose, when
she had to laugh. Had he fallen in love ? No, that couldnīt be true, cause that had never
happened to him sooo fast. He probably liked a girl after a few hours, but fall in love so
fast, he didnīt know himself like that ! Of course heīd had butterflies in his belly when
heīd been with Mandy, but when Fiona was standing in front of him, he felt like he had 1000
Jumbo-Jets in his belly that were prepairing for landing ! This was total madness ! But
finally Nick was so tired that his eyes fell shut and he fell asleep, but even his dreams
only went on about Fiona !
- These are the hands that want to touch you, these are the lips that want
to kiss you, these are the arms that want to hold you ... so come get this
body that loves you ...-
That was the song played in his dreams, while he admitted to Fiona that he loved her ... She smiled at him and they sank into each others arms ...
Suddenly his alarmclock pulled him out of his sleep and Nick realised that all this had just been a beautiful dream !
********
song used : *The Body That Loves You* by Janet Jackson