I LOVE YOU! hope to see you again REALLY soon.
I smiled and wished the same thing. We sat next to
eachother that night and sometimes he'd touch my leg
and I get the strangest feeling in my stomach.
Never thought I would feel it but I did! Even after
just one day!
We ended our conversation when it was close to
midnight. Althought our mouths didn't stand still we
all agreed to meet eachother tomorrow. They had to do
Live and kicking in the morning but they were off in
the afternoon. They were just gonna stay in and hang
out with us.
We kissed everyone goodnight. I wanted to kiss
Christian on his mouth but I couldn't cause I didn't
want the others to know.
"I wish you could stay with me" he whispered in my
ear.
"Me too" I said. I've never felt like this before.
Nobody ever made me feel like this.
We let go of eachother and me and the rest went to our
room. We talked till late that night and I was happy
Mary didn't say anything bout what happened earlier.
I couldn't sleep so I read some magazines which Lisa
and Mary bought while they were shopping. I came
across an interview with BBMak. When I looked at
Christian I smiled and felt really happy. I started to
read it and saw he said he couldn't dance. He was very
good at shaking his butt cause he showed me while I
was watching Jennifer Lopez on MTV. Suddenly I saw he
was 27! I couldn't believe it! Does he know I'm only
17? Strange we didn't talk about that? I had to tell
him! He needed to know it! I picked up the phone and
dialed his number.
"Erm, hello" He said sounding like I thought he would:
still asleep.
"Christian it's me Jessy!" I said.
"hey, why are you calling me at 4.00 in the morning?"
he asked "Missed me so bad?" he laughed.
"I wouldn't exactly say that" I said.
"Do you know how old I am?"
"Erm, no, I don't. 21?" he asked.
"Christian I'm only 17"I said" I wanted you to know
cause I just found out you were 27!"
he was silent for a few moments.
"Jessy, could you come to my room tomorrow around 2?
Cause ow I actually have to get some sleep. I only
have another 2 hours!" he said.
"Ok, I'll come to you" I said.
"Don't worry we'll find something!" he said "go get
some sleep. Then we can see eachother sooner"
"Bye" I said.
"Bye."