chapter 22:

“IF walls could talk oh, they would say ‘I want you more’, They would say ‘hey- I never felt like this before. And that you would always be, the one for me. Just two people making memories, Too good to tell. And there arms are never empty, when we’re lying where we fall, making magic, taking chances, making love.”

Howie experienced yet another night of passion. But even though Courtney was the complete knock out, model look alike, with an amazing sexual repertiore he could not help but think of Stef. And what he told her he’d say. But could he say it? That was the question. Could he really dump Courtney after all this time for her? His mind could not be satisfied. So he just stayed awake watching Courtney sleep wondering about his fate. In the morning he felt horrible. He never had insomnia before, but yet now he was basically fucking two wonderful women and he was torn. That is exactly what they wanted him to feel. Courtney noticed his bad mood.

“Honey, lets go shopping. That’s always fun!” She exclaimed. He agreed reluctantly.

“One second, I need to get my make up bag.” She commented as he head to the car. Courtney immediately called Stefania when he left the building.

“It’s working!” She giddily exclaimed.

“Are you sure?” Stef asked reluctant to believe her friend.

“Yes, he is so torn between us. Now find Dave and get to the mall quick!” Courtney said. Stefania did as she was told.

Howie had no idea of the pool of deception surrounding him.


“Kristen, stop crying over him.” Kevin demanded softly. She obeyed and looked up gratefully at the man she had known almost ten years.

“Thank You” She said.

“You know it hurts me to see you hurt.” He explained.

“I am sorry, you were all I had left.” She shared.

“I know, thank you for comign to me.” He said and pulled her in for hug. Kristen had always been his in his heart.

“Now, You should get some rest.” He advised. She nodded. He quickly swept her into his arms and carried her upstairs while she giggled. He laid her in the guest room and as he let her go, his lips brushed her forehead.

“I love you Kevin.” She said.

“I love you too.” He replied and linked lips with her. She was the first to pull away.

“Kev, don’t you have a girl.” She reminded. That was Kristin always so considerate.

“I know. Goodnight.” He said and left to his room where he lay awake dreaming of Kristin. How could his feelings for Lea and Heather die in one night? He asked himself, or where they not as true as he once thought…


“AJ!” Megs exclaimed as she tried to wake him up.

hat hunnie?” He asked getting up at last. She just couldn’t keep it in any longer.

I heard what you said.” She shared. He immediately went pale.

"no don’t be sad. I LOVE YOU ALEXANDER JAMES McLEAN!” She said, ending it in a shout. He hugged her smiling.

“And I love you too.” He replied. Once they were on the same level he kissed her with all the passion inside, they slowly walked to the shower and there performed the rituals of making love, proving more the point earlier shared. Love was in the air.


“Brian, wake up.” Amy whispered in his ear, last night was another fantastic night but she still felt second best, and insecure.

“What?” He said squirming away.

“Oh get up.” She urged.

“Why?” He asked.

She had almost given up hope but an idea came. He was happy she had quieted and returned to his happy sleeping time. She hated his I have to sleep in clothes fetish but disregarded it as she began to disregard the clothes. She began to unbutton his pants, and slid them down smiling and nervous at the same time. Once they were off, she got his boxers off as he was reawakened with awareness of the air down there.

“Amy what are you doing?” He asked as she traced his “member” (EN: ITS JACKEE’S word. Sorry Jax, I always think of you in sex scenes now…*giggles*) with her finger, it shot right up. She smiled and he was still confused as she placed her lips on the hard but interesting object, he couldn’t help but let a moan escape. She had definitely woken him up.


Lissa and Mark met Em and Nick at Nick’s house.

“What’s going on?” Lissa whispered into Em’s ear. She just smiled and placed her hand on Nick’s thigh and began to rub it closer and closer to that area, until he turned and smiled. Lissa bugged her eyes out it shock.

“How?” She asked out loud. Catching the attention.

“I’ll fill you in later.” Em explained.

“Now guys we don’t want people thinking we are together, and you are the only two to know, so do not tell.” Nick explained.

“Yeah, we figured it would be better that way.” Em added.

“Well congrats, I guess.” Lissa said. I smiled at her reluctance and Mark was more into the baseball game on TV that the conversation.

“So you ready to go?” Lissa asked. I nodded. “Nick, you coming?” I asked sweetly.

“HELL Yes.” He responded. We planned on having fun. Mark was confused at his enthusiasm but went along too. After about two hours of searching all the house Lissa had lined up for us, I found the perfect one and began the paperwork. (EN: I do realize that buying a house is more complicated than that…but bear with me, I try not to bore you.)

“Let’s go out.” Lissa announced afterward.

“Where?” Nick asked ready to go.

“A club!” Mark exclaimed.

“fine with me.” I agreed. We went to Green Dot, since it was a low key but hot club. Nick and I ruled the floor, not just because of our dancing, roaming hands add a nice touch.

Lissa and Mark were just wonderful towards each other. I smiled. I announced I was going to the rest room. There I informed Lissa of everything. Once we left the restroom I walked up to Nick an

d grabbed him away from the table he was sitting at. “Come with me.” I whispered.

“Okay.” He agreed smiling as I led him to the empty ladies restroom where we did the unthinkable. Each other.

“Here?” He asked surprised.

“Do you have any other suggestions?” I asked.

“No.” He replied before he hungrily removed my shirt. “That’s more like it.” I said fumbling with his jeans. I was beginning to really enjoy this secret bad thing. It was an expression filled with lust and ecstasy and maybe a bit of understanding too. But as we were leaving, I walked passed a group of girls I thought were familiar. I disregarded it though.


“Oh my god!” Megs exclaimed.

“What?” asked Lea who was bored out of her mind since Kevin stayed at home with poor Kristin.

“That was Emily and Nick, what would they be doing in the bathroom together?” Megs asked.

“OH My! She’s sleeping with Nick!” Lea exclaimed.

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