So many things banging in my mind,
Eating slowly away at my very heart.
Life is gradually shattering,
Must begin to retrieve each part.
Difficulties in money,
Uncertainty with friends,
Heartbreaks in love.
Will it ever end?
I miss the friends,
That are not here.
Can't gain new ones,
Out of subconcious fear.
My future is blurry,
What it holds is unclear.
Will I ever achieve,
The dreams I hold dear?
Will life get better,
Will life heal?
Will there be relief,
In the pain I feel?
I know the directions,
I know how to be.
Yet, still I wonder,
What is there for me?
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