I'm still in Herlong. I've been partying alot too. It's the reason I'm home on a saterday night at midnight, with a six-pack I've yet to touch, online talking to ya'll. I'm tired. Today I went to a job fair and looked into somethings for this area. So I'm going to try. It is something I have to do, so i might as well start now. Dont get me wrong I'll go out once with the girls in sac before I move back, but thats the only time I can go crazy, it'll be a going away party.

I dont want to move back, but I said I would. And i really do hate Sac. I still havent talked to my roommate. I need to do that, but I wont do it over the phone, thats rude. My car will be working this week so thats a cool thing. I'm glad of that. My poor dad has been working tirelessly on it, and I feel awful cause I dont know what I can do around here, whats able to be touched, its like walking on eggshells. I feel like anything I do is going to be wrong, and my dad or mom will bitch, so yeah, its like I'm a kid again. My parents are cool usually, but lately they've been bitchy, I think its cause I'm moving back. I think that they dont want me.

Um yeah. I have been hanging out with Josh's lil bro Dillon lately. He's definetly related to Josh, he's and asshole. I mean it. I mean he's nice for about 10 minutes. Then he's an asshole for the rest of the time. Josh was EXACTLY like that when he was 19. it's uncanny too the way he fights like Josh used to. I wonder if its a family thing, to go through this stage at this age. It would be a good study for a class on psychology.

okay so that wasnt likely to happen, but I can pretend. I'm bored..its herlong. this place sucks.

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