The Seemingly Never Ending Math Club Saga
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Math Club
Randy sent me an e-mail in response to the previous entry. And then I guess he talked with Rebecca and then she sent me one too. I won't post them here since I doubt they want that public (then again, I haven't been very good about reading people recently, have I?).

Anyway, after reading those and talking things over with Bridget, my decision to resign hasn't changed. If anything, it has become firmer. I feel the club is going to die next year anyway since apparently I managed to drive out any remaining members. As I said before: "Now that I've managed to make enemies out of friends, I'm not regressing even farther into depression for them anymore" (Wow, it's weird to quote myself...).

Tomorrow morning, I hope to get off work a little early and go over to the Epicenter and ask about it. As a rule follower (apparently one of my many faults of being President), I'll be resigning officially and then dropping off the radar. No more events, no more hanging out in the lounge. I'll clear my locker out and pay my debt to the snack bar tomorrow. Instead of me "alienating people" from the Math Club, I'll make easier and alienate myself from the Math Club. Am I taking the cowards route by avoiding the issues? Yes, but after having spent many nights this month crying myself to sleep, I really just can't deal with it anymore and would rather concentrate on other things. Like my school work, senior project and hanging out with my real friends.