Chapter 6
***May 1998***
--- Everytime you go away, my heart goes with you. Everytime you go away, my heart's torn in two. Is there something I can say? Won't you change the plan to make? 'Cuz my heart can't stand the pain. Everytime, everytime you go away. --- Tatyana Ali
The BSB tourbus just arrived at Brussels' national airport, there were loads of fans, so the guys took a back entrance to get into the building. They were to check in at 11:30 am, now it was 9:55 am.
Kevin and Elka stayed in a room were the boys were taken to, to make sure they weren't being mobed by fans. Everybody was gonna get something to drink or to eat but Kevin and Elka were gonna spend those last minutes trying to have a little bit of privacy ...
*** In the waiting room*** We were sitting in a small coutch. "Oh god, I can't stop thinking that this is it, you know, that I’ll loose you" I asked Kevin with tears in my eyes "I know how you feel baby, but believe me you won’t loose me, I'm gonna call you every week, we're gonna e-mail each other and we'll be back soon, I mean, if it's not for the job it will be for you..." Kevin said trying to comfort me, he knew it was gonna be hard, but he was willing to give it a chance, by the way, they had been seeing each other for two years, they couldn't just throw all that away. He knew that it was gonna be very hard on both of them, but it was worth a shot.
"I hope so, I mean, we've been trough so much, I've had to say goodbye to you a lot the past two years, but I was always sure I would see you again soon, but now it will be for a long time and that scares me" I said looking right in Kevin’s sad eyes. "Yeah, I know, but we'll be fine, I mean, you never know, maybe we won't get any succes over there, we've tried it before, it was a total flop." Kevin said stroking my hair softly.
"Yeah, but look at you, who can resist a man like you, and the guys too, they've matured a lot in the past 2 years, I mean, look at Nicky. I remember the first time I saw him, he was this little kid. Now he's a grown guy, he's almost as tall as you. They'll love you over there. You'll have girls trowing themelves at you, girls who live a few blocks away, I can't compeat with that..." I said being honest to Kevin.
"Elka, I want you listen verry carefully" Kevin said seriously "You know that I love you, you don't have to compeat with any girl, I've loved you for over 2 years now, I'm not gonna throw it all away, I really want this to work, and I'm sure the guys will give us a hand, they'll stop me whenever I'm gonna be doing something I'll regret, which won't be necesarry, 'cause I am the luckiest man alive to have met and fall in love with you." Kevin said and placed a gentel kiss on my lips.
He got up from the coutch and walked towards this little table in the corner of the room, he picked up a plastic bag, and took out a single red rose. He looked at me, kneeled in front of me, gave me the rose and started to sing: "Looks like we made it ... look how far we've come my baby ... We mighta took the long way ... we knew we'd get here some day ... They said "I bet they'll never make it" But just look at us holding on ... We're still together still going strong ... You're still the one I run to ... the one that I belong to ... you're still the one I want for life ... You're still the one that I love ... the only one I dream of ... You're still the one I kiss goodnight ... Ain't nothin' better ... we beat the odds together ... I'm glad we didn't listen ... look at what we would be missin' ......"
The most beautiful words were put into a song some one else had sang before, but those exact words described exactly what has been goin' on the past 2 years. We have both cried loads of tears, but god, we have had the best time in our entire lives when we were together, neither of us were ready to give that wonderful feeling up. I started to cry and said between my tears "God Kev, I love you, I always will, please hold me" Kevin took me into his arms and we stood there for like 5 minutes when Kevin turned his face towards mine and said smiling with red eyes "Can I kiss you, 'cause I'm gonna miss that a lot.." I laughed, that were the exact words he said right before we kissed the first time, he asks that a lot, I don't know why, he just does. "sure you can" And we both closed our eyes, softly our lips met Kevin slipped his hands trough my hair and my hands were on his chest.
*** Somewhere at the airport***
Nick, Brian, A.J., Howie and Judith were walking around in the store departement, looking for a McDonalds to grab a quick bite. The guys were all wearing hats and sunglasses, to make sure no fans would recognise them for their last hour spend in Europe with Judith.
"There it is, there it is" Brian yelled jumping up and down as a five-year-old. "Chill B-Rok, they do have 'em back home" A.J. said, trying not to draw any atention "All rigt sorry" Brian said with a puppy dog face "Hey Bri, you know we love ya, but you've gotta try to keep your enthousiasm down a little when you're thinking food" Judith said jokingly, slipping her arm around Brians shoulder and shaking a finger like a five-year-old's parents would.
