Well I'm not as sad as I was the other day. I got home and my Jeremy tried to call me, and I was at work. The bastard has my schedual he knows that. But I feel wonderfull that he tried. This isnt my Jeremy thats in Vegas, this is my buddy in Arizona
TJ, a friend from highschool is supposed to come up here for New Years, he's in Florida playing basketball with Bethany University (fm Santa Cruiz) I miss him, he was a good friend, and I know him REALLY well...lol...Katie and I know plenty about this boy..though there are things he knows about the two of us.
Theres this guy, Matt I work with, hes wonderfull, and he doenst know it himself. Really he's a nice guy and very smart, he has nice eyes. And he was in a bad mood earlier today. I hate seeing him like that, so I wanted to post this here cause I know he'll read it and he'll know I care, and I wish I coulda helped.
I was thinking that Tool was the best. I saw them and I got to kick it with Mike Price, my love from Herlong. Thats right, I didnt tell you guys, i saw that AWESOME BAND, Tool. You know, the greatest thing to have happened to America since sliced bread?? That wonderfull thing I call music and they call themselves Tool. It was Majical. I had the best time. I had a band that said I was 21, and I bought so much beer, I had my first hangover the next day. It sucked royal ass. But was well worth it..a hundred times over. I moshed my ass off..and it was wonderfull. I really miss Mike too...he's the greatest.
Josh called me, and he's doing good in Texas, I miss that state soo much, I miss my bro and everyone over there. I wanna move over there so much I can taste it. I have to update my friends section once again cause he isnt on it and he's jealous, so therefore I'm going to get rid of someone thats on there for him. So he can rest assured he's cared about and loved. After all we had a mini drama going on about Greyhound and that wacko bus driver we had that day.
Tomorrow I havent any clue whats going to happen, BUT I'll be downtown on the strip and wasted. I have New Years Day off..and then court on Thurs for my minor in possesion ticket(being drunk can get you in trouble after all) I'm hoping AA and no fine cause I cant afford a fine. But that'll drive me to drink. I know in my heart that I'll have to be drunk to last the meeting. :-)
Alot has changed for me in the past 2 years. I was going into the Army. I would love to go still. But I cant. I have to have surgery...and that damn week in the hospital fucked alot up for me, and i'm barely starting over
if you get a chance, listen to Delirium. They're a good band, and I like em alot. I drove the entire west coast to my house listening to their Karma CD...it now reminds me of the ocean and green forests....its great.
okay well now i'm outa new thigns on my mind. loves and hugs
2002
Diary
and my sexual incounter with a elephant....oops, did I type that?