HI EVERYONE!
I have in my hands the CD with Kayliann's
"Christmas Angel" song. I'm so excited!
I'd like to share with you the background of the CD.
On Dec. 28th, 1998 late in the night I sat at
Kayliann's bed side in the hospital. I was reading
Psalms 34 to her and something came over me, and I
began to cry. As I cried I began to thank Kayliann
for being the great soccer player that she was,
great baseball player, great student at school,
knowing & loving God more than I could ever know,
being the loving understanding daughter she was,
loving me, and being so strong through all this.
Then I had a feeling within me, that it was time for
her to be with the Lord. I began to tell her that
it was ok to let go now, that Trevor and Mommy were
going to be ok, God was going to be with us,
that if God was calling you, it's ok, you go and be
with Jesus and Daddy, Gregory, Amanda. To not be afraid...
I love you so very much and I know you will always
be watching over Trevor and Mommy.
Then I felt her raise through her body and flow
through the large window in the hospital room into
the sky. That was the night Kayliann went to Heaven.
The next day Dec. 29th, 1998 the test showed no
brain activity. They removed the machines
from Kayliann. Some of you may not understand what
I experienced the night before with my Kayliann.
But, I knew she was already with the Lord, Daddy,
Gregory and Amanda. I was blessed to say Good Bye
to my Baby. ~ Thank You God.
On my way out of the hospital Phill Garcia stopped me
to tell me he had stayed up all night to write a song
of Kayliann....but wasn't sure if I wanted to hear it
now that she had passed away. I told him no, please
sing the song. At the end of the song he sings,
"Lord breath a fresh air into....Kayliann. Thank you
for life". Writing the song for when she was living.
After he sung the song, he told me "Debbie, I'll rewrite
the end of the song. I wrote the song when Kayliann
was still living". I told him, "Please don't change
the words. The song is beautiful and now Kayliann has
life forever".
At that moment Phill didn't understand what I meant
by Kayliann now has life. A few days later Phill called
me to tell me that he now understood what I meant when
I told him not to change the song and that Kayliann
has everlasting life with God.
I want to cry......out of happiness of the beautiful
song of my daughter Kayliann and family. I Love Kayliann,
Todd, Gregory and Amanda So Very Much! I am the
luckiest Wife and Mommy to be living today. Thank you
Lord for such a blessing on this earth. I can't wait
till we're all together again someday.
I know our God is a good God, and he doesn't make these
things happen. He's there to help us get through them.
The Lord is walking with me always but, I have some tough
days too. I couldn't imagine going through something
like this without the Lord walking with me and all your
prayers. Everyday I thank God for my Trevor....
I think you all know that Trevor was sleeping with his
brother Gregory that night. Trevor never gets up at
night to come to our bed, that night he did.
Thank You Lord. I Love You!
Phill Garcia the writer and signer of this song
dedicated the "Apollos haven, The Joseph Project"
CD to my family with two others whom passed away.
You can now purchase the CD online at
www.ott1.com/apollo for $10 each. They will be
available in the stores in a month or so, but the
price will go UP! Delivery takes 7 to 10 days.
Funds were tight and the insert is in black & white.
For my family: they accidently put an "e" at the end
of Kayliann's name. It's ok. :-)
