He smiled back and gave her a peck on the cheek.Kevin saw this and he grew
more and more jealous.He got up and slammed the door as he stormed out in
fury.Faith felt bad and ran after him and Brian was left alone,once again.
**
~~ out side ~~ **
"Kevin come back whats wrong?" Faith asked
"You know
exactly whats wrong Faith."He snapped back.She looked at him with tears in
her eyes
"Dont yell at me"
" I'm sorry,its just that I didnt like the way you
were letting Brian hang all over you."He said calmly
"Your jealous arent
you?" She asked with a slight smile on her face
"No why would I be jealous?"
He said assuring her it wasnt true.
"Yes you are liar"She said sarcasticly
"Ok
maybe I am a little bit."She looked at him with a smile
"OK ,OK you caught me
I'm jealous ok you happy?"he asked with a smile
"Very" she said satisfied
with his reply.
"So now what?" He asked as he moved in closer to her.
"I dont
know...wanna go back inside and watch the rest of the movie?" she asked
"Nah
Ive seen it a bunch of times...why dont we just go into my bunk and ...you
know... uh hang out" He said with a grin
" 'Hang out' so thats what they call
it now-a-days?"She said joking around
"Get your mind out of the gutter"He
joked back.He took her hand and led her to his bunk which was pretty clean
considering he wasnt so good about keeping his bunk clean at all times. They
went inside and talked for a little while then they started laughing and
Kevin couldnt miss this oportunity again.Without notice,he stroked her face
with one finger and kissed her softly but this kiss was much different than
the last one.This time he slipped his tounge in her mouth,and gently licked
her tounge with his.Then he licked the roof of her mouth and then under her
tounge.She pulled away from him with chills up and down her spine and her
heart pounding.She couldnt say a word, her mind went blank.She looked deep
into his eyes and she felt something pull her body toward him and kiss him
again.He ran his finger through her hair and leaned backwards causing her to
fall on top of him.She kissed him deeply and passionately and he wrapped his
arms around her waist and held her close to him hoping it would never
stop.She pulled away and started kissing his neck while un buttoning his
shirt.She open his button-down shirt and started kissing his chest,then she
sucked on his nipple.She then moved down to his stomach and went further down until she got to his belt
line.She hesitated for a moment but then began loosening his belt.When
suddenly she stopped and looked up,his eyes were closed and he was
smiling.what could she do?She wanted this to happen but something told her to
stop right where she was.
"Kevin I cant do this" She said as she sat up.He
looked at her the smile that brought her satisfaction was no long there.
"Why
not?It seemed like you could do it a minute ago"He pointed out
"I know
but...I dont know somethings telling me not to I dont know what,and I dont
know why.I just know I shouldnt"She explained.He looked down in disapointment
"I get it now ..you like Brian dont you?"He asked
"NO what gave you that
impression?" She said .
"Gee let me think. hmmm" He said sarcasticly
pretending to ponder at the question
"You were all over him then you were all
over me and now you realized that you like him better than you'll ever like
me...just say it..you like him".He scolded
"I DONT LIKE HIM!!"She yelled "I
like you but I dont know if this is right.I dont know if what we're doing is
the best thing right now.Cant you just understand that?"She asked between
tears.He looked at her and understood the pain in her eyes
"I'm sorry.I guess
its just that jealousy thing coming back...I'm really sorry though.Its just I
want to be with you and when I saw you guys I thought I'd never have a chance
with you,I mean I thought I'd lost you.Forgive me?"He said with a puppy face
"Yes I forgive you"She said with a smile.He leaned in and kissed her and the
night was over.The anticipation had ended and they were left alone
.**~~ The
next morning ~~** She opened her eyes and looked to her left then to her
right,she was alone in her own bunk.He must have carried her there because
she couldnt remember walking to it.She tried to get up,she felt her body
become heavy and lay back down.
"Faith?" she heared a cry she looked up.There
he was,the man of the night yes it was Brian.The same Brian who had confused
both her heart and her soul.
"Brian whats going on?What time is it?Where is
everyone?"The questions flew one after the other.
"Its about 12:45.The guys
went to go get our lunch. They left me to stay and watch you." She sat up
hoping she could stand.He saw her struggle and attemtped to help her up.She
looked deep into his eyes,the same eyes that had made her feel so warm and
comfortable.She thought of Kevin.Of how gracious he had been, how sensitive
then she thought of Brian.The temptation to kiss him and show him that she
truly felt something for him.But she knew in her heart that she couldnt
betray Kevin.Abd so she sat by the window and gathered her thoughts,when
Brian came over and sat next to her.
"Is there something wrong?" He asked as
if feeling her pain and struggle
"Nothing I'm just a little confused thats
all"she assured him
"Do you wanna talk about it?" She pondered for a
moment,she looked up into his eyes.And she felt dizzy, the same feeling all
over again
::But with a different man?How?:: she thought.Why she was feeling
this way she didnt know nor did she care for her heart was telling her that
he would always be the one.He gave a her a smile and kissed her.The sweetest
kiss she had ever received.He pulled away and she kept her eyes closed for a
moment, as if she didnt want to let it go.She smiled,opened her eyes and
kissed him back.She took of his flanel shirt and ran her hands down his
chest,then down his stomach,and down to his pants.She began untucking his
shirt and slipping it off.He ran his hand up the back of her t - shirt and
took it off while she kissed his neck he scooped her up into his arms as if
rescueing her from her misery and carried her to his bunk.