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--6 weeks later--
"Thanks for taking to the doctor AJ." I said softly
"Yeah, sure no prob..but why couldn't Justin take you?" AJ asked
"I'm late.." I looked away blushing.
"Huh? No we're on time in fact I think we'll be a few minutes early."
I shook my head, "No, no..I'm late."
AJ's eyes widened, "Oh, you're late?"
I nodded and tears streamed down my cheeks.
"Alicia, tell me you didn't..."
"I did." I whispered
We were silent the rest of the way there. Once I was called into the doctors office. I sat there shaking as the doctor came in.
"Alicia? What are you doing here? Weren't you here a month ago?" Dr. Fontaine asked
I nodded, "I haven't had my period yet."
AJ gulped and shifted around nervously.
"Oh, okay lets check you out then."
---2 hours later--
AJ took me to Mcdonalds. We both ordered a cheeseburger and fries.
He stared at me as I ate. "You should tell him."
"Tell him what?" I asked
"Tell Brian, I mean..if you're pregnant." AJ said
Before I could answer my cellphone rang. "Hello?"
"Alicia, its Dr.Fontaine. I don't know if this is good news or bad, but you're pregnant."
I gulped, "Thank you doctor."
I immediately hung up and tears fell down my cheeks.
--
A few days later, I paced back and forth in the AJ's living room, he and I had been spending alot of time together since I found out I was pregnant, in fact he was the only one who knew other then Katie,Cassie, Hil, and all of Nsync.
"Call him." AJ said
I shook my head.
"He has to know Ali, he's going on his solo tour soon."
I shook my head again.
"Alicia..." AJ said in a warning tone.
"No!" I yelled
"Fine, whatever...are you going to his Congrats party tomorrow?" AJ asked
AJ was throwing a congratulations party for Brian, for getting a solo deal,I nodded.
"Are you going to tell him then?" AJ prodded
"I...maybe." I said softly
"Great, you won't be sorry that you did!" AJ said
0000000000000 Two days later at the Congrats party0000000000
"For he's a jolly good fellow, for he's a jolly good fellow, for he's a jolly good elloooooooooooooooooow. which nobody can deny." All of the members of the bsb sang.
Kevin cut the cake and handed everyone a slice. He still didn't like me, but he seemed to ease up a bit. Of course, Leighanne was there. She was all over Brian, which didn't make things easy.
"Here ya go." Kevin said handing me a piece of cake.
I stared at it with a blank look.
"You're supposed to eat it..." Nick said as if I didn't know what the hell I was doing.
Instead of picking up the fork, I rushed to the bathroom and began to barf.
Nick frowned in confusion while AJ covered quickly. "Dude, Nick...I knew she didn't like you, but wow...I didn't know her dislike went as far as barfing." he teased as Nick glared at him.
Meanwhile...
Brian gazed Alicia's way with a worried look.
"Is she okay?"
Katie was hesitant, she knew she shouldn't tell him, sinc Ali had strictly said that if she was going to tell Brian about her pregnancy, it would be from her only.
"Yeah, she's just a bit under the weather." Cassie replied giving her sister a look.
---
I walked out of the bathroom and back to the party. I noticed Kevin nudging Brian and nodded my way. What was going on?
You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes
Brian walked towards me and smiled, "You enjoyin yourself?"
I nodded
"Look, we need to talk." Brian said softly leading me outside.
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause
"Yeah, I agree..actually theres something I wanted to tell you."
"Wait, me first sweetcheeks." Brian said
"Alright." I guess telling him that I was pregnant could wait.
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
"I've had alot of fun with you lately." Brian started...
"Yeah, I've had alot of fun too." I smiled
"Yeah.." Brian was silent for a minute and ran his hand through his hair. He glanced inside and saw Kevin motioning for him to move forward.
Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough
"Well...as you know I'm going on tour."
"Yeah.."
"And well, I just don't think its fair that I leave you here waiting for me. You are a young girl after all..."
Was he breaking up with me?
Nick opened the door, "You guys are missing all the..." he noticed the way my eyes were starting to tear up."Oh, sorry I'll come back later." He quickly shut the door.
"I'm sorry Ali, you understand right? I just don't want to hold you back."
I nodded, "Yeah, um..I understand." I couldn't tell him, not now.
"We can still be friends though."
That did it, tears started pouring down my cheeks. I was pregnant with his kid, he broke up with me, and now he wanted to be friends. All I could do was nod in response.
Think you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause
Brian started to walk back inside, then paused and turned around, "What did you want to tell me?"
"Huh? Oh..um nothing." I said "Nevermind, it isn't that important."
He stared at me for a minute, then shrugged. "If you say so.."
If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
I took a deep breath and jumped when I heard the door open. Nick frowned as he saw the tears that I was trying to hold back.
"You okay?" Nick asked
I shook my head as more tears streamed down my cheeks.
"If it makes you feel better..." Nick started, hesitating for a moment, "Brian was an idiot."
My head jolted upwards to stare into the gorgeous blue eyes of Nick Carter.He cleared his throat, "How far along are you?"
My eyes widened and Nick smirked, "AJ told me."
"A few weeks..." I whispered, "I was going to tell Brian but..."
"Don't worry about it." Nick said then scribbled his cell phone number on the back of a paper. "Um, if you need anything just call. Aight?"
Nick walked back inside and I stared at the page blankly.
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause you're so yesterday so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay...
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