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Poetry



I am the invisible woman
don't bother to give me a second look,
I long to ask why you didn't
give me a first.
I am the invisible woman
with emotions you can't
see
no one pays attention; they don't
have time for me.
I am the invisible woman
Did you realize i was here?
waiting around the corner
for someone, anyone to care.
I am the invisible woman
the one whispering in the dark
I am a lonely swimmer
and the world is my shark.

Craziness is nothing it's just a pain I want to rip it's ugly face out of my dreams and stomp on it's neck. It tries to consume our sanity and claim all of your reality Let it take you over Your life is just beginning to find the way to it's end. It's worse than our imaginations it's better than your hallucinations I watch it take you over trying hard not to interupt this is so beautiful it wants you to die to pay for the way you hate it wants to eat your soul and i'll let it i'll watch it silently, laughing to myself revenge is bitter sweet and i revel inside your angry pain.
I am not who i thought i was just a day sgo I will not be who you think i am when you think you know me best I'll still be crying all alone letting no one in all alone letting no one see The pain, that is constantly creeping over me. under my control a quiet rage thundering deep inside can you see, of course not I won't let you, you'll never know my dirty secret The dirty soul in which i keep it.
Inside of my body growing onto my soul taking all of me into itself. Society has burdened me deep in pity I sit and wonder if my life is over as this amazing thing is sending pains into my side. You, you good-hearted angels, you beilevers in God will have branded me a murderer me, me? I am shit. giving into the temptation of your devil in order to save this. To save myself. To save him. To save the halfa soul without halfa chance to make it in this half ass world. I have branded myself INSANE.
tumbling out from within my tortured soul the actress shows her ironiclly shy, although gleaming face for the first time Always there, Al;ways lurking ready to burst into "false me" Never knowing, Never showing what is real and just what i am imagining The gravitation inside my head has an enlarging leak "false me" is so tiring but i cannot be so weak would it be pleasure to give in? let my true enemy conquer and finally win? "false me" is all i know how to be what happened to that far-off land we used to call reality? courage has never seen me cowardly i accept my fate to live quietly as "false me."
Black lights, violent stares, A cold shoulder, no one cares. I come to you to feel your pain and wrap myself in your pity. open wound, bleeding loud, A silent tear, no one to fear. you come to me to ease my pain and i swim in your stupidity.

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