Show me the meaning

Well on Dec 31,1999 the Show me the Meaning of Being Lonely video . I personaly love the song because I have had lose in my life. My great granfather died, so did my cousin, my aunt and 3 dogs.So I know what it is to be lonely.I have also had great boyfriend/love loses.Ok so that is also why my 3 favorite songs in the world are "Show me the meaning..","If you knew what I knew" and "10,000 Promises".

Ok here is my review on this video:
When it started I knew it was gonna be extremely sad because of the ambulance thing.So ok Brian is staring into the hospital room and I thought he was staring at his grandfather cause he had mentioned that. He looked very adorable when he was singing that. Then I saw that it was him on the bed and I got scared!4real that was uncalled for!Ok then he looked very pale and that ruined the adorableness[is that a word?].Then came the AJ part. He looked very hot!And he cried 1 tear!How sweet was that?But he looked very skinny.Aww then Kevy's part*sigh*.That was sad!He looked soo good yet so sad!He certainly knows how to act ::unlike Nick::.Anyway.Kevin was doing great and then somebody with a crappy hat that I just wanna burn, who was looking like a bum, a.k.a. Nick ruined the whole video...im sorry but in my opinion he did!Its just that every one had really something sad to think about while they were making the video, except him...I dunno...I really think his presence wasn't necessary.I really am sorry about this review. Ok I really wanna burn that crappy hat he had on!Ok you know my friend Feliz<--well she finally saw the video<---well she said that Nick looked like that dude off of "Mary Poppins"did anybody ever see that movie?Well like the "Chim chimmeny chim chimmeny " guy!Well at first I wasn't really feelin the comparison until she told me to picture Nick doing the dance and with soot on his face and a broom.Thats when it hit me *pees in her pants again*.<----Dick Van Dick is the actor's name. Ok Kevin looked really hot!Howie----that was sad. I mean he had a constipated look on his face.He looked exactly like my old boyfriend.To tell ya the truth only that girl that appeared in the Howie moment , resembling his sister was the only necessary girl.And maybe the girl in Ajs moment too.It was cool that on the bus that AJ got off of said Denniz street.That was a nice tribute.The end was really to the point and all looked really sad and reamarkable<--whoa big word.Except Nick he was truly overacting.It was kinda annoying to a certain extent.Well this is my review.I'll have to add some more stuff when i get the inspiration and pictures of course.
1-12-00
Ok all you ppl that have read this review...well I take back all the things I said about Nick in this video.I found out yesterday that his part really does have a sad meaning.When Nick was a lil boy, he saw one of his best friends get hit by a bus. He was right there in front of it and he couldn't do anything. So in this video he is trying to portray how he wishes he could have just been able to pull him back.
Im sorry all u Nick fans..When i found this out and analyzed it, tears came out of my eyes.
1-7-00
Well as I promised I got pictures from the video.I'll take you in order.

Well here is at the beginning where I said Bri looks way too pale.In this picture, he can't make his nostrils any more obvious can he?!

This is when Aj suprisingly cries only 1 tear!

Oh how I love this part. It's when he says "Are you with me now"...It just errupts every emotion I could have stored up in my soul!Ok....i need help!

See how hotter than life he is!?

Ditto

See, this is when the bum with the ugly hat interrupts my Kevy!::cusses at Nick::

Howie....I hate to admit it but I'm starting to understand you *can't believe she said that*
Back you go