by sandy atthajaroon dedicated to jon mulcahy: summer '97 even when i'm sad and down either crying or wearing a frown the love you gave me keeps me strong even as the hours feel so long reminiscin about the times we had makes me feel so much better i had you so close and near to me how i wish i could have you forever i'm trying not to find you cuz i know you won't be there so i look up into the heavens and i say a little prayer i start to see us, side by side drifting together in dreams reached i miss you and i start to cry though i don't know where you are you're out there somewhere loving me too an ocean apart just isn't enough distance to keep me from loving you it's hard for me to find my way without your love, i feel so lost but in my heart you'll always remain for i'll always love you, forever and a day