On one cold winter night, Justin's so called perfect, normal life, any pop star could have, was turned up side down. It was when his best friend, Tiffany, was killed in a car accident. **~~ Flash back ~~** He received the news while during his last song of the night, when all of a sudden the music stopped and Justin fell on his knees and yelled "Why, why God? You have my sister now my best friend, my soul mate, my suppose-to-be-asked-to-be-wife?" After that he ran off stage leaving everyone with questionable faces. The guys hurried and said "Bye" and "Goodnight" and ran to find Justin and to find out what happened out there. They ran into Johnny Wright on their way. "Yo J. where's Justin?" they asked together. "On the way to the hospital because Tiff was is an accident." "How bad?" asked puzzled J.C. "Bad" replied Johnny. (MEANWHILE) Justin reached the hospital, to find Lynn, Tracy (Tiff's- mom), Alex (Tiff's brother), and Phillip (Tiff's father). "Where is she?" asked a pale Justin. ~~** End of Flash back **~~ There she was so beautiful, so full of life all gone by a person who decided to drink and drive. She was taken away just like that. A few days after her death Justin stayed isolated from everyone, family and friends, and cried his self to sleep every night. He just didn't know what got him up on the day of her funeral but something did. After Justin got dress in his tux Lynn, Justin, and the guys went to the funeral. After their arrival Mrs. Tracy, Mr. Phil, Alex, Wayne, and Trisha saved them 5 seats right behind them, while Justin sat between Alex and Tracy. The service began and Tracy began by saying: "We are all gathered here today for the memory of our daughter Tiffany Lynn Smith. Anyone is welcome to come up and say something." After at lease everyone said something Chris, then Lance, then Joey, and then J.C. went up and said something. Finally Justin got up and went to the mic. "Today I am here to not only lay Tiff to rest but to say what she is ment to me." He swallowed hard and beginned "I have be knowing this wonderful, astounding girl, I mean woman for years and I, I mean we just found out we were in love with each other. The night of the accident I was going to ask her to you know marry me. When this happen I just fell to my knees on stage and started crying. Let me read something to you that she told me when I was down that changed my life completely." Angel Inside Sometimes we look so hard for miracles We never see how close they are We're too busy grasping for the moon To catch that falling star Because whenever times are a burden And you think you can't go on You must search for that angel within Love yourself and be strong We've all had lives full of hurt and pain But we must love who we are to be stronger You must be happy with yourself And the gift of life will cherish you longer There's no reason to cry at night Because you're not an object of perfection Because no matter what you are on the outside That won't gain you affection Over time it's what's inside that will shine You just have to love that angel within. When he finished everyone was crying. "I just want to say Tiff if you are listening I want you to know I Love You and I will always cherish the time the guys, you and I had together and that you will not be fogotten. I might have lost you in this life but I know I will be with you after life. Tiff you were a friend no one can replace, a girlfriend like no other, and I know you would have made a wonderful wife and mother." By then Justin was in tears. Next everyone went to lay this young innocent child to rest forever. Soon after everyone left it was just Tiff's parents and brothers, Justin, Lynn, and the guys left at the cemetery. Justin went up to her head stone and it read: Tiffany Lynn Smith January 31,1981 - February 5,2000 "Lye in rest my sweet ANGEL." What Justin read made fresh tears come out. He then ran off to his car and drove off. He didn't know where to but some where to be alone. So he went some where he would go to think. After hours of thinking he called his home and told them he will be home just as soon as he says goodbye to someone. (Lynn knew whom.) When Justin reached the graveyard, he let his feet take him to the grave. He knew where it was at but he was stuck in his own reality. Justin reached the grave and just fell to his knees. "Tiff give me a sign to know you that you are listening." Suddenly a strong wind blew. "Damn Tiff it could have been liter but at least I know you are listening." He smiled for the first time in a week at that. "Well anyway, I want you to know that I do love you. When I heard about you know my heart felt like it was breaking forever and when I lost you, I lost part of my life that I know will not be back. I know it's going to be hell to say this but here goes "Bye Baby." "It's not goodbye forever, it's just for the time I won't see you but when I get to you I will have you forever. (I Love You Baby)" He then placed the rose and a kiss on the head stone and then left.
