***** GOOD BYE *****
Chile, Antofagasta, January 04, 2002.
I was thinking about it for a long time, I got to see everything what I did for the Backstreet Boys and Howie D., and I took a decision, this wasn't easy for me, I am too sad, but I did it, I have to close this website.
I want to say 'thank you' for everyone of you, to everyone who is checking out this website, I really wanna say THANX, everyone of you helped me to make part of my dream come true. This website was my way to say at world who much I loved to Howie D., this website was a very important thing for me, I was so proud of this.
But now, this is the End, OH God, I am feeling myself too bad, but the life is in this way, the life isn't easy, and sometimes you need to do things like what I am doing now. I am still in love with Howie, but I have to get my own life... I am living my life in his hands and he doesn't know about that... am I going to anyplace?, I don't think so!.
I have many things to tell you, but I got a big caos inside my head, and I don't know how I can start, I don't know what I can think... I am really bad now.
I saved all the website, I won't delete it, so you can check it out
***** GOOD BYE *****
