Because of you I'm alive, told you I'm awake! Swallowing, yeah I'm alive!

I had to share with everyone that Godsmack is awesome. I loved em live, too bad I was 21 the day they were in my town and I didnt get to see em. :-( Woe is me.

Some of you are wondering what happened to Dale, honestly I'm not too sure myself, however, I dont really care too much now. I thought that I would, but I realize we're totally different people, and he's got a really different idea of what he wants in a girl then who I am. He wants a suger mama, and hell I havent a job at the moment. I have no car at the moment cause my lil hooptys still broke down, and that bugs him more then it should I guess. I'm over it. I kinda knew it was coming, I was just crushing and well....good thing thats over with. I thought it would really bug me more, but it doesnt, I have the attitude that, well I'm over it.

I hung out with Laurie and Sandy and all of Bubba's family again, he's with Julia, who has a kid and lives with her man, so I guess she's cheating?? I dont know, apparently her man knows and isnt saying anything. I dont care, but apparently they feel weird around me. I felt weird at the BBQ, it was Megans birthday, she's 6 now, (Sandys daughter), I mean I hadnt seen any of em since I was in the hospital. It was fun though. I missed em all.

I saw Mohommed the other day, he took me to lunch, it was nice, I really enjoyed it. Last time we tried to hang out as friends, he tried to sleep with me, and it was weird. But this time, we went out to lunch, and just talked about his girl, and his kids. He has em now alot, thanks to the paperwork I did for him when we were together. But I had fun, and I'm glad we are friends still, he worries about me, cause he knew I was in the hospital and it worried him

I saw Marlo too. He pissed me off in the goddamned bookstore though. He kept trying to touch my ass, and said he was bored. I swear I'm never dating an illiterate person again. Its bullshit. I threw a fit though, and he finally got the hint.

Well thats a little more updated on my life, so you guys know more now. Besides I'm sending people to my page and all that shit about Dales been outa date. The funny thing is, I knew when I wrote all that about him, that it was just a.....well matter of time till either I was hurt, or that he dissapointed me. I'm glad that he didnt, and that I didnt. Maybe we'll be friends now. I dont know, I'm not calling him though.

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