This I promise you - Prologue
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Đ Marlen
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Tears were running down my cheeks. How could he do that to me ? how often had he said he loves me ? How often had he said Iīm the only one ? Had all those sayings been lies ? Could I`ve been so wrong about him ?
I knew the telephone would ring any minute and it would be him on the other end . And of course everything smiling at me maliciously from the papers would be wrong ! It hurt soooo bad ! The house was so empty without him . it had been empty before, but then I knew he would soon be back with me . I could wait for him and be sure we would be together for real one day . Now it was for good !
Should I pull out the plug of the phone ?
Itīs ringing just as I thought it would . But, against my willing , I pick up the receiver . I couldnīt say anything though . "Hello ? Fiona ? Can you hear me ? Please say something ! Iīm so sorry, please say something ! itīs not the way you think it is , she lied ! Please Fiona..."
The sobbing sounded so real and at this moment I wanted to forgive him so bad , but my throat was choked up . I couldnīt say a word .
"Fiona, please, I need you. You know I canīt live without you. Please talk to me, I can explain everyth..."
I put down the receiver and unplugged the phone.
Never again. never ever again ! I had to do it alone. all alone, without him ....