I had been wallowing in self pity all morning. I hadn't slept well in 3 days and even though it was my favorite thing to do, it didn't seem like it. i had just broken up with my long time girlfriend, Liza. She had been cheating on me with a good friend from home in florida. i couldn't believe it. i had devoted every minute of free time i got to her and then she cheats. i clicked on the hotel television and flicked through channels, unable to find anything interesting to watch. "just like Liza felt about me....uninteresting" i thought to myself sighing.
i turned off the t.v. and layed on my bed in the darkness. i felt so horrible at that moment that i began wondering if Liza had been using me all along. she made me realize love. a love that i thought was true as the grass was green. but she did me wrong and now i was alone with no one to wash away the tears that were flowing rythmically from my eyes.....