They went in and ordered food, they went and sit at a table, but there was just place for 4, so Nick looked at Brian with a look saying: don't-think-just-do, and said "Yo Bri ... you, Bone and D can sit here, Me and Jude can go sit over there." Brian looked at him, cracked a smile and said "Ok, that's cool, we meet up at the arcade at about 11:00?" "Yeah sure, see ya"
Nick and Jude walked over to a little table in the corner and sat down. "You know I'm gonna miss ya" Nick said holding his coke in his hand and looking at it. "yeah, me too ..." Judith said looking at Nick, she really was gonna miss the guys, but Nick most of all
"Nick?" Jude asked and Nick looked up at her "yes?" "Can I still call you?" Jude asked "I'll call you, you know how expensive over sea calls are, I don't want your mother to pay for that, our management pays my phone bills so… and then we'll talk about the stuff we always do, you'll tell me you've had a fight with Sam, and I'll tell you you guys will work it out, 'cause you love each other and then we'll talk about movies and about new bands and stuff, it'll be like when we're touring in Europe, only we won't get to see each other for a while, but we'll still talk and act silly and get on everyone's nerves," Nick said smiling at Jude. "Ok, that's a deal, just as long as you don't call on the most impossible hours, like that one time you called at 4 a.m. to tell me you couldn't sleep 'cause A.J. was snoring way to loud and Brian was talking in his dream!!" Judith said lauging when she thougt back about that phonecall.
"I've told you like a milloin times, Sorry for that, but I didn't know anyone else to wake up, the guys would have beaten me to death, they were on the same buss I was, we were in Italy and you in Belgium. By the way, I could have taken you down anyway, you wouldn't be able to hit me once!!" Nick said looking at Judith with a grin on his face stuffing his mouth with cheesburger. "You really think so, hot shot?!?" "Yeah, I'm pretty sure about that" Nick said with cheesburger flying over the place.
"You can't even beat me at Tekken III, you sissi" (note: that's a playstation game) "I bet your ass I can" Nick said as if he was insulted. "Ok, let's find out, we have 20 more minutes before we are suppost to meet with the rest of the guys, be prepared to get you sweet little but kicked!" Judith said getting up. They walked over to the arcade and they found a Tekken III game. "First one to win 2 games wins." Nick said. They started to play "Ha, that's one round for me," Nick cried out "see I can beat ya" "yeah well, still one or two to go, so you'd better pray I don't get ya back" Judith said, she knew she could beat Nick without any problem, but she likes to give him a head start so that he starts bragging about how good he is and then kick his but soo hard. She let him win the first game, Judith won the second game, and in the third game it was a tie, each had won one round and the last round was gonna decide who won the battle. Brian, A.J. and Howie just entered as the third round was to begin, they saw Nick and Judith and went over to them. Brian asked "Who's winning?" "Whoever wins this round is the winner" Nick said when they started to fight. Judith pulled up some secret moves, Nicks mouth dropped.
"Go Jude!!" A.J. yelled laughing "didn't know you had it in ya". Nick couldn't do anything to get back at her and he got his but kicked big time. "yes... yes...," Judith yelled "ha, what about that, Nick Carter getting his but kicked by a girl" "Yeah yeah, we should go, it's about time we get back to the room to meet up with the rest" Nick said in a mocking voice "Yo Nick, can't stand to loose can ya" Brian cut in "verry funny B-Rok" Nick said "Guys, we should probably go, you know how Kev can get when we're late." Howie told the guys "Yeah, we should, but I don't think Kev is in a rush, man that must be hard on those two" A.J. said
"Yeah, don't think I could miss my girlfriend that long" Brian said "You guys, can you please try to make sure Kev's ok when you're on tour, I mean when he feels down give him a chance to talk to one of you, he'll need that.." Judith asked them in a serious tone
"Yeah sure, as long as you're gonna be there for your sister too." Nick said "Ok, that's a deal, and make sure he doesn't cheat on her would ya, not that I don't trust him, but I couldn't blame him if did, I mean ... they're not gonna see each other for a while and he'll be having girls trowing themselfes at him and I know El would be soo depressed when he did" Judith aksed them
"Oh, so sweet, you're concerned about your sis" A.J. laughed "Alex, I'm serious, do you guys prommise?" "Wow, you called me Alex, you must be serious, yeah, we'll take care of it" A.J. said.
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