THE NEXT MORNING
THE NEXT MORNING
I had no time to think about what had occured last night. When I got back to the hotel I was too tired to think, to even want to think about it. Then I was whisked away into a plane to be flown to France so that we could promote our cd over there. I put on a smile and tried to be the happy personality I needed to be for the group. Lou kept us in a tight check by restricting our curfew if we even walked the wrong way. I mean after all, I should know by now the ropes of this business. I didn't let my mind wander to Alyse, to Liza, to what I was to the both of them. I focused on the fans for a while, but then I couldn't take it anymore.
I thought of what I had had with Liza. It had been the best thing to ever happen to me. She was everything I had been wanting in life. I shook my head in disbelief. To think I almost proposed to her! Then she cheated on me. Accusing me that it was all my fault. Saying I hadn't been there to fulfill her needs. I was so shocked that I never returned her apologies. Never called her. She hurt me. That was something I didn't need right now, so I broke it off with her.
Then I began thinking of Alyse. I had only been with her for a month or so but I couldn't fight it that I had feelings for her. I looked around and noticed all the other guys were napping. Maybe I should do the same thing. This flight is gonna be a long one. I laid my head back and my eyes slowly closed displaying a blackness in front of me........
MY DREAM
I woke up with a start. Lance was pushing me to get up. When I noticed to what I was getting up, I did what I was told. In front of me were two large doors, each had a name on them in glittered lettering. One said Liza and the other said Alyse. "I must be dreaming," I mumbled. Out of nowhere a voice sounds.....four voices. " Now I don't want to make you cry, but baby this is the final goodbye......I can't change what you've done, or make it seem right. All I want to see is a bright shining light. To be with you now, honey it'd be so wrong. So walk out that door get to where you belong..." the voices sang. At that moment I knew what I had to do.