~ Dream ~
Written by  Julie Snow © 2001

For Adriann

    Dreams and memories were all he had left.  Plans with no one to fulfill them with anymore.  He held the framed
 picture of Adrianne in his shaky hands.  He ran his fingers over the shape of her face, down her reddish brown
hair. He could vision her standing in front of him.  Why did he have to take her?  He asked himself constantly.  
She didn't do anything wrong.

    They had lived in a house together for almost one year. This would have been their two year anniversary.
Everything changed two weeks ago though.  He took a swig of his Jack Daniels and set the half empty bottle on the
little coffee table in his tour bus.  He hadn't really talked to any of the guys in over a week.  They were starting to
get on his back.  He sat back on the couch and closed his eyes, remembering one particular better time.. with her.  
Adrianne.  She looked beautiful that night.  He could still hear her voice and smell her sweet perfume.

    "Hun, we don't have to," he said.  "I know you're nervous.  I don't want to make love for the first time and then
leave."

    "I know you have to go, but I do want to," she said, playing with the ring on her finger he had given her.  Then
she looked up at him after a second and smiled shakily.
    
    "As long as you're sure."
    
    "I am."

    He turned off the TV as a commercial for the new Jackie Chang movie came on.
    
    "Chinese bamboo is very strong.."

    They both laughed, knowing how the rest of the commercial went.

    He pulled her closer after he dropped the remote on the floor.  Their lips met and instantly molded together
for ahot kiss.  His arms wrapped around each other, and she kissed him back.  He could feel her body lean against
his. He felt like he was loosing his mind.  Tasting her sweet,luscious mouth.  The feeling of her hand rubbing the
back of his neck drove him wild.  The soft material of her dress shirt was just like her soft skin beneath it and her
lips. Her mouth was another story.

    He picked her up after a while, carrying her to their room to untouched grounds. He laid her down on the bed
and then laid down beside her. She pulled him down to her, and they kissed again, histongue swept over hers,
teasing her tongue.  He knew she hated when he teased. He sucked on the pale skin of her throat as she moaned
softly.  As he undid the top button of the shirt, he felt her stiffen beneath her.  He looked up at her, seeing that she
looked afraid.  He didn't want to scare her.

    "Are you sure you're ready Hon?  If you want to stop I understand," AJ said.  "I'm not trying to hurt you."

    "I want to, please."

    "Okay," he smiled.  "You can touch me too, alright."She nodded.

    She sucked in her breath as he kissed his way down the valley between her breasts once he got her
shirtunbuttoned.  Then he heard her moan again and felt her fingers touch his back and play with the edge of his
jersey.

    "You can help me take it off Adrianne, it's just like if I were sun tanning outside.  No big deal."She met his eyes,
apprehensively and bit her lip.

    He took it from there and helped her take his jersey off, dropping it on the floor beside the bed.  After he
slipped her arms out of her shirt, she tried to hide herself with her arms.  He moved her arms away as he said,
"It's okay Hun.  You look beautiful.  I can't believe you've kept yourself hidden for so long."

    She blushed under the dismal lighting in the room. When she didn't say anything, he leaned his head down,
taking one of her pink buds between his lips, flicking his tongue over it until it became erect as he tweaked the other
between his fingers.  Once the one in his mouth was erect, he switched to the other, going back and forth.  He
couldn't get enough of her soft warm skin beneath him.  She hugged his body close running her fingers through his
hair.
    
    "Do you like that?"  He asked, looking down into her lustful greenish blue eyes, he felt his body heat rise. She
nodded her head.

    He moved up beside her again, leaning down, capturing her lips into a heated duel. Her erect nipples scraped
against his bare skin, drawing moans of pleasure from his lips against hers.  He cupped her breasts, and tugged at
her erect nipples.

    She sighed once they broke apart.  He slipped his fingers into the edge of her shorts as she raised her hips
letting him pull them down.  She shivered from his touch.  As he slipped her panties down, she tensed up again.
    
    "Hun, it's okay.  I won't hurt you."
    
    "I just.. don't know what to do.  You're doing everything."
    
    "Don't worry.  You're doing fine."  That brought a smile to her pretty face.  He ran his fingers down the side of
her, touching the sensitive skin between her legs.  He could feel the heat from her core.  He didn't want to scare her
by touching her just yet. He felt the light touch of her fingers moving down his hips.  She tugged at his elastic short
as she bit down on his neck.  He moaned softly and lifted his hips up as she pulled them down, her hands skimmed
over her bare butt.  Her hands seemed to linger there for a while as she took her time.  He rubbed the head of his
penis against her opening as she sucked in her breath a bit.  He kissed her luscious mouth, helping her relax a bit.  
He slid his lips down her cheek toward her ear, "it's alright.  I'm here."  Then he looked down ather.  "Open your eyes."
    
    She did.  "Can I umm.. touch.."
    
    "Yeah, you can," he choked out.  He didn't think having her ask him that could ever turn him on so much.
    
    She grazed the head of his penis with her fingers, making him shutter against him.  She smiled from her
reaction. "You like that?"
    
    "Yu, uhh huu," he said in a whisper, nodding his head against her shoulder.

    He let her play around, testing how far she could go, letting her see what he would do in response.  He
moaned,as she squeezed him a few times, running her fingers down his shaft.  He couldn't hold on much longer as
she continued thumbing the head of his penis, apparently having a lot of fun watching his facial expressions as they
watched each other.  He was enjoying himself a lot too.  He reached down between her body as he kissed her tender
lips.
 
    It's going to hurt a bit, okay," he said as his breathing went back to normal.  "Do you want me to do if fast or
slow?"

    "Ffast.."

    He nodded his head in response.  Adrianne brought his lips to hers, kissing him softly.  Their kisses intensified,
his arms held her close to his body.  He slid himself into her quickly.  He felt her whimper against her lips. She
breathed heavily for a few minutes, sobbing lightly. After a couple minutes he unlocked their kiss, and cupped her
cheeks, brushing away some of her tears. She wrapped her legs around his hips, holding each other close.  One of
her hands against the small of his back, the other was rubbing the back of his neck, driving him crazy. He leaned
down, capturing her lips in a heated kiss, his tongue exploring her mouth. As their climaxes approached, Adrianne's
breathing becameheavier, and AJ moaned.
    
    "Come with me hun," he breathed against her ear.  "Wanna feel you come."

    She moaned his name as her climax came.  He breathed heavily against her neck.  He thrust into her a few
more times as their orgasms washed over their glistening bodies.  He pulled himself out of her and then rolled them
over. Adrianne rested her head on his shoulder.
    
    He kissed her forehead as he whispered, "I love you Adrianne."
    
    "I love you Alex."  She said softly, closing her eyes. He looked down at her flushed face and smiled, tightening
his grip around her.

    The next morning they got dressed.  Adrianne hopped out of bed and got ready for bed.  AJ not far behind
him.  They snuggled together after they ate breakfast.
    
    As Adrianne grabbed her keys and purse by the door way she kissed AJ on the lips.  "I'll see you later.  I love you!"
    
     "I love you."

    He woke up the next morning hearing her say I love you over and over in his head.  His heart was beating at a
frenzied pace, his body was all sweaty.  If it wasn't for the drunk driver, he thought to himself.  Then I'd still have
my baby.  He ran his fingers through his hair and then sat up hugging his body.

